It's just a day before we start a new school. An actual high school. It's been raining all day long and now that its time for us to get ready for bed the weather is starting to get worse. i have never liked bad weather i have always had a fear of it the only problem now is that my mother isn't here to help me trough the storm. thunder boomed as the lightning flashed trough the sky making the ground around us light up as bright as if the sun was rising. The thunder was booming so hard that it was shaking the windows in my room. I personally don't know how Rin was sleeping through this. As i laid there I tried to go to sleep but the storm was not letting up more lightning flashed and it was so bright i had to close my eyes. The storm was sending huge drops of rain plummeting into our wind. it sounded like someone throwing pebbles at it. The booming thunder made me jump as it rattled the window. As i laid her I tried to remember everything that my mother would say to me and the song she would sing to me as a child when bad weather was around us. I know that im a little old to be afraid of bad weather but it scares me it's so unpredictable and you never truly know whats going to happen. Mother nature is not one to be messed with. Lightning lite up the area and it made the whole room light up as if we turned on the lights. the sound of the rain was starting to taper of and slow some. The thunder was still booming and the it was still lightning here and there as i laid her i started to play the song my mother sang to me in my head
Hush my darling please don't cry every thing will be alright. Just remember mamas here by your side. Never fear mama is here for you. its okay my baby girl you are safe in my arms. i will be with you no matter what never fear mamas here.
As i played the little song over and over in my head i must have cried my self to sleep I don't remember it but I didn't hear the rain no more and i wasnt bother by the sound of thunder or lightning.
' i was wet, i cant really see anything. why? what is going on as i scrambled to get my were about i could feel the wetness everywhere on the surface of my being and all over the floor. I fumbled around trying to find a light switch. i realized that some of the things i could feel felt familiar like i had been here before. the furniture was in similar places as in our house. i fumbled around a chair and felt a small desk i scrubbed my hand up the wall and found what i was looking for a light switch. the light luminated on my worst night mare as the light cascaded around the room i could see my mama and my brother and the wetness that i felt was their blood all over me and my kitchen floor. why why am i back here? as i looked at the looks on my family's face i realized there were looking right at me. "Kagome why why did you let us die why wasnt you here to help us? this is your fault you could have saved us." those word as hurtful as they were was coming from my little brother."you could have helped us. why did we have to die. why do you get to live?"my mothers word hurt worst then sotas." Mama i..im so sorry I couldn't save you and sota" There looks turned from fear to anger. The next thing i know they are on top of me attacking me shaking me screaming my name and telling me its my fault i could have saved them that i was the reason they was dead cause the men wanted me. '
Screams escaped me as I felt I was being attacked i felt like my mama and brother was going to kill me I was being shaken violently. I felt trapped and i hated to do what i was thinking but defending myself felt right. As i lifted my arm to swing i felt my arm get grabbed and so i used my other one both arms were stuck so i started trashing trying to free my self the next thing i feel is hard shaking as i started i screamed i realized that i was being stared at by several different people not just Rin. It was a dream all one horrible dream and now everyone is looking at me. wondering what is up with me, or thinking im some wierd psycho or something. the one face that i am seeing is the faces of the new kids. Rin was sitting next to me just on the other side of the guy i ran into in the lunch line. he's the one that was trying to wake me up. The one that had my arms keeping me from hitting him. i realize that everyone has seen this and I don't know what to say tears are starting to dam themselves. i do the onlything i can think of i got up and ran i didnt know where i was headed but i ran.