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I stood awkwardly with my other classmates, staying quiet unlike usual as Yukio gave a quick briefing of what the mission was. Unsurprising, it was nothing exciting. Exwires always got the crappy jobs no one else would want to do. We were in a small neighborhood about 30 minutes out of town. I wasn't really listening to Yukio, looking at the other students and wondering how this was gonna go. They were all looking at Yukio, listening to his instructions. Izumo was the same as ever, her arms crossed across her chest. She had a bored expression on her face and her eyes were as cold as ever. Shiemi was standing on the other side of konekomaru, watching Yukio with interest. She had been avoiding me since they found out about my heritage, and I thought her out of all them would at least try to understand. She was so kind, and her rejection was the last thing I had been expecting. Everytime I got near her she got super timid, more than she already was, and nervous. Konekomaru didn't even try to hide the fact he didn't like me being around. He just freaked out if I got too close, and was always making comments on how i might "lose it and kill them all", which I would never do. I didn't even understand why he was so scared I was gonna hurt him, I had never hurt any of them. Hell, I'd even risked my own life to protect theirs! Guess that didn't matter. Shima was standing in between Konekomaru and Bon, his hands in his pockets. He looked just as bored as Izumo. I wasn't sure what Shima thought about all this; I was almost convinced he was just avoiding me because Suguro and Konekomaru were. I didn't look at Suguro. I didn't really care what he was doing either. After that incident, it had turned into me avoiding him. I just didn't want to deal with it, have an argument about what I was doing which was none of his business to begin with.
My name being said with impatience is what brought me back to the present. My brother was looking at me with annoyance written all over his face. The other students turned to look at me."U-uh...yes?"
"Are you listening?" He asked accusingly.
"Yes." I said, tugging at my sleeves subconsciously.
"Then would you like to repeat what I said?"

"I…...uh…." I thought for a moment. "You said that there are like these uh...fairies? Things that are causing allot of problems because they're um playful and that there are three of them and we need to uh capture them?"
He narrowed his eyes but I guess I had been close enough because he turned his attention away from me and continued his instructions. I let out a sigh of relief and actually payed attention this time. "I'm going to split you into partners and then you'll go to complete your mission."
'This is just like the one mission at Mephy land…' I thought. Hopefully it didn't actually turn out like that mission though; that one didn't end so well for me.

"You're partners will be: Moriyama and Izumo, Konekomaru and Shima, and Okumura and Suguro." He announced. My eyes widened. Oh hell no. "I'll be watching so don't screw around." Yukio adjusted his glasses.

Izumo stalked over to Shiemi, "come on, let's just get this over with."
"O-okay…" She stuttered and followed after the other girl.
"Good luck." Shima whispered to Suguro before walking off with Konekomaru.
I walked up to Yukio, "You can not pair me up with him!"
"Why not?" Yukio crossed his arms.

"Because...I….he….." I tried to figure out what I could say that would be a good enough excuse to convince him.
"I'm not changing the partners, so learn how to get along with him." Yukio said and walked away from me.
"Come on, hurry up." Bon said and I turned to look at him. "And don't fuck this up. I don't need my grade dropped because of you." He didn't wait before walking in a different direction. I sent Yukio one last glare even though he didn't see it and walked after Suguro. I didn't say anything to him, wondering how we were gonna find the demons in the first place. My stomach growled and I sighed, remembering I hadn't eaten since the other day. Man, I was starving. After this mission the first thing I was gonna do was get some food.
"Are you starving yourself too?" Bon suddenly asked, looking at me suspiciously.
I growled, "never...i love food too much."
"Yeah, sure."
I put my hands in my pockets and Bon stopped walking. I looked at him, "So, how are we going to find the demons? Are they somewhere around here?"
"Probably not." Bon replied.
"...then why did we walk all the way over here?"
"I wanted to talk to you." he said. "I asked Mr. Okumura to pair us together."
I felt my tail twitch underneath my shirt, "Why?" My eyes narrowed, "Is this about yesterday?"

"Yes."
"I don't want to talk about it."
"Why are you so against talking about it?"

"I just don't want to."
"But you-"
"It's none of your business! Why do you even care?!" I exclaimed, anger rising in my chest.
"Aren't we friends?" I could tell his irritation was rapidly forming as well.

"Yeah, I thought so until you fucking told me to stay away from you and your friends and that if I hurt any of you, you would fucking kill me!" I snapped. "If that doesn't yell, 'i don't want to be your friend anymore' then I don't know what does!"
He clenched his fists, "I'm sorry, okay?! I was just pissed off because you were always going off on your own, always trying to solve everything yourself and because you couldn't trust us enough to tell us the truth! How are we supposed to trust you if you won't trust us?!"
"Are you fucking serious?! Okay, one, I wasn't allowed to tell you, and second, I was...I...I was just too damn scared to tell you! I was afraid that this was gonna happen! I had finally made friends, how could you expect me to risk losing all of you by telling you what I was?! I did fucking trust you, but obviously I trusted you too much! You turned your backs on me, not the other way around!"

Suguro looked like he didn't know how to reply to that. After a long pause, he asked, "Are we the reason you're cutting yourself, then?"

I stared at him for a minute before bursting out laughing. It wasn't a real laugh, I wasn't amused, nothing about this was funny. It was more of a bitter laugh, fake. "Nah, I've been cutting long before I met you. Yeah, I stopped for a bit, but you aren't the reason I started."

"Then when did you?" he asked, looking a bit concerned.

"A long time ago." I shrugged.

"If you won't let me help you then I'll just tell your brother." He said like some kind of threat.

"He already knows." I said. "Walked in on me a couple days ago. He doesn't care."

"What?! He's not even trying to get you to stop?!" Suguro exclaimed angrily.

"Of course he isn't. He would be happy if...if I just died." I said like I didn't care about it, but felt a pang in my chest as I said. I closed my eyes, not wanting Bon to find the truth of how I felt about it in them.

"He wouldn't say that.."

"Well he did." I growled, opening my eyes and glaring at him. "I'm not talking about this any longer. Either we go do the stupid mission or I'll go do it by myself."
"Fine." Bon growled. "But this isn't over."
"Yes," I said, "It is."

Suguro and I, unsurprisingly, were the last ones to complete our part of the mission. We had spent most of the time arguing, and then fighting over just how to capture the demon, but somehow we actually managed to capture it. When we got back, it was a bit obvious we were being waited on. Suguro immediately walked over to Shima and Konekomaru and I sat by myself while Yukio finished up whatever he was doing. I looked at the demons in the middle of the room. The three were in different cages with seals on them so they couldn't escape. I wondered why we didn't just exercise them like we were supposed to, but Yukio simply said we were ordered not to.

"Alright, all of you come over here." Yukio finally said. I got to my feet and started to walk over to him.

And of course, just something had to happen to make my day start going downhill.

I tripped.

Right onto the cages.

"Fuck!" I hissed as I felt the corner of one of the cages dig into my sides. I sat up, putting my hand on my side and looking at the cages. To my dismay, one of the cages had opened, and the seal was knocked loose on another. The two demons that had been in those cages? Gone. The demon left behind was letting out a symphony of cuss words, cursing out the other two for leaving it there. "DAMN YOU USELESS BASTARDS! SON OF A-"

I turned my attention away from the raging demon and looked at my classmates and Yukio, who were just watching in shock, before their expressions turned into anger. Yukio looked especially pissed off.

"What the hell?! Do you know how hard it was to capture those annoying things?!" Izumo went off.

"It was an accident!" I defended myself, I hadn't meant to fall onto the cages or release any of the demons.

"Another good reason he shouldn't be here in the first place.." Konekomaru said. "He always screws it up!" I looked at him and he cowered away from my gaze. Bon looked like he wanted to tear me apart, but said nothing.

"Aww man...I really don't want to spend the time capturing them again." Shima sighed.

"Well you can thank Okumura for that!" Izumo exclaimed angrily, crossing her arms.

"It was an accident!" I protested. I just wanted to disappear at this point.

"Don't worry, you don't have to capture them again." Yukio spoke up. "You can go home. Rin can re-capture them himself." I stared at Yukio with a betrayed look before looking at the ground.

"Serves him right." Izumo turned and stalked out of room. Konekomaru, Shima, and Suguro followed shortly after, and Shiemi glanced at Yukio like she wanted to say something before following them.

"You can just call me when you're done." Yukio said, "Try not to screw it up a second time." He walked after the other students.

"It was a fucking accident!" I said angrily to myself and punched one of the cages. I sighed and layed down on the floor as the rest of bruise I had gotten from falling on them disappeared. This was the last thing I wanted to do, and it seemed like I had purposely let the demons escape based on how the others were acting. I sat up and looked around again, making sure I was still alone. I pulled out the knife out of my pocket, and then rolled up my sleeve. I unsheathed the knife and ran a hand through my hair. I was so pissed off, at myself, and at my classmates, and at Yukio. I put it to my wrist. I was about to start the slice before a hand suddenly grabbed my wrist. My eyes widened and I looked up, seeing Bon. I almost felt anger, but wasn't able to say anything before he did.

"Don't." He didn't sound angry, or concerned, just sincere. "I'll help re-capture the demons but just...don't. Please."