Return to Forks
Chapter 12
EPOV
I can't believe we're all going away for the weekend and Bella is actually planning on giving herself to me this weekend.
I don't know who's more nervous, her or me.
I wasn't a virgin, but she was.
And I knew this was a big thing for Bella.
She was putting all her trust into me.
This was the next step in our relationship.
And I knew if I hurt her, I was going to have to answer to three brothers now.
Seth had made that VERY clear once Charlie and Sue got married that he was stepping up and protecting her.
So here we were, everyone at my parents cabin I had already laid claim to the Master suite, which got me looks of death from all three brothers, but Bella managed to calm them down.
Dmitri had recently started dating Jane, she was a little bossy, but they fit and she wasn't mean towards me, so that was o.k. and Seth was dating Emily, so everyone was paired up, which was nice, although some couples did have to share rooms, they offered to 'take turns' using them.
Seth and Emily volunteered for the couch, since they had just started dating and 'weren't there yet' in there relationship, so they wouldn't be doing anything embarrassing to get caught.
After we unloaded everything we all changed into our swimsuits and headed to the lake.
We had a blast of chicken fights and splashing around.
The others were going to go on a hike, but Bella and I opted out, since she was so clumsy.
We headed to 'our' room and I asked if she'd like to shower first, she asked if I would shower with her and I knew what she wanted.
We showered together, washing each other and stealing kisses, I carried her to the bed and laid her down, looking into her, I knew she was ready.
"Bella, if this hurts, please tell me." I whispered.
"Edward. I've already talked to Alice and I know it's going to hurt like hell, so just plunge in and get it over with. The faster it's done, the sooner we can make it feel better." she smiled and that's all I needed.
I kissed her from head to toe, stopping at her slick folds to make sure she was plenty wet.
When I was satisfied she was, I moved up her body and plunged in.
She cried out and I covered her in kisses.
I didn't whisper I'm sorry, because I wasn't, I knew this is what she wanted, what we wanted.
I kissed away her silent, happy tears and told her I loved her, I really loved her.
"Edward, I love you to." she smiled.
And with that we came together.
It wasn't a huge mind blowing orgasm, but I knew in time, we get there.
I rolled off her and held her.
"Bella thank you. That's the best thing anyone has ever given me." I smiled.
"You've been so patient with me and made me know love, Edward. How could I NOT give myself to you?" she smiled.
I kissed her head and we fell asleep.
"Cullen you better have clothes on when I break down this fucking door!" Dmitri yelled.
"Fuck off Dmitri" Bella giggled, she fucking giggled.
"Bella? Are you O.K.?" Dmitri asked.
"Um, yeah. Why?" she asked.
"Then why is the door locked?" Dmitri demanded.
"Because we want to be alone." Bella said.
"Well, I don't like it." he pushed.
"Too bad. We'll be out in 10 minutes to start dinner." she smiled.
We heard Hmmmpp, from the door and foot stomping and then she leaned on my chest and kissed me again.
The weekend was wonderful and Bella and I gave ourselves to each other over and over.
I promised to love her forever and I meant it I would do everything in my power to keep her happy and smiling.
We packed our stuff, I was sad to leave, Bella and I were enjoying our little bubble we'd been in all weekend, knowing once school started, things would be busy and we'd have less time for one another, especially with my busy schedule.
We both had AP classes, but I was co-captain of the football team and basketball team, plus I was trying to take basic college courses so I'd have those out of the way, as was Bella, so that's less we'd both have to deal with.
And to make time for each other.
We were at basketball practice and Jane, Alice and Bella were watching us.
Bella had went to walk down the bleachers and fell.
Practice stopped, Dmitri and I raced over to her and I grabbed her in my arms.
Dmitri said she'd been sick all weekend, I hadn't been home, I'd had to go with my parents to visit a sick family member, so we'd only text and she never mentioned being sick, but she's Bella and stubborn, so she wouldn't.
The couch dismissed Dmitri and I.
"Edward, take Alice and Bella in your car and Jane and I will follow, I'll call my dad, we'll meet you at the hospital." Dmitri said.
Alice grabbed her and Bella's stuff and we raced towards my car, Alice sat in the backseat with Bella's head in he lap.
When we arrived at the hospital, I carried her inside and they knew who I was because of my father and told me to follow them, they paged my dad STAT and he came running in, he said we had to wait in the waiting room, some rules couldn't be broken, I tried arguing, but he gave me 'the look' and I kissed Bella's head and left.
BPOV
I awoke to bright lights and a pounding headache with my dad, Carlisle, Esme and Edward all sitting in the room looking worried.
As soon as I opened my eyes, Edward was at my side.
"Bells, are you O.K.?" his voice was filled with panic.
"Edward!" Carlisle's voice came from behind him and Edward moved away.
"Bella, we all need to talk." he smiled sadly.
I looked to Edward and he shrugged.
I looked to my dad and I could tell he looked sad, Esme was between happy and sad.
"What's going on?" I asked really confused.
"Edward, take the chair and sit." his dad said.
It was really quiet for quite a while, Carlisle got the chart and flipped through it and cleared his throat and finally Esme, getting impatient spoke up.
"For the love of God Carlisle, just spit it out!" she snapped.
"O.K. Bella. Um, You and Edward are going to be parents." he smiled weekly.
Esme squealed and grabbed me and hugged me tightly, gone was her sadness, my dads face showed disappointment and sadness, Carlisle was torn.
Edward got up and walked out of the room and I just started crying.
"Charlie, Carlisle, leave us alone, I'd like to talk to Bella alone." Esme smiled softly at them.
Dad got up and kissed my head.
"I love you kid, and I'm not mad. It's just a lot to digest, O.K." he smiled at me.
I shook my head as the tears rolled down.
Esme sat on the bed with me and held my hands.
"Bella, to say it's not a shock to all of us would be a lie. But we're all going to be here for both of you. I've already spoken to Charlie and told him that if you'd like to stay with us once the baby comes, you're more than welcome or whatever we work out, it's up to you and Edward. Just know we support you both 100%. Next year you'll be seniors and have very busy years. Charlie and Sue both work and you'll need help taking care of that little one and I'm offering, so don't EVER feel like you'll be a burden do you understand me dear? That's my grandbaby and I'll do everything I can. O.K.?" Esme smiled at me.
I hugged her so tight I and the tears wouldn't stop.
"Esme thank you for everything. I do appreciate it. I just kind of have to rap my head around it. Wow! I can't believe it. I thought I had the stomach flu!" I laughed.
"Oh, I did too with Emmett. It was horrible. Until Carlisle came home from work one night and found me passed out on the floor in the bathroom. He rushed me to the ER. His buddies laughed at him for not noticing the signs of pregnancy. In his defense, he'd been so busy with his residency that I hadn't told him how sick I was or how long I'd been this sick, because it was mostly at night, while he was gone." Esme giggled.
"Would you like me to get Edward for you?" she smiled at me.
"Yes, please." I smiled back.
She came back a few minutes later. "They said he took off after the news and they can't find him, he probably just needs time to process everything. You know how he can be." she smiled sadly. "Carlisle is coming in to give you something for the nausea and it'll help you rest, but it's safe for the baby, O.K. and don't worry, the only other person who knows, is Sue. We'll let you tell your friends when you're ready." she smiled.
"Thanks so much Esme." I smiled.
She kissed my forehead and I waited for Carlisle to finish up before I fell into a fitful sleep.
I awoke to a dark room and felt around for my light switch.
I turned it on and was startled to see Edward sitting in the chair in the corner.
"Hey." I smiled.
"Hey." He said back, no smile.
"We need to talk." he said again.
"Yeah I know. I wanted to earlier, but you left." I said.
"I had stuff to think about." he shrugged.
"And I don't" I snapped.
"Well, it's not like you can really go anywhere." he grinned.
"You know what, I can't do this now. We'll wait until I'm out, it's not fair I'm stuck in a bed and can't even stand up." I snapped.
"Look, it won't take long." he sighed.
"Oh, that sounds great." I snapped again.
"We made a mistake. We rushed into sex, we didn't use protection and now we're paying for it. We can put it up for adoption or have it taken care of." he shrugged.
"GET. THE. FUCK. OUT!" I screamed.
"What?" he asked..
"GETTHEFUCKOUT!" I was screaming and crying, Esme and Carlisle come running in, I'd thrown the remote at him and he ran out the door, Esme looked at me and took me in her arms and held me, I was sobbing so hard, I couldn't even talk.
Carlisle was calling a nurse and the next thing I know everything was calm.
A/N:
I hope you enjoyed this…
Sorry for the drama…
But you know you like it…
Bella/Edward drama is the best… We all know it… LOL
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