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Chapter 13

EPOV

I can't do this, I really can't, I have so much going for me and I'm going to be busy with all these extra classes and trying to prepare for college, I just can't do this and she doesn't fucking understand. I thought to myself as I paced back and forth in my room, after leaving the hospital.

I heard the door to the garage open and knew my parents were home and they'd have something to say about my behavior today, I was right, my dad came in my room with my mom behind him and she looked ready to kill.

"Edward, I can't believe you acted like that with Bella today. She hasn't had time to think things through either and for you to burst in and say adoption or abortion, is uncalled for!" my dad shouted.

"Dad, I've got to many things going on this year for me to worry about a pregnant girl and then a baby!" I shouted back.

"A pregnant girl! How dare you Edward Anthony! Bella is not some SLUT you just knocked up, she's your girlfriend!" my mom yelled at me.

"Look, I know you mean the best, but I can't be a dad and be at college." I snapped.

"That's fine, then break up with Bella, but you WILL always be this child's father, Bella HAS said she is keeping this baby. And I think she's going to come here after the baby is born, she'll need help taking care of it, so she can start college as well." my mom snapped again and stormed out.

I sighed and sat on my bed.

"Edward, look, you made the choice to have sex and failed to use protection. So now you have to pay the price. We love Bella and she'll be here in a few months. You can still go away to college, we're not going to make you choose, but just know that when you DO come home, you will be respectful to Bella and your child, regardless if you have anything to do with them or not." my dad clapped my shoulder and walked out.

I laid back on my bed and just stared at the ceiling, think how in the hell can this have happened.

I just went through a 'fake' scare with Tanya and now with Bella, it was real, I still didn't want anything to do with it though, that much I knew.

I heard Emmett come in laughing and he walked into my room.

"Hey dad!" he yelled.

"Fuck you Emmett, where did you hear that from?" I yelled.

"Bella. She just told all of us and she's keeping it." he smiled.

"Get the fuck out Emmett!" I shoved him out and slammed my door, I heard him laughing as he walked away.

The next few months were hell.

School was brutal, football practice is where I took my aggression out at, it felt good.

Bella had started to show and Tanya was harassing her, I avoided everyone as much as possible.

Rose and Alice were all over Bella, making sure she was O.K., as were her brothers.

Felix wanted to kick my ass so bad it wasn't funny and Dmitri and I had gotten into it a few times.

My mom was riding my case about being nice to Bella, but I couldn't stand to look at her and it sucked, because my mom and dad were turning the basement, or workout/game room into an apartment for Bella and the baby, so she was over a lot.

BPOV

It was now March and I was 5 months pregnant.

The morning sickness was over thanks goodness, I couldn't handle that anymore.

Sue had taken me to get some really cute clothes, so I didn't have to dress like a bum, since winter was over.

I was at the Cullen's house several times a week, but Edward ignored me when he saw me.

Esme had the apartment almost finished and it was gorgeous, it had separate rooms for each of us and a huge bathroom, a little living room area, the dining room and kitchen were small, but perfect, as she assured me we'd be dining with them most of the time.

It was already for us to move in, her and Sue had decorated the nursery together.

They'd done it unisex, in an animal theme, since the baby was hiding and we couldn't see what it was.

Carlisle was going to try again in a few weeks, since this baby was a mover, Emmett had nicknamed it monkey, so that's what everyone called my baby.

I was doing well in school and I'd have my AA when I finished, of course I'd be a whale when I walked across the stage, but at least I'd graduate.

They threw a surprise shower for me, buying me everything I'd need for the baby and more, I'd finally found out I was having a girl, everyone was excited, but I still didn't have any names.

We were soon graduating and I was moving in with the Cullen's, luckily Edward would be leaving for school soon, it still hurt that he was unresponsive to everything.

It was the last weekend in July and I was 2 weeks overdue, but Carlisle hadn't started worrying until now, I woke up and had a fever, so he and Esme rushed me to the hospital and called my dad on the way, Sue was probably already there due to her shift not ending yet.

We went straight up to the maternity floor and my doctor was waiting and just like Carlisle had told me on the ride over, she confirmed, they were going to have to an emergency c-section.

After 2 hours, I had a beautiful baby girl.

All my family and friends had arrived now and I was going to give them the name together.

"Well, what is it sis?" Felix had asked.

"Her name is Elyse Swan Cullen" I smiled at everyone.

"Oh, Bella, it perfect." Esme said kissing my forehead.

They stayed for a while and took pictures, then Carlisle shooed them away so I could rest.

Two days later we were going home.

Esme was a joy, she helped take care of Elyse and me, she helped me register for college, even though I'd be doing mostly on line, there would be a few times I'd have to go in.

She told me she had text Edward and sent a picture, but she'd got no reply and as he was due home in the next few days, she hadn't heard from him.

Elyse was two weeks old when Edward arrived, I had been at home with her, Esme had ran to the store, Emmett and Rose were coming as well and we were having a big dinner with my family.

"Hello?" I said from the couch in the living room, no answer, then there he was, standing in front of me, no emotion at all.

"Oh, hi." I smiled as I was feeding Elyse, I couldn't get up.

He said hi and then told me he wanted to introduce his girlfriend, he motioned for her to come over, at the same time Esme came in and yelled from the kitchen "Oh, Edward, you made it." you could here the joy in her voice, until she walked into the living room and saw all of us.

"And who is this?" she pointed to his girlfriend.

"Mom, this is Maggie, my girlfriend." he smiled. "Maggie this is mom and Bella." he didn't even look my way when he said my name.

Maggie smiled and said hi.

"Who is this adorable baby?" Maggie smiled and sat next to me, obviously NOT knowing the situation.

Esme and Edward both shot their heads my way.

"Oh, this is MY daughter Elyse Swan Cullen." I smiled.

"Edward, you didn't tell me you had a sister, are you twins?" she asked puzzled, you could tell I was their age.

"No Maggie, this is my Ex-girlfriend." he glared at me.

"What? And you didn't bother to tell me you have a daughter?" she spat.

"Can we take this up to my room or the backyard to discuss?" he touched her shoulder and she flinched away.

"We can go to your room, but you will explain everything!" she demanded.

Edward glared at me and as soon as they were upstairs, I lost it, Esme took the baby and I ran into the apartment.

A few minutes later, Esme came down with Elyse and sat on my bed.

"Bella, just be the stronger person. Hold your head high and don't let him see the hurt he caused. Yes, he's my son, but he did wrong by you and for that I am very upset with him. I can't believe he'd do that to you." she patted my back.

I sat up "I know Esme, it was just hard to see him with someone else." I sighed to stop myself from crying.

I gathered myself and told her I was going to take a shower before dinner, she said she'd take Elyse and put her down for a nap in her room, I gave her a huge hug as she walked into Elyse's room.

Dinner was interesting.

I thought Carlisle, my dad and Felix were going to kill Edward.

Carlisle took him into his study and you could hear the yelling while we watched T.V., Maggie was in Edward's room, as I'm sure she felt awkward.

They stayed for the weekend, not seeing much of them, they stayed in Edwards room or out of the house, they did go to lunch with Esme one day and out dancing with everyone else another time, I was asked to go, but declined, I'd feel out of place and I'd just given birth two weeks ago.

The first year of Elyse's life passed by quickly, I couldn't believe we were getting ready for her party.

She was walking around and babbling, loving every minute she could get someone's attention, which wasn't hard, all eyes were on her, always.

Everyone had come home for her birthday, except of course Edward, he didn't even come for the holidays, I think it had something to do with the blowout when Elyse was first born.

We had a wonderful party, Princess theme everywhere.

Rose and Alice had bought her a ton of clothes, Carlisle and Esme bought a play house, Dmitri bought he a huge stuffed ladybug, that's what I'd recently, redid her room in, at Esme's insistence.

Felix bought he some diamond earrings, they had the screw on backs, so that was nice, my dad and Sue had bought her fishing gear, which everyone laughed at and Emmett bought her a sweat suit from UW and on the back he had his football number on it and Cullen across the back.

I made her cake which was a huge castle, that's what I'd learned to do in my free time was bake creatively.

She had a busy day and passed out soon after everyone left.

I took her to bed and was sitting in the living room watching T.V. when my door opened, I looked up and it was Edward.

"Hey, can we talk?" he asked.

A/N:

Sorry in the delay… I just didn't have it in me to write…

I'm back and I'll try and be better!

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