No More

Chapter 5

RPOV

We arrived at the doctors and I signed in.

Rose and Emmett were both with me, Emmett needing to carry me.

The nurse took one look at me and said "She needs to go to ER, she dehydrated and her eyes are rolling in the back of her head from exhaustion, I'll call them and tell them you're on the way." she smiled sweetly at us and I thanked her.

"Emmett, you just climb in the back seat and hold her, I'll drive babe." I said, he nodded his approval.

"Why didn't you call Edward when she started getting sick?" he asked concerned and kinda angry.

"Because she's trying to be good and stay away from him! It's the new her she claims." I rolled my eyes and my husband chuckled.

We arrived at the ER and of course on duty and waiting was none other that Edward.

I groaned "She is going to be so pissed Emmett!" I shook my head.

"Babe, he's a doctor and he's the on-call one, not much we can do." he sighed as Edward opened the door and took Bella from him.

"Fuck Rose! How long has she been like this?" he shouted at me.

"Look Edward, DON'T raise your voice to me and it's been three weeks." I snapped.

"Shit!" he mumbled and ran inside with her and us following.

He put her in a room with a door not curtains, so that's a VIP plus!

He shouted orders into the intercom and told us to sit in the chairs so we'd be out of the way.

"Rose, I know she's been with other guys, but do you think she could be pregnant?" Edward asked all serious and doctor like, no anger in his voice.

"Um, I don't know Edward, she was in Mexico and came back feeling sick, so that's what we're thinking it's from, but if you need to do a test to rule it out, do it." I sighed.

"Well, for some of the tests and medicine that she might need I'll have to, since she's unconscious and I know you're her next of kin, I'm going to have you sign all her forms, O.K.?" he smiled.

"Oh, O.K., Does this look serious?" I was nervous now.

"Well, seeing as though she let it go this long, it could be. But I won't know until we run the tests, so I'm hooking up an IV for fluids because she's severely dehydrated and then I'll run a blood test for pregnancy." he ran a hand through his hair and I could see hurt in his eyes if she was, I'm guessing he was seeing something we were not.

Over the next few hours, they poked and prodded my poor sister. Emmett had went to the cafeteria to eat and call mom and dad, while he was gone, Edward came in with a sad look on his face.

"Rose, Bella is pregnant. I'm guessing about six weeks, around July 4th. I only hope everything will be O.K., because she's been so sick and that is most likely the cause. I'm guessing she must have had her period or was to busy to notice she didn't, if she was on a case in Mexico. SHIT! She was on a case and could have been severely hurt and lost the baby!" Edward realized he'd spoken out load and apologized to me.

"Look Edward, I know it can't be easy for you, you two have been together for so long and now she's pregnant with someone else's child. I know that must hurt." I sighed.

"Look, I'm fine. It's her life, she'll have to decide what to do, once we know everything is o.k." he stormed out of the room as Emmett walked back in.

"What's got his panties in a knot?" he asked.

"Um, Bella, is pregnant." I whispered, knowing he was going to be pissed.

"WHAT?" he yelled.

"Shhh! You'll get kicked out you ass and not to mention startled Bella!" I whispered.

She'd been in a fitful state since we brought her here.

Once they had her stable, Edward wanted her in a room, so they moved her to the maternity floor for the doctors to have a look and I wanted my doctor there as well, she had done a wonderful job when I'd delivered Emily and I still went to her, so I let Edward know and she was actually on rounds tonight.

Bella was coming around finally, it was about 7:30pm and we were still waiting for the doctor to arrive.

"Hey sis, how are you feeling?" I asked and of course they'd left it up to me to tell her she was pregnant.

"Still shitty. Why am I in the hospital Ro?" she asked weakly.

"Um, Emmett, can you give us a few minutes, please?" I smiled at my husband, he shook his head and walked out the door quietly, glancing at Bells and smiling sadly at her.

"O.K. Rose, cut the shit. What the fuck is going on?" Bella demanded and tried to push herself up in bed.

"Here, let me help you." I said, trying to delay this information.

"ROSE!" she shouted.

"O.K.! Damn it Bella.! We brought you in because you'd basically passed out and were unresponsive, Edward checked you out, yes, Edward, so don't interrupt me, he was the doctor on call, he asked some questions, I'd told him about you being in Mexico and such and he asked if there was any chance of you being pregnant. I said, I didn't think so, but I wasn't sure, so, in order to run the tests that they had to run, they had to run a blood pregnancy test. Bella, you're six weeks pregnant." I took a deep breath and looked at her.

BPOV

I was six weeks pregnant, I couldn't be pregnant, I always used protection and I was on the pill.

There was no fucking way.

I wanted another test.

This was a fucking Edward trick!

I wanted a real fucking doctor!

"Rose, this is an Edward trick! I want a REAL fucking doctor to give me a test, get one in here NOW!" I didn't mean to yell at my sister, but I was seriously freaking out right now and I know she would understand.

"Hey, Bells. Do you need anything?" Emmett came back in.

"I need you to keep your crazy fucking cousin away from me!" I said.

"Ha! No can do… He's your doctor, babe. He admitted you, he's here for you until you're discharged." he smiled.

"So help me God Emmett, if you ever want to have sex with my sister again, you'll wipe that smirk off your face! That fucking asshole is trying to tell everyone I'm fucking pregnant! What kind of asshole does that!" I screamed.

"A truthful one." his smooth velvety voice sounded behind Emmett.

"What the FUCK are you doing here?" I asked with venom.

"Coming to check on the most beautiful and mean patient in the hospital." he smiled.

"I don't want you to be my doctor anymore!" I crossed my arms and huffed.

"Bella, I just checked with the nurses station and …" Rose walked in and stopped when she saw Edward taking my vitals.

"I thought nurses did this?" I snapped.

"Usually, but I have favorite patients I like to check on personally. It keeps me connected." he smiled.

"Rose what did you find out?" I sighed.

"Um, he didn't run the test, just ordered." she sighed.

"Fuck" I put my head down and started to cry.

"Can you two give us a moment?" Edward asked.

I looked at Rose and nodded it was O.K.

Edward lifted my chin.

"Bella, look. I know this is a shock, surprise and scary all rolled into one and you'll probably be with the dad now, but I'm here for you. You know I've always loved you, just know you don't have to be scared. I want you to be happy and healthy. O.K.?" he smiled and kissed my tears away.

"Edward. I doubt I'll be with the dad. I don't think he's father material, but I don't think I'll be with anyone right away. But I'd like to try and be friends? If we can. We haven't really tried to be that. I'd like to have a doctor close by, it'd be nice." I smiled.

"Consider it done." he smiled and kissed my cheek.

"Now, you're going to have to be in here for at least a week, we have to get you dehydrated and check to make sure that baby is good and safe. We have the top doctors coming to look in on you. Since you've been sick for so long, we have to make sure. Alright?" he said caressing my hair.

"Alright. Thanks Edward. I appreciate everything you're doing for me." I smiled.

"No problem." He smiled and walked out.

Rose and Emmett walked in and looked at me, I just shook my head and had tears coming down my face.

"Rose, I need ya'll to go to my place and get some things, please. I can't stay in these gowns, yuck! And I need to call work and Paul." I sighed.

"Paul" Rose sighed and Emmett glared.

"I knew there was something about him I didn't like." he growled.

"Be nice Emmett." Rose snapped.

"Yes Rosie." he smiled.

"Do you want us to call mom and dad?" Rose said.

"NO! God no! They'll freak out and be here in a heartbeat! There's no reason for it. Not yet." I shook my head.

"O.K., but you ARE going to tell them, right?" Rose said.

"Of course! But not on the phone, I'm not stupid! Dad would kill me! I remember what he wanted to do to Emmett when ya'll called, I'll go visit when I get released from here." I smiled.

"You're not driving by yourself! Maybe they can come here for a cookout or something." Emmett suggested.

"We'll see, we've got a week to figure it out, just go get me some normal sleep clothes, PLEASE!" I begged.

Rose grabbed Emmett and left, I drifted off for a little nap.

I awoke to Rose gently shaking me and saying Edward was going to unhook me so she could help me shower and change, I gave a weak smile and he carried me into the bathroom and sat me on the seat in the shower "You're to sit there! Rose can wash and dry you from there and help you dress when your done, I'll come get you and carry you back to bed, I need to run some more tests and I want you to try and eat a little solid foods." he smiled.

I saluted him and Rose shut the door.

"So, how are you doing?" she asked.

"Coming to grips with everything." I sighed.

"Well, on your answering machine, there was a message from Paul, he's back and would like to see you, if that helps." she smirked.

I smacked her arm and she faked whined.

"Yeah, when ya'll leave tonight, I'll call him and ask him to come see me, I'll tell him while I'm here, at least I'll be safe, if he becomes and ass, right?" I smiled weakly.

"True." she smiled back.

We finished up and Edward came back, telling them to go eat, so he could run the tests.

The were pretty painless, then he made me eat some crackers and broth and drink some Gatorade.

I was fine until the Gatorade, then everything came back up.

"That's not good Bell's, you need to keep the Gatorade down. It's got the electrolytes in it, to build you back up." he sighed and pinched his nose.

"Look Edward! It's not like I'm trying to throw it up O.K.! I'm fucking starving! I want to eat! I want to drink! But I can't help it! So don't yell at me!" and I started sobbing.

"Shhh, I'm sorry. I'm just worried about you and your baby. You've got to keep stuff down. Maybe if we do the broth and crackers and then in an hour or so try the drink or little sips through out the day of the drink, we'll work it out. Promise." he smiled.

"O.K. Look, I'm tired, I just need to rest and make some calls, can you tell Rose and Emmett to just come back tomorrow." I asked.

"Yeah, no problem. I'll be back around midnight though, I have to check vitals again and we'll try the drink again. O.K.?" he smiled.

I nodded as he closed the door.

I picked up the phone and called my boss first and filled him in on what was going on.

He said my sister had called him and told him I was in the hospital, but that was it, he congratulated me and said he'd have me on a less dangerous task for a while, I hated the idea, but of course understood.

I would still be able to talk to the people, but I wouldn't be able to go face to face if needed or overseas.

At least it wasn't strict desk duty yet!

My next phone call was Paul.

"Hey, Bella. I've been trying to reach you, where have you been?" he asked.

"Sorry. I'm in the hospital, I'll be here for the rest of the week, dehydration." I sighed.

"Would you like some company? Me and James are down the street actually." he laughed.

"I'd like to see you, if that's o.k., but if James don't mind, I'd like to take a rain check?" I asked as a question.

I heard him talking to James and it sounded like he didn't mind.

"Sure, give me a few to square up and I'll be there." he said.

"Alright, see you in a few, I'm in room 710, it was the only private one they had." I giggled.

"Alright." he said.

I didn't want him thinking anything when he got up here and he saw it was the maternity ward, before I told him.

About 45 minutes later he walked in with a big vase of wild flowers and sat them on my table and kissed me, sitting on my bed.

"Wow, you do look pretty rough, you sure you're going to be O.K.?" he asked.

"Yeah." I took a deep breath.

"What's wrong Bella?" he looked puzzled.

"Paul, look. I got really sick in Mexico, I thought I was near death when I came home. My sister came over and took care of me, finally after six weeks and me passing out, she took me to the ER, they ran a ton of tests and one of the tests was a pregnancy test…" he started yelling before I could finish.

"No fucking way Bella. I always wore a fucking condom and you were on the pill! It's not my fucking kid! Who else have you fucked?" he yelled.

"Look Paul! It happened on July 4th! Remember I was sick? I had been on antibiotics? Maybe it was a defective condom, I don't know? But yeah, it's yours! I haven't slept with anyone else, I promise!" I was sobbing now.

"Look, I don't know what you want from me, but I'm not ready to settle down and be a father/dad/husband! I have my whole fucking life ahead of me! I'm not throwing it away for some kid or you! Do what you have to, but don't expect me to have anything to do with you or it!" he said as he stormed out of my room, throwing the flowers against the wall shattering everywhere.

I was full on sobbing, crying, hysterical now, my machines were beeping and Edward came running in.

"What the fuck just happened?" he asked.

I couldn't even talk, I started throwing up, I was so hysterical.

He pushed the call button for the nurse to come in.

"Take her to the shower, rinse her off, she has more clothes in the top drawer, make sure she's calm, please, I don't want to have to sedate her, but I will, if she doesn't calm down." he said.

I heard him on the phone, I'm guessing with Rose and Emmett, it was hushed tones and a lot of 'I don't knows' and 'who the fuck did this to her' and 'Calm him down'.

The nurse brought me out and sat me in the chair of the room while she changed my sheets, Edward knelt between my legs and talked to me to try and calm me down.

"Bella, who did this to you?" he asked.

I just shook my head.

"Bella, I can't help, if you don't tell me." he begged.

Again, I just shook my head.

He sighed and pinched his nose "When you're ready to talk will you let me know?" he asked again.

I just looked straight ahead, he sighed and put me to bed.

I curled up in a ball and cried myself to sleep.

I was released from the hospital a little over a week later.

Rose and Emmett wanted me to stay with them, but I assured them I was more than capable of taking care of myself and Edward said he'd be making weekly visits to check on me as well.

I was now holding down most foods, as long as they weren't too greasy and forget about the Gatorade, the smell, taste anything made me want to vomit, so I drank a ton of orange juice and grape juice and took a lot of vitamins.

And I was always hungry now, Rose had thankfully stocked my house while I was in the hospital, obviously her and Edward had talked and I had everything I needed, even frozen o.j. and grape pops.

I got home the first day and just sat on my couch and cried, that's all I seemed to do.

I talked to my marshmallow, and cried.

When my tummy growled, I made some soup and sandwich and a huge glass of juice and turned on the T.V., there I stayed for the rest of the night, ignoring the phone calls, and the outside world, around 9p.m., my front door flies open and I jump off the couch, screaming, yeah, me a F.B.I. agent jumping and screaming!

"What the fuck?" I look to see Rose standing there with Alice beside her both with hands on their hips and VERY pissed off expressions on their faces.

"We've been so FUCKING worried about you!" they yelled in unison.

"Look, I just wanted some privacy! I turned off my damn phones!" I got off the couch and shouted, pacing.

"You can't HAVE privacy anymore!" Alice shouted. "And how fucking dare you not call your best friend and tell her your pregnant!" she pouted. "I had to hear it from FUCKING Edward, while he drank with Jasper tonight!" she shouted again.

"Alice, I'm sorry, I was a wreck." I looked at her apologetically.

"That still doesn't explain why you disregarded everyone Bella! We've been worried sick about you!" Rose snapped.

"Sorry! I just needed time to think, be by myself, you know. I've got lots to think about." I sighed.

"Bells, we're here for you. This baby, is going to be so spoiled between all the aunts and uncles and grandparents it has, not to mention YOU, that it's not going to know what to do! And Emily, wow! She'll have the best cousin ever! Whenever she's home that is… you know how teenagers are." Rose laughed.

"I know Rose. But I've got my career and everything too. How am I going to do that as well?" I asked.

"Bella. When you have to go away, you've got mom and dad, they'd be MORE than happy, you know that! So stop! You'll be fine! NOW, we've got to talk showers, baby room ideas, names, etc…" Alice smiled.

"Not now ladies, I need rest. We'll make a date soon! After I find out the sex of the baby, promise! And I promise I won't turn off my phone anymore! Or if I do, I'll text you first to let you know, O.K.?" I smiled.

They nodded and gave in.

I went to bed that night and had horrible nightmares of Paul trying to take the baby from me after I had him, it was a boy and he wanted him now.

I woke up several times, every time, the same dream, my throat was raw, so I must have been screaming. Thank God for thick walls.

The next few weeks got better.

I had lunch with James one day and he said Paul told him about what happened.

He said he'd still be my friend, he though it was shitty what Paul was doing, he couldn't see a man walking out on a woman, no matter if she's strong headed or not, he was trying to make me laugh of course.

I told him I was over it, I didn't need Paul, which was true, I made enough money to support my child and myself and I had a strong support system, when I'd told my parents, my dad wanted to kill him of course for treating me that way and Sue wanted to call his mom, but I told her I'd take care of that after the baby was born, if he hadn't said anything, by sending her a letter with the babies picture, so she'd have the choice of knowing her grandchild or not, Sue thought that was very brave, considering how short a temper Paul seemed to have had, but she forgot that I knew how to take care of myself and then nodded in agreement.

I was now five months and looking very pregnant, I was going for my sonogram to find out the sex of the baby today.

Rose and Alice were coming with me, we were all super excited and were going shopping after.

I was full of water and about to pee my pants, so thankfully we were called right back and there was Edward in the room as well.

"Bells, do you mind if I stay as well?" he asked.

I looked at Rose and Alice and they shrugged.

"O.K., the more the merrier." I smiled. I'd been on a happy kick for the past three weeks, I laughed at everything, it was better than the crying I was doing before that.

Edward helped me up on the table, I pulled up my sweater, it was December after all, rolled down my pants, the tech put the towels around my clothes and spread the cold jelly on and then proceeded with the exam, I'd heard the heartbeat all the time, Edward had even bought me an at home machine so I could listen to it all the time, which I did, but to hear it and see it, was surreal, we were all crying.

Edward was out of his chair and over to the machine, pointing out everything, the tech was scowling at him.

"Oh, Sorry, Samantha." he smiled and stepped aside, grabbing my hand and stroking my hair.

"Bella, would you like to know the sex of your baby?" she asked.

"Yes, yes I would." I smiled.

And Alice and Rose squealed, Edward squeezed my hand.

"Bella, see this right here?" She pointed to a very large grey spot.

I shook my head yes.

"That is your sons penis." she laughed.

"Penis! OMG! Bells, Your son is hung like a donkey!" Alice squealed.

Rose slapped her upside the head and I was crying.

Edward was hugging me and I muttered "Michael Paul Swan"

"What Bella?" Rose asked.

"Michael Paul Swan." I stated.

"I like it." Edward said.

"Michael was our grandfathers name." Rose smiled. "And your giving him his father's name too." she smiled.

"Yeah, he deserves to have a little piece of him, even if he doesn't want anything to do with him." I smiled.

Edward cleaned me up and led me to the bathroom, knowing I was about to burst.

"What do you ladies have planned now?" he asked.

"Lunch and shopping!" Alice exclaimed.

"Good, lunch is on me and then I'll leave you ladies to shop until you drop, well not Bella, she'll need to take it easy. If you go to a mall, get her a wheelchair." he said.

"I do not need a wheelchair." I sighed as I came out of the bathroom.

"Oh, you weren't suppose to hear that." he chuckled.

The next few months were spent with Rose and Alice constantly fixing up the baby room and Edward stopping by to check on me.

At 8 months, Edward said I needed to stop working, because my stress level was to high, so I took vacation I'd been saving up and I'd get maternity leave as well.

Plus, I had enough in savings to get by and not have to struggle.

Rose interviewed nannies for me and found a wonderful one, she'd start when Michael was 2 months old, part-time and then when he was 3 months, I'd start back to work and she'd be there.

I was out shopping one day and ran in to none other than Paul and James.

"Bella, you look wonderful." James smiled and kissed my cheek, I hadn't seen him in about 2 months and of course I hadn't seen Paul since the day I told him.

"Thanks James, even though I feel like a whale." I smiled and avoided eye contact with Paul.

"Well, I think you're lovely. Please call when you have your baby, I'd love to see…? Um, is it a boy or a girl?" James chuckled.

"Oh, it's a boy." I smiled.

"Great! Any names?" he asked.

"Yes, Michael Paul Swan." I smiled.

He slapped Paul on the back.

"Did you hear that man. You've got a son and he's got your name as his middle name! That's awesome." James laughed.

"Yeah, just great, not!" he spat and walked away, glaring at me over his shoulder.

"Sorry, Bells. He's still being an ass, but I keep trying. You never know. Did I tell you I met a wonderful woman?" James smiled.

"No, but we must do lunch and you tell me ALL about her." I said.

"It's a deal. I'll call you and we'll get together." he hugged me before he chased after Paul.

I sat on a nearby bench, trying to calm myself, I was shaking like a leaf.

It took a few minutes, but I finally calmed down and finished my shopping and headed home.

When I arrived, Edward was at my door.

"Bells, where've you been? I've been here for an hour and tried calling you and no answer. I was getting ready to go searching for you!" he growled.

"Look Edward, thanks for everything, but I just had a shitty day and want to be alone, as for my phone, I guess I left it home, I didn't realize until I was out." I snapped.

"BELLA! What if you'd have went into labor? How would someone be able to get to you?" he growled again.

"Look Edward, I'm fine! I just want to go in and lay down, I saw Paul today and it really stressed me out." I sighed.

He took me in his arms and hugged me.

"Come on, I'll order pizza and give you a foot massage… You'll feel better soon." he smiled and I nodded.

We ate pizza and watched Knocked Up and laughed, until they got in the fight and I started crying, Edward held me and stroked my hair, until I fell asleep.

I awoke the next morning in my bed and to the smell of bacon and eggs, thank God I was over my sickness and could eat eggs again.

I walked downstairs to see Edward, Rose and Emmett sitting at the table drinking coffee and talking, which all stopped when they heard me.

"Morning sis!" Rose walked up and hugged me.

"Morning, what's up?" I took the juice Edward had sitting on the table for me.

"We were just talking about you being alone, especially since it's so close for your due date. Sue wants to come and stay with you until you have the baby and Charlie will be here as soon as you go into labor and they'll stay for the first 2 weeks." Edward smiled.

"What? Now I'm an invalid?" I shoved away from the table and walked to the bathroom, slamming the door.

I leaned against the wall and cried.

"Bells, come on. We're just worried about you." Edward sighed as he opened the door.

"That's fine, but do ALL decisions involving me get made without me?" I snapped.

"No! But we're ALL worried about you." he smiled.

"Fine. Mom and Phil want to come too. So I'll tell them to hold off, I can't have ALL of them here at once, I'll go crazy." I laughed.

We walked back out and worked out a plan.

Rose called mom and Phil and it was actually just going to be mom, Phil would actually be in training, since he was the coach, he had to be there.

I was kind of happy with that, because Phil wasn't good around kids.

Sue and dad arrived Saturday and spent the weekend together, dad left Sunday afternoon, Rose and Emmett came over for dinner and made sure I had everything and Sue knew where everything was incase I went into labor.

The first week was great, we shopped and lunched and had a great time.

But that Sunday, I started feeling sick, so she called Edward to come check on me.

He said that I'd started to dilate and that it could be anytime, so he was going to stay the nights with us as well.

By Wednesday I was miserable.

I wanted to go out to eat, because I was tired of being cooped up.

Sue and Edward got me dressed, called Emmett and Rose and we all went to dinner.

I was grumpy and mean, Edward kept rubbing my shoulders telling me it was going to be fine.

We finished dinner and went home.

I woke up at 2am screaming from the pain.

Edward ran in and was surprised to see my water had broke.

He pulled out a clean nightgown and helped me wipe up the best we could, he put my slippers on and wrapped my robe around me, all the while, Sue is calling Rose and dad.

We rushed to the hospital and they were waiting there for me, since Edward had called on the way.

After a horribly long labor of 15 hours, I finally got to meet my baby boy.

At 5pm, April 4th I had Michael Paul Swan.

He was 9lbs.8oz. And 24 inches long, he had a streak of jet black hair down the center, just like a Mohawk, creamy skin, half Paul, half me and his eyes were black, he was screaming, he had great lungs.

My dad had made it there and was the first to hold him, he was all smiles.

They cleaned us up and took me back to my room, while they did all the baby stuff.

I was exhausted, but held on until they brought me some food and I got to hold Michael for a few, before I dozed off.

A/N:

So, I hope you enjoy this…

Sorry it took so long, I've been really sick and haven't been able to concentrate enough to write…

The next chapter will be a little in the future…

Hopefully it won't take so long to get that one up, but I might be having surgery, so no promises…

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