If I Fell
Chapter 5
"Renee, what the hell am I going to do?!" I whisper-yelled.
"You need to tell him Bells. He loves you, he'll be OK with it." She sighed.
"I don't know if he loves me! We haven't said it yet and I don't want him to say it just because I'm pregnant. God, Charlie is going to kill him! I can't believe this happened! I thought it was the flu 2 days ago going to bed, only waking up puking my guts up the next day and basically ALL day thereafter. It hasn't been so bad yet today, but my stomach is flip-flopping so badly." I grimaced.
"Bella. He will want to hear this, trust me! Tell him, tonight!" Renee glares at me and finished the salad.
I agreed to meet Carlisle here today because he had to work a double yesterday and was dead tired.
"Bells!" my brother kisses my cheek as he walks in. "You OK? You look flush and feel a little warm." He feels my forehead.
"Yeah, it's just a little warm in here, especially drinking the wine." I hold up Renee's glass hoping to be convincing. A look passes between those two but before he can grill me the doorbell rings and everyone starts to arrive.
I'm putting the finishing touches onto the desserts and hands wrap around my stomach and kisses are placed along my neck. "Damn, I've missed you." Carlisle kissed my neck.
I turn around in his arms to give him a proper kiss before we're interrupted by my brother growling.
"Not in my house!" he chuckles and puts me in a head lock.
"Charlie! Be careful with her, please!" Renee snaps and all eyes are on me as Charlie slowly stand me up.
"Thanks Renee!" I yell before running into the back yard and sitting under my favorite tree.
"Bella…" Carlisle says cautiously as he approaches.
"I'm sorry. I-I just found out." I cried.
"Hey, it's OK. Granted not the way I wanted to find out I was going to be a dad, but none the less, I'm going to be one, got to deal with it." He sighed.
I felt betrayed by that sigh and as I sat there watching him pull on his hair and scrub his face I got pissed off.
"You know what? Don't worry about it Carlisle. I don't need you or your 'sympathy love'!" I screamed and ran out to my car, taking off.
I ran up the back stairs to my apartment, locked my doors, including the deadbolt that only I had a key to and grabbed a bag to pack. I needed to get away.
I knew the banging was going to happen, the phone ringing, I fixed that easily enough by turning off my phone and ignored Carlisle's pleas to let him in.
I turned my phone on to call my employees and told them that'd we'd be closed for a few days, they'd still get paid, but something came up.
I turned on my music and went to my room, falling into a deep slumber.
I awoke in the middle of the night throwing up. I showered and cleaned up and looked out my door to see if I was alone, so far-so good.
I looked out the side window to see if his car was gone and it was. I grabbed my bag, making sure everything was turned off, set my alarm and left. Guessing he gave up and figured I wouldn't leave in the middle of the night.
Oh how wrong they were.
I hopped in my car and took off, knowing I'd call my brother at work in a few hours to let him know what I was doing, but not where I was going.
AN:
Hope you enjoyed this chapter and the little angst here at the end…
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