I got bored...Don't judge me -_-
Jacob
There was a break in the tour so we decided to stay in New York. That made us all happy but it wasn't enough for me.
It's been two weeks. She still hasn't said anything to me.
It's been driving me insane and I've had enough. It was early in the morning but I didn't care. I texted Taylor while I walked to her room.
WE NEED TO TALK NOW. I DON'T CARE WHAT TIME IT IS. JUST OPEN THE DOOR TAYLOR. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON.
I made it to her room and knocked. I wasn't leaving. I knocked a couple more times. Soon I heard footsteps coming to the door. She cracked the door but I could barely see her, I guess she had the curtains closed.
"Open the door, please"
It opened the rest of the way and the light from the hallway let me see her slightly.
I saw her feet disappear and I walked in after her, shutting the door behind me. I went straight over to the window and pulled the curtains apart letting the light in.
I turned around and saw her sitting on the edge of the bed with her knees up to her chest. Her eyes were red and swollen. Her face was flushed. How long had she been crying?
I wasn't sure if she was glaring at me or not.
"Why aren't you talking to me?"
She didn't say anything.
"What? Is this about the twitter thing?"
Now she looked away from me.
"Talk to me, please. What's wrong? It wasn't that bad"
If she wasn't glaring at me before, she is now. This was one of those "if looks could kill" moments.
"Not that bad?! You don't how bad it is!" She got up and went over to the desk and turned on her laptop.
"Look. You guys may have tried to do some type of damage control, but it didn't do anything. They continuously attack me on twitter, they found out my email and keep blowing up my inbox. I can't even use my phone without it ringing every 5 seconds. I had to turn it off. And to top it all off? I haven't slept in days"
I looked at the screen and I could see the tweets coming in like clockwork.
"Okay, well I was wrong about that. But I still don't understand why you won't talk to me"
"All of this. You. I can't handle all of that anger being thrown on me and..."
"And what?"
"I just don't know what to think. I'm tired of thinking. I didn't know what to do with myself"
"And you couldn't talk to me about this?"
"Yes...No...I don't know. I didn't want to talk about it at all, I just wanted it to disappear" she said and started crying.
I grabbed her hand and guided her over to the bed and got her to sit. I crouched down in front of her.
"Taylor, there's something you're not telling me"
"You wouldn't understand" she choked out.
"Then help me understand"
"No..I can't"
"Yes you can. You know you can tell me anything"
She flew up from the bed and started pacing.
"Whatever it is, I know it -"
"I LOVE YOU OKAY?! I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU! SINCE I WAS 9 I HAD A CRUSH ON YOU AND IT'S BEEN DRIVING ME INSANE FOR YEARS! I NEVER WANTED TO SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE YOU. AND NOW WITH ALL OF THIS SHIT, I JUST CAN'T DEAL WITH IT! I AVOIDED YOU BECAUSE IF THAT'S THE REACTION THOSE PEOPLE HAVE IF THEY THINK I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND, WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE IF I ACTUALLY WAS?!"
"You make me nervous whenever you look at me a certain way or are really close to me. My heart feels like it's about to give out any time you so much as grab my hand. All I can ever think about is how bad I want you to kiss me and a whole bunch of very inappropriate things. The only person I've ever wanted...was you"
Once she finished, she completely broke down. I went over to her and pulled her close. I hugged her as tight as possible while she cried into my chest. When she quieted down, I picked her up and placed her on the bed. I kicked off my shoes and got on the bed too.
I pulled her close to me again and watched as she fell asleep.
Taylor (A few hours later)
I woke up feeling a whole lot better. Then I remembered that I told Jacob that I'm in love with him. Soon I realized that he was holding me. I moved my head to look up at him. He was sleeping. I got up carefully and went to the bathroom. When I came out, I walked over to the mini fridge that was in the room and got a bottle of water.
As I turned around, I saw him wiping his eyes.
When he woke up completely, he looked at me.
"Hi"
"Hi"
"How do you feel?"
"Better"
"Good"
"Jake, I -"
He smiled at me. "Do you mind if I say something?"
"Go ahead"
"You told me you're in love with me. I'm in love with you too"
What?
"Really?"
"Yeah. For a very long time. And we're both having those same feelings 'cuz, you don't how hard I tried to not touch you the wrong way"
By this time he was standing in front of me. And I was blushing, looking down at the ground.
He took the water out of my hand and put it on the table. His hands reached out to grab my waist, pulling me to him and pressing us up against each other.
"You do know I'm up here right?"
I glared up at him playfully. He started doing the same thing he did on the tour bus. Right when it looked like he was about to kiss me, his phone rang.
He rolled his eyes and I giggled.
"Hello?"
He listened for a few minutes.
"Okay, I'll be there in a few minutes" he said into the phone and hung up.
"That was Kenneth. We have some stuff to do today but I was wondering if you'd like to do something tomorrow"
"Like what?"
"Well I was thinking that tomorrow it would just be me and you the whole day. We'd go to the beach, maybe go to the movies, and I'd take you to dinner"
"You'd do all of that for me?"
"Of course. Why wouldn't I want to spend the day with you?"
We both walked over to the door. "Think you can be ready by 8?"
"Sure"
"Okay, I'll see you later"
Instead of him facing the door he turned towards me. In one quick motion his lips were on mine. At first I froze because I wasn't expecting it, but I started kissing him back. It wasn't really long, but for right now I'd take this.
I pulled back first.
"Go" I said while gently pushing him towards the door.
"Later" he said and closed the door behind him.
My heart was going berserk in my chest. I can't believe that this is actually happening.
I texted Angel and asked them to come to my room.
Nae-Nae
Taylor wanted to talk to us. I wasn't sure what to expect. She's older than all of us and seemed the strongest in more ways than one. This had to something terrible for her to act this way.
We knocked on her door and she opened right away. She was actually smiling.
"Aren't you gonna come in?"
I realized that we were still standing in the hallway. Inside the room she looked as if nothing happened.
"What's going on?" Angel asked
Taylor was acting a little hyper and that's saying something because that's usually my job while she's the calm one.
She looked at each of us before she spoke.
"Well Jacob came here ridiculously early this morning saying he wanted to talk. He asked me if this was about the twitter thing and told him the angry tweets, emails and phone calls. I started crying and he said that he knew there was something I wasn't saying but I told he wouldn't understand. He was going to say something but In cut him off and told him or more like yelled at him that I was in love with him and everything about my feeling. After that I started crying and he picked me, and put me on the bed where I fell asleep."
"When I woke up and went to the bathroom, he woke up after I came out. I was going to say something but he wanted to talk. Basically he told me he felt the same way. And um before he left, he kissed me."
"Excuse me?"
"Am I the only one trippin' right now? You told him and ya'll kissed?"
"There are no words to explain...I don't even know what to say"
"Is that all you wanted to tell us?"
"No. I actually wanted you guys to come shopping with me. Jacob technically asked me out. And we're going a day long date tomorrow so I need some clothes"
Taylor was blushing like crazy.
"You want us to help?"
"Yeah. We're going to the beach do I need a bathing suit and then we're going to the movies and after that to dinner, so I want to get a dress and some shoes"
"Well what are we waiting for? Let's go"
The Date is coming up...how do you think that's gonna go?