Fed Up Chapter 4: Fresh Start, a twilight fanfic

Sorry about the wait, but there are some new characters in this chapter,

Jaileen Alex Martinez- A.k.a "Jay" age: 24

Nichole Lyse Foxx- A.k.a "Nicki" age: 25

Christine Aisha Rose- A.k.a "Tina" age: 21

Elijah Brett Smith- A.k.a "Eli" age: 25

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That was 3 years ago, I'm 21 now, and to be perfectly honest I have some respect for the Cullen family. If that hadn't of happened I wouldn't be the wonderful woman I am today. Yeah, I was torn up after they left and it set in that they were gone, despite what I had done to Edward's car, I was a mess. I cried everyday, wasn't eating much at all. Now that I look back, I realize that I was overreacting, and really just embarrassing myself.

During the rest of that school year I never saw them again. There was major gossip going around the town. Rumors, like that I slept with everyone in the Cullen family, or my personal favorite, Carlisle raped me and got me pregnant and he paid for abortion... Either way they didn't know what really happened and it was the talk of the town. Everywhere I looked I saw the common pity in their eyes, or the rare look of hatred which really only came from Lauren and Jessica.

Overall, my senior year sucked some serious ass. Well, it did until the last week when I snapped out of my second "zombie" mode. I just happened to look in a mirror one day and see my pathetic excuse of a refection staring back at me. I looked a mess, my hair dull, my face was pale (more so then usual) my face was obviously at an all time low. In other words I looked like shit and didn't feel much better.

The weekend before the last day of school I went to Port Angles, got some new clothes. Not for any big reason, just because I thought I need needed something new and fresh.

That Monday I went to school as if the past two months hadn't happened. Turns out not many people are happy that I'm over it, because when I actually found my way to where my old friends where sitting only Ben and Angela made the effort to talk to me. As for the rest...well the rest didn't exactly hide their feelings.

The rest of the week continued with me, Angela and Ben doing stuff together like a normal group of friends. It was short lived because after i walked across the stage i said bye to Charlie, Angela and Ben, packed my shit and took my pale ass to Florida State University. despite how close i am to my mom, i only see her once a month, she's kind of upset that i didn't follow in her footsteps and become a teacher, but i was more interested in law. Yup I'm studying to be a lawyer.

Little did I know, that Florida State is full of hyperactive, crazy ass people who would make the perfect best group of friends.

Theres Nicole (Nicki) the kind, sensitive and hilarious one. Then there's Jaileen (jay) she can be quiet...until you piss her off anyway, then she is kind of a bitch. Christine (Tina) who has major mood swings, mostly mean, and people may also refer to her as "lil bitch." Finally theres Elijah (Eli) the sensitive, badass, hot guy who puts up with all of our b.s. He is also the "Big Brother" figure.

For example, one time he kicked this guys ass for speaking to me the wrong way at the club... That is another story for another day.

***Bella's Dream***

I was running and I didn't know what from. I hid behind my black Toyota Camry. (courtesy of my engagement ring) I peeked over the hood, and saw a 60 ft. puppy, it was yelling at me "get you're ass up bitch, Get your ass up bitch..."

***End of Bella's Dream***

I snapped open my eyes and see Tina in all of her 5'6" glory, standing on my couch, towering over me. "Get your ass up bitch." Too pissed to respond. I rolled my eyes and peered around her. I saw Eli, Nicki, and Jay. They looked totally amused by the whole situation, this isn't even funny. I've had one hell of a month what with finals, deadlines, works and studying. They find it funny to wake me up after work. School may be over for the summer and I won't take another summer class. I did summer classes the last 2 years and I think I deserve a break, and these assholes are fucking it up already. "What the Fuck do you guys want, I'm busy."

"Thats all very well, but we want to go to Electrik ...and your coming." I do love to party...and drink, so I guess I'll go to the club. Tina would have made me go anyway, she's pushy like that.

"Fine, when." That was when Eli decided to speak up. "We were going to go meet at my apartment around 11:00, head to the club around 11:30 and be there around 12:00." I loved his deep voice, it wasn't super deep like Shack or anything, but it was...sexy deep. I know it sounds like I'm attracted to him, but it's more of a fuck buddy, sex attraction, of course we had to test out that theory...on time last year on accident. Long story short we got wasted, and fooled around.

"Okay, what time is it now?"

"Its 10:30, we figured that we would meet you at your apartment since you would, most likely be tired." I had to smile at that he thought about me, I wasn't buying the whole 'we figured you would be tired' shit, those bitches didn't care about my sleep schedule. "That was thoughtful of you, thank you. Okay just let me get ready." I shoved my think blanket off of me and looked down, realizing that I only had on a skimpy pantie and bra set on. I really didn't care, it's not the first time they saw me in my underthings. It's just that this particular set said "Kiss me" on the back of the underwear. Which made the whole gang make cat calls.

"No thanks, I only do that when I'm drunk, so maybe tonight. That is if we ever get out of here." Damn and there's the bitchy side of Jaileen, she is the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet.

I then went to my room, to start getting ready, my apartment has 2 bedrooms 2 bathrooms, 1 bathroom is in the hallway, the other is in my room. The other room is the guess room, which is mostly occupied by either Eli, Tina, Nicki, or Jay. We all have keys to each others place, so we can crash at anyones, it was mostly Eli who was with me, so we "hung out" a lot if you get my drift. There were other time when we all got super wasted and just took one cab to my place, and the five of us would crash here together.

As I got out of the shower, I looked in the mirror, to admire myself. I looked pretty good if I do say so myself. I have a light six pack coming in, I go to the gym every weekend with the gang every weekend. I looked at my thighs they were also toned, but myself as a whole was pretty tan. The gang used to make fun of me when we first started hanging out, because I was as pale as a ghost. So they persuaded me to go tanning with them once a month, at the local tanning salon, I'm not super tan so it looks natural. To sum it up I looked pretty damn good.

When I went to my closet to pick out my club outfit, I chose the perfect one, the one I just got at the mall last weekend with Christine, my shirt was white and said "kiss my ass" in gold letters with lips on them. My pants were simple, white skinny jeans with 2 zippers on one side and 1 one the other. My shoes were black wedges that looked similar to mens boots. Lastly I put on a simple neckless that had blood red lips on them, similar to the pair on my shirt. I looked ready to party.

When I stepped out of my room and walked down the short hallway I turned to the gang who were patiently waiting on me while watching MTV. I quickly appraised their outfits, in which I had missed in my "wake up call."

Tina was wearing some black tiny shorts and a cue white halter that really showed off her body. She was also wearing some black and white high tops that had buckles on them. She accessorized with a silver skull bracelet that I got her for her 21st birthday, and a grenade neckless.

Nicki was wearing a simple loose pink racer back tank top, and plain black skinny jeans. She accessorized with some big pink earrings she got from her ex boyfriend.

Jay wore a black and white horizontally stripped tank top that hugged all of her curves just right, and some black skinny jeans. Her shoes were black and white high tops from coach. She accessorized with some black and white stud earrings, and some leather bracelets.

Eli was dressed casually, as usual. He wore some slightly baggie jeans that appeared faded from the knee up. As for his shirt, he wore his usual wife beater, that showed his ripped stomach, under his blue and black plaid button down, and some chuck Taylors.

This is how we looked when we go out to party, every one of our outfits reflected out personalities. Eli was pretty laid back, Jay was quiet similar to Eli, but also very sarcastic. Nicki was the baby in our mini family, although she is the second oldest after Eli. This is my family, yeah we were a weird family who slept together, and knew each others business, no matter how embarrassing. We also get into the occasional fight with each other but at the end of the day, we loved each other.

"Belly? Are you okay? I can stay home with you if, you are not feeling well." That as Nicki, always concerned for everyone else. "No, I'm fine, lets go party." For some reason I feel as if I should have stayed with Nicki...

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