Love is what?

Warning :

YAOI

GOUENJIXENDOU apparent (THIS STORY HAD DIFFERENT PLOT AND REALISTIC FROM THE ORIGINAL SERIES, so then this is my fanfic.)

The characters belong to level-5

Tenma Matsukaze

I actually am wondering if I did a good choice to go out with Shindou-senpai. I may not give him the best as Kirino-senpai. I mean I love to see them both together but now. Its look like that I'm steeling away Shindou-senpai from him. I heard that Sindou-senpai and Kirino-senpai were had a huge fight about this. As I expected this relationship should had someone who's against it.

What more is, Kirino-senpai were always skip soccer practice from now on. Shindou said to me that he will be fine but I don't so if we still in the relationship. Not only was that everybody on Kirino side blaming Shindou as the one whom at fault because this entire thing happens. Shindou seem depress about it and the team will fall apart if this continue on. I was trying to support him but it no use at all. Shindou look so stress with this and I don't want this effect his exam and this team.

This evening was so stressful and everyone doesn't seem they can concentrate at all. I was thinking this will was my own fault also. Coach also ended this practice early and reminds us to cool our head down because soccer can be fun if we don't put our mind in it. I agreed without saying anything as a captain for this team. I think this must be a good idea after all.

What should I do? I don't know.

I did not sure that if got this feeling right, and I think that I should know more what love is? Is this really loved?

What the feeling of love? I don't know, I really don't know.

And….

What I am doing in front of Coach Endou's house. T _ T

Ohhh I should go now, I had to go. I really need to go. I shouldn't interrupt him with his husband, since they were married and stay together now.

NORMAL P.O.V.

"Eh, isn't it Tenma?"

Tenma stop walking away.

Tenma turn around and see Endou waving his hand beside him was Gouenji walking along side with him while holding hand.

"Oh it's Tenma. What bring you here?" Gouenji said.

"I had something… but never mind I guess. Buh-Bye!" Tenma suddenly change his sentences.

"Wait, you'll have dinner with us. Come on." Endou said while grinning lightly.

Endou see that something is wrong with his student and then he grab Tenma's collar jacket as dragging him along. Tenma surprised by the sudden action and refuse to be in. Well, the strongest goalkeeper like Endou who will never escape. Gouenji confuse what his husband was thinking but he smiles like understand something.

"Ermm…."

There were a dead silent after they all finish their dinner. Tenma a bit surprised while they eating that his teacher (Endou) eating so much likes him had two stomachs. While at the same time he look at Gouenji face look it seem happy that his husband eating well.

They were talking but one question they ask Tenma one that wills Tenma answer. Endou know it must be a huge thing happen to the youth that's why he becomes like that. Gouenji also sense the different from Tenma.

While Gouenji do the cleaning, Endou started to say something to break the ice.

"Is there something wrong Tenma?" Endou asked. Tenma look down didn't to answer that question.

"Is it something happen in the team that you want to tell me?" Endou asked again. Now, Tenma suddenly bit his own lips and open his mouth.

"Shindou and Kirino get into huge fight I guess. And it's my fault!" Tenma suddenly confess that and made Endou and Gouenji surprised as well.

"You mean them both a lover and one of them cheated with you?" Endou asked bluntly. -_-

"Nope, I'm the one who dating Shindou after he confesses to me. As well as I, didn't noticed that Kirino-san had the same feeling toward him too. "

"Eh…"They both feel a bit intense and a bit weird.

"It's was false after all that they both fight even Kirino-san didn't come to practice anymore." Tenma finally let out and started to tear.

"Ten…"Endou was cut off as he looking toward Gouenji.

"Then what do you feel when you be Shindou though?" Gouenji asked out of sudden.

"Eh?" Tenma didn't cry beside he was confuse with the sudden question.

"I mean how do you felt when you with him, is he the one made you thinking of him every day or is he the one who made you feel nervous when you both near each other?" Gouenji increase his explanation.

"Urm… I just think he was wonderful and I want to be like him someday. I love to see him as he order and managed create a quick strategy in the team when we in tournament even in our practice. He looks so cool with it, it so awesome of him!" Tenma said with full of excitement.

Gouenji and Endou heard it and seem understand the situation but they had to clearly clarify this.

"How about your feeling to him when you touch him, is he made you feel nervous or your heart beating loudly whenever you're both close to each other?" Endou added.

"Nervous is normal isn't it when the other suddenly attack you. But about the heart beating…." Tenma said and suddenly his mind appears Tsurugi at moment and made him blush.

Seeing the side face of Tenma they suddenly…

"And that is love Tenma!" Endou and Gouenji said together.

"EHHHHHH! But I…."

"You may think that you love Shindou but think about it again. You just admiring him and that are not love. You were just admiring Shindou that's all." Endou said.

"And, who will made you nervous when they touch you and who will support you when you in a pinch. Or will he do something unexpectedly to make you happy and protect you." Gouenji added.

Tenma surprised at the moment he impressed that he sees they both look as great combo and partner as well. As he sees them both smile toward each other.

He suddenly recalled the moment when Tsurugi save him from getting detention from teacher and when he help him train to let out his own avatar. Then they even created a new version of Fire Tornado and Tsurugi also seem restless whenever they both together. He now also realizes his own feeling as well.

As he recall the situation when Tsurugi dragging him along and when he looks at Tsurugi face fluster. He feel something in his own heart and it is beating loudly too. And he is holding his hand to his chest.

"This is it! This what they called love isn't it? I should clearly and settle this situation quickly! And I should make it clearly with Tsurugi and Shindou-senpai too!" Tenma mumbled loudly within himself.

"I GET IT NOW! THANKS A LOT TO BOTH OF YOU!"

"Get it, what?" Endou asked. But it no used when Tenma rushing out from the house.

"Waitted Tenma!" Endou and Gouenji was sweat drop looking at the youth running away.

"Ahhh, I want to know whom that he love actually…" Endou was pouting.

"Yeah, I think I who is he. Just think a bit more." Gouenji answered.

Endou put his finger at his chin and thinking about it.

"Oh, that's him right?" Endou asked.

"Yeah, who else's." Gouenji smirking.

"Haaaaahhhh, kids this day now were so aggressive and really clearly mention about their love instead." Endou said withot his intention.

"AHHH, I'M HUNGRY AGAIN! I'M GONNA MADE SOME RICE BALL."

"Hey, let's me help you as well." Gouenji concerned.

"Would you stop that attitude, I feel kind of uneasy." Endou said with a bit frustrated.

"I'm sorry, it just I feel responsible from what I done before and you now as well has carried 'something' precious for us. I just want to fulfill the past that I made you hurt so much, even you were nearly drop to other guy hand. I want to protect you both and protect what I have now. And yet it making you feels uncomfortable. Sor…" Gouenji was cut off.

"But you did that to protect something precious for all of us right, don't blame yourselves. Besides, I was already happy that you want to be with 'us' and also what before I feel so glad about it. Maybe 'it' comes here to make become happier than before. Gouenji!" Endou said with happiness appear on his face while his eyes forming tears.

Gouenji had nothing more to say, he just grabbing Endou to his arm.

(Enough for it, it's not about them!)

TSURUGI RESIDENT

Tsurugi was watching the stars as well today, but suddenly got interrupted by someone who calling his name. I mean full name. It's repeated over and over.

"Tsurugi Kyousuke!" Tenma was yelling loudly.

Not wanting to disturb his neighbors he come out and meets the midfielder quickly.

"Tenma, what… Bring you here…. Hahhhh…." Tsurugi barely can breathe.

"I want to talk to you." Tenma said in serious tone.

Tsurugi surprised but come to reality back that it must a kind of discussion about hisastsu or his relation with Shindou again.

"And what is it?"

"You may think it about hisastsu or my relation with Shindou-senpai. But it's not…"

Now Tsurugi eyes open widely. Since when Tenma can read other person mind?!

"It's about us!" Tenma once again clarify loudly.

Tsurugi surprised at the same time he blushed.

Tsurugi Yuiichi now watching them early from the top of the house said. "Isn't it good for you, Kyousuke?" He smiles then.

I hope you enjoy this long chapter as well stalkers (don't feel offend). But please review I want to know you guys too! Please! Pretty please… T-T(SOBBING)

Hey, if you didn't get what I mean by 'something precious'. It is actually meant that Endou got pregnant and its Gouenji child. Hahaha. XD

Sorry for late again.

Sorry for my mistakes and I will update after I check back my story.

I was thiking to made fanfiction about Gouenji and Endou. A SHORT FANFIC.

Wait for next chapters everyone~~~bye!