I woke up the next morning and realised she was no longer in my arms. I looked and saw she was turned on her side with her back facing me.

I turned on my side and for long moments, I just stared at her, listening to her breathing, admiring the smooth golden skin that seemed to shine in sunlight, her messy hair sprawled against the pillow.

It hit me; I knew that I was falling hard for her but now, it was so clear that I am in with love her. Like madly, deeply, all consuming love and it was new to me.

I told her before that if one day she turns around and realised this is not what she wanted and that she wants us to be friends, I would grant her wish but now, for the first time in my life, I prayed to whatever gods that was listening out there, that that day never comes.

I leaned forward and wrapped my arm around her waist, spooning her and kissed her exposed neck and slowly moved down to her shoulders nipping her wonderfully succulent skin. I knew she was awake when she covered my hand that with hers.

She rolled on her back and I immediate covered my lips with hers and she reciprocated, kissing me soundly. After long moments, I broke the kiss and travelled down her neck.

"Not that I'm not happy with the wake-up call but I think we should shower."

"Hmm…shower is a good idea."

I got up and carried her in my arms.

"What are you doing?" she giggled.

"We're showering", walking towards the bathroom.

"Together?"

"Uh-huh"

I set her down on her feet upon reaching her bathroom and she walked to the tub, turning on the tap and started to fill it instead.

"Maybe a bubble bath is much better", she smiled.

I can't help but stare at her. Sure, I saw her yesterday but seeing her nude form in daylight somehow was different.

Suddenly, feeling self conscious, she asked, "What?"

I didn't answer and just lingered my eyes on her body.

"Angel, what is it?"

I moved to stand in front of her, running my hand all over her body.

"You are so beautiful" and she blushed before replying, "You're not so bad yourself".

When it was filled, we entered the tub and cleaning was the last thing on our minds as we gave into our lust.

The water splashing around us as I pounded and grind myself in her, both us giving into the ecstasy that made us quiver in satisfaction.

That Sunday we gave into our desires, making love throughout the day; exploring the various ways to make love in the kitchen on the table, the kitchen counter, the living room, against the walls and again in her bedroom.

After many hours of lovemaking, we are now sated and drained as we lay in her bed basking in the pleasant after-glow. I lazily draw circles on her back as she laid on my chest.

"I don't think I can move. I can't feel my legs".

I chuckled, "After what we did, you're not supposed to".

She curled into me and I pulled her closer.

"You know, there wasn't really a point in bringing my jammies. I didn't wear it at all."

"Is that so bad cause I like you without jammies", she huskily said. I smiled at her response.

"I should really get home. We have to be at the studio at 9 tomorrow."

"You can just stay here and we can go together."

"As tempting as that sounds, I have no change of clothes and I do not want to go to work in a crumpled shirt and pants."

"But I'll miss you."

"You'll see me tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow we can have dinner at my place and you can spend the night."

She groaned, "I can't. I have to go for a fitting for the event on Saturday and my kids are back tomorrow".

"Hmm…How about after the event on Saturday, you come over to my place? I could tell Nina to let Liam and Kathy stay over at her place."

"They already don't see you this weekend. Don't you think you should spend time with them next weekend?"

I sighed knowing she was right. As much as I want to spend every waking moment with her, I am a father first and I do miss not seeing them.

A few hours later, with much difficulty I left her place after a tongue tangling kiss that left me with a hard-on.

I was ten minutes on the road when I turned around and sped back to her place. No more cold showers; she was going to help me get rid of this.

"Angel, what.." I moved in, not letting her finish, closed her door, slammed her against it and mauled her lips. I lifted her in my arms and she automatically wrapped her legs around me. I fumbled with my buckle, unzipped my pants, freed my member and entered her; thankful that she was nude underneath her robe.

Thrust!

"Unmf", she moaned.

I pulled out slightly only to thrust into her again.

"I thought…you.. Mmmf..left"

Thrust!

"Your fault", I moaned.

Thrust.. Thrust!

"You kissed me…hmmp..make me all hot…"

Thrust..Thrust..Thrust!..

"and…huh…bothered…you're not going to finish what you started?"

"That's"..

Thrust..Thrust..Thrust!..ThrusttttttThrust!

"Not.."

Thrust..Thrust..Thrust!..ThrusttttttThrust!..THRUSTTT!..

"Very…"

Thrust..Thrust..Thrust!..ThrusttttttThrust!..THRUSTTT!..

"NICE!"

I began to move, thrusting into her against the door. She moaned and held me tighter; my thrusts became harder, more aggressive and when she began squeezing me, my thrusts became incessant and there it was. The pounding…the sound of me smacking into her wet, hot entrance and moments later, I increased my speed.

"OH GOD!" Buffy moaned.

She dug her nails into my back and bit my shoulder to stop herself from screaming in pleasure.

I didn't mean to be rough but it is really her fault. I was so very close and so was she. Two seconds later she came, screaming in ecstasy and I finally let go, grunting as my seed pumped out into her, my head resting on her shoulder as we waited for our breathing to be return to normal.

I finally left her home at two in the morning after worshipping her body two more times and I did not wake her to kiss her goodbye fearing that I won't be able to leave her again.

I wrote her a note and quietly drove back to my apartment. I miss her already and it took everything in me to not jump in my car and drive back to her place and give into my sexual craving. This is crazy but she was insatiable; like a drug for me and I could not get enough of her.

I don't think I can be without her anymore. But I had to sleep so that I can properly function tomorrow.

The next morning, when I saw her car in the lot, I smiled and walked towards my trailer, hoping to catch her before we had to shoot.

Walking towards the coffee station, I saw her at the condiment area, and walked up behind her. I want so much to wrap my arms around her and kiss her beautiful neck but it's too dangerous. There were so many people around.

"Morning", I greeted.

She turned, greeted me with her sweet smile and wrapped her arms around me. It was not uncommon for us to hug. To the naked eye, Buffy and Angel was just greeting each other but only we know that it was an embrace between two lovers who had just spent the weekend exploring every naked inch of each other and as discreetly as I could, I bent and kissed her shoulders and she nuzzled my ear.

"Miss you, baby", she whispered so softly only I could hear.

Hearing her endearment for me was causing uproar in my heart. I am her baby and she was mine. I wrapped my arms tightly around her and god help me, I don't want to let her go.

"Hey guys" and we knew we had to break away. Damn it!

"Hi Lisa" Buffy greeted.

Lisa Manor was our cast mate, playing my character's workmate.

"How was your weekend?"

"It was great. Stayed in and just relaxed." I heard Buffy say.

Yeah, great? Sure. Relaxed? Far from it.

"What about you, Angel?" Lisa asked.

"My weekend was amazing and mind-blowing. Very fulfilling". I glanced at Buffy playfully. She just smiled.

"Wow, what did you do?"

Well, I spent the weekend making love, worshipping and having mind-blowing sex with Buffy that rocked my world. I'm getting a hard-on just reminiscing.

"I worked out. Burned A LOT of calories", I said. Well, it wasn't technically a lie.

"The whole weekend? That was all you did? Working out?"

"Well, gotta stay in shape"

"I'll see you guys later", Buffy said walking away. She turned to wink at me and I can't help but grin.

"You know, one of my friends own a gym. Maybe, we could work out together some time?" Lisa said. I wasn't really paying attention to her, too busy looking at Buffy strutting away.

"Um, sure" I said casually. I wasn't really going to take up her offer. The only one I want to 'work out' with is the blonde goddess that just strolled away.

I hurriedly poured myself a cup of coffee and went after Buffy. I boldly entered her trailer without knocking and there she was, perched on her dresser, waiting, smiling sexily at me.

I walked towards her and kissed her hungrily, her legs immediately wrapped around my waist.

"Hi", I smiled at her when we finally broke away.

"Hi".

"I missed you", I said as I began to kiss her neck.

"You left without telling me. I would have loved to kiss you goodbye".

I lifted my head to look at her.

"I don't trust your goodbye kisses."

"Why not?"

"Because, your goodbye kisses make a certain part of me very hard and I can't have that."

"What about now when I'm giving you hello kisses."

I pressed into her.

"Feel that?"

"Hmmm…well, you can't have that. We need to work later."

"How long till you have to be in make-up?"

"Twenty minutes."

"Well, we best take care of this then hmm?"

She kisses me and expertly unzipped my pants while I reached for her core and shoved the garment aside.

By now, we are both so familiar, having memorized each other's bodies that I could probably make love to her with my eyes closed. She reached for my shaft, guided it to her core and I pushed in. Both of us grunted. She's still so very tight.

I kept pumping into her as she clawed my arms and back. I hated that I can't feel her nude body against mine but this will have to do for now. She moaned in my ear and I moved faster, slightly lifting her off the dresser.

When I was approaching ecstasy I covered my mouth with hers, in an attempt to stop myself from groaning out loud upon my release. She devoured my lips, her tongue thrusting into my mouth mimicking the movement of my shaft and when she squeezed her walls against it.

I burst, moaning into her mouth and helplessly thrust into her, feeling my seed pumping into her deliciously, sweet core. I broke the kiss and rest my forehead against hers, breathing into her face and calmed myself.

"Feel better?" she asked.

"Much."

"Hmm..but you're still so hard inside me", she squeezed me again.

"Mmf!...we can't…you need.."

She squeezes me again.

"Ugh!...be in makeup soon…"

"One more time, please…"

"Buffy…" I tried to move away but her hands was on my behind, pushing me into her. I whimpered.

"You said we need to take care of this. It doesn't feel like it's taken care of. It's still so hard and deep inside me."

"Baby, you'll never get to makeup in time." That's right. She's my baby.

"Then you better hurry", she whispered in my ear and bit down my lobe.

I gave in and rammed into her, slamming her against the walls and drive myself so deep inside her that my whole length disappears. The second time was fast but when she had her release, I came again, spilling inside her.

The whole day, I had a silly plastered grin on my face and people around me began asking why I was so happy. I merely said I was in a good mood. When shooting began, I tried to focus but it was excruciating when I had scenes with Buffy.

She was her usual professional self of course and I would like to think I pulled off being professional too but my mind was a different matter. There were so many times I mentally undressed her, her nude form so clearly etched in my mind.

There were also times when our many bouts of lovemaking flashed through in my mind and tried as I might to brush it away, I failed miserably. I'm so deeply in love with Buffy that I cannot see or think straight.