Pain.
Darkness.
Betrayal.
A hand.
A ring.
A life lost not to the warm open arms of the devil or god.
A life lost to being a slave.
Whore.
Opening my eyes, a bright light burned. The familiar humming of Maryse sewing. I'm a whore, I'm worthless. tears dripped down my tired face, streaks of warmth on my cold, cold skin.
'Clary? I will get you out. I promise.'
Darkness.
No Pain
Laughter.
Joy.
Jon.
Turned backs.
A gun.
Brother dead on the floor.
Worthless.
Nothing no noise. Not even Maryse. Im all alone. I'm worthless, no one cares. No tears, there all gone. I'm numb.
Agony.
Darkness.
Cramps.
Stone.
No one cares.
Happyness.
Home.
Not my home.
Blood through my read hair.
'Clary run.' shes my best friend.
I'm running.
Traitor.
I.
DO.
NOT.
EXSIST.
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I'm sitting in my room. Apparently my mother has left to go to France for the best pastry chefs. I'm indifferent.
'Clary? We can get you out tonight. Okay?' I don't answer. Who cares about my opinion. I stare at my black white walls. No emotion. No fear. No pain.
No pain.
Pain.
Traitor.
' I don't want to marry him.'
