Both Sides of the Story

Chapter 19

BPOV

Esme just came running upstairs and scared the shit out of me.

"Bella, Bella! She yelled frantically." Rose was hot on her heels with a big smile.

"Esme, please, you scared me." I tried to smile.

"Sorry, but I just got a call from Carlisle, Jasper will be home tonight. Isn't that great." She smiled.

I shrugged.

"Bells, what's wrong." Rose came and sat down next to me and I lost it.

"Why hasn't he called me? If he's well enough to come home, he should be well enough to call me!" I jumped out of bed screaming.

I picked up my water glass and threw it at the wall, watching it shatter.

"What? Is he pissed I didn't tell him about the baby? It's not my fucking fault! He never got in touch WITH ME!" I screamed.

I dropped to the floor holding my stomach.

"Rose, something's wrong. Call Edward." I sobbed.

Esme grabbed her phone and dialed 911.

Edward came running in.

"Bella, what's wrong?" he asked, panic lacing his face.

"I think I'm in labor." I choked out.

"The ambulance is on it's way, Edward." Esme sobbed and dropped next to me to hold my hand.

"I'll wait at the door for the paramedics." Rose said, choking back a sob.

"Bella, you need to relax and breathe. We can't have you going yet, it's to soon. I'm giving you a sedative to calm down." Edward sighed.

I just nodded, I was hurting to much to argue.

I leaned on Esme's shoulder and cried.

JPOV

I was so happy to be coming home.

I wanted to figure out my life and if I was suppose to be with Bella, then I wanted to remember and be there for her.

"Jasper, we've got everything together. They'll be here in a few minutes to get you." Carlisle smiled.

"I can't wait to get back. I'm hoping it'll jog my memories." I smiled.

"Son, we're going to do whatever it takes. We'll need you to talk to Bella, but you'll have to keep it simple and short. That way she won't know what's going on." my dad said.

"I think I can do that." I shrugged.

The nurse arrived and we were off.

I'd be home in about 12 hours.

They'd given me a sedative to relax me on the plane, due to my leg.

Carlisle awoke me and told me we were getting ready to land.

I stretched in my seat and waited.

They brought my wheelchair over to me and wheeled us out.

Coming into the terminal, I saw Rose and Emmett.

Rose ran over to me and started crying as she hugged me and then pulled back her hand and slapped me.

"What the hell Rose?" I snapped.

Emmett pulled her back and held her why she cried into his chest.

"Carlisle, Lee, Jasper." Emmett grimaced.

"Emmett, what's wrong?" Carlisle asked.

"It's Bella." he whispered.

"What? What's wrong with her?" I asked panicked, shocking myself.

I think I caught everyone off guard with that.

"She was rushed to the hospital this morning and you were already in flight, so we couldn't contact you." he rubbed the back of his neck.

"Is she O.K.?" I continued to ask.

"She started going into labor, but Edward stopped it. She's sedated and her BP is still high, the baby seems O.K." he said.

"We need to get there. I want to see her." I yelled.

"Jasper, you can't see her! If she figures it out, she'll freak out even more! We can't risk it! We'll get you set up in a room close to hers and you can call her, but… you can not tell her you're there. Just check on her and tell her you'll see her soon." Carlisle stressed.

I sighed, I was worried for Bella, but yet I still didn't remember anything.

"O.K. I can do that." I shrugged.

A few hours later we were back in Forks and getting me set up.

Emmett and Rose went off to see Bella and said they'd see me in a few.

I was nervous about talking to her, I wanted to know, I needed to know what the hell had went on between us.

I was sitting on my bed, while my dad went home to mom for a while and Carlisle was filling out my charts, when Edward walked in.

"Edward. It's so good to see you." I smiled, he frowned and whispered to Carlisle.

"Jasper, we'll be right back." Carlisle said.

I nodded and gave a deep sigh when they walked out.

"Jasper, I need to go see Bella. I'm going to fill her in a little, I don't think she's in the position to NOT know. I've read her chart and I think she'll be here until she gives birth." Carlisle sighed.

"Whatever you think is best. I just want to get things figured out. I want to be with her and try to remember, before the baby is born." I told him.

"I understand and that's why I'm going to fill her in and try to keep her as calm as possible while doing so." he gave me a small smile.

"Thanks Carlisle for everything." I said.

"Oh, your parents are coming by with Charlie. I didn't have any problems with that, since you remembered him." he smiled and walked out.

CPOV

I walked into Bella's room and she was laying in bed watching T.V.

"Bella, so good to see you again." I smiled.

"Carlisle! Where's Jasper?" she sat up to quickly and winced.

"Bella, stay calm and stay still, please." I begged and rushed to her side.

"Sorry. I'm just so worried. I am out of my mind." she started crying.

"Bella, we're keeping you here until you give birth, I'm to afraid of what happened today. Next time it could be worse." I sighed.

"I'm sorry. I just can't figure out why Jasper hasn't called or anything. Doesn't he love me anymore? Is he pissed because I didn't tell him about the baby? Is he pissed about the baby?" she rattled off.

"Bella, calm down. I'm going to tell you everything." I smiled and pulled up a chair.

"Really. Is everything O.K.?" she begged.

"Look, it's not all pleasant, so I need you to be calm or else I'm not talking and you won't get to see him." I said sternly.

She nodded and took a deep breath.

"O.K., first. He's going to recover and be fine. He's been discharged, because of his injuries." I sighed.

"He lost his left pinkie and his right leg isn't working properly. He caught shrapnel in it and it's pretty messed up. His pinkie doesn't bother him, but I know his leg does, but he's willing to work hard to get better." I looked at Bella and she had tears running down her face.

"The worst part of this all is, he has mild amnesia. He, remembers everyone, but, he doesn't remember any of the present with you." I stopped and took a deep breath, gauging her reaction.

She took in a deep stuttering breath before talking.

"S-so, J-Jasper doesn't remember us. Engaged? Together?" she asked.

I shook my head no and she broke down crying.

"Bella, you need to calm down. We're working on his memory. Trying pictures and messages left by you." I sighed.

She looked at her engagement ring and slid it off.

"Give this to him. I don't want it, if he can't remember. We might as well not be together." she whispered and slid down into bed.

"Bella, you can't…" I started to say.

"I can't what? Make this choice for me and MY children. He wasn't here to help raise Charlie, so I don't need him this time." she snapped and closed her eyes.

"I'll send Edward in." I whispered and walked out, paging my son.

BPOV

I can't believe what Carlisle just told me.

He doesn't remember us!

I gave Carlisle the ring and let him know, Jasper and I were no more.

Edward walked in about 15 minutes later.

"Bella, dad just told me. Are you sure?" he asked dropping next to me.

"Edward, how can he not remember US!" I shouted.

"Bells, calm down. We can't risk anything." he sighed and rubbed my hand.

"Sorry, but this hurts." I cried and Edward held me until I fell asleep.

A/N:

Sorry it took so long…

Things should go more smoothly now that my boyfriends family is leaving…

Maybe…

A busy few weeks coming up to prepare my son for 6th grade and RL will be calling…

But, I'll try to get at least a chapter a week…

Thanks as always for reading and the wonderful reviews!

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