Never Wake
by: Liv-x-Case-Benson & dcmasters
Ch. 10: Easing Worry
They slept for hours, Finn mumbling incoherently as she woke.
Sara woke as she heard Finn mumbling, kissing her softly.
"Hi," she whispered.
"Hi, you ok?" she asked, stroking her hair.
Finn nodded. "Are you?"
"Mhm.. God, we slept for seven hours straight!"
"Seven hours? Damn!" she said, quickly standing to dress.
"What?"
"I have an appointment in half an hour. I need to go, babe," the blonde replied, buttoning her skirt.
Sara sat up. "Appointment?"
"My three year check."
"Do you want support?"
"Really?"
Sara nodded, changing quickly. "Sure. I mean, it's not anything little."
"Thanks," the blonde smiled.
She nodded, combing her hair.
Finn ran her fingers through her own. "Will the kids be ok?"
"Yeah, they'll be fine," she said. "Lindsay, we have somewhere we need to be. It shouldn't take long."
"Ok," she nodded. "Can you pick me up some ice cream?"
"Sure. What kind?"
"Strawberry, please."
"Okay."
Finn quickly drove to the hospital, taking Sara's hand when they called her through.
Sara held her hand tightly as they walked back.
Finn's consultant smiled at Sara. "You're new."
"I'm here for moral support. My name is Sara."
"She's my girlfriend," Finn supplied.
"Well, it's nice to meet you. Take a seat."
Sara smiled, sitting down.
Finn moved to the couch, unbuttoning her shirt and removing her bra before laying down. The doctor examined her neck, armpits, breasts and groin for any sign of lumps before she redressed and sat next to Sara. "How recent is that bruise?"
"Oh. She and my son were playing baseball earlier and he really hit the ball. It's about seven hours," Sara said.
"Then I'm not worried," the doctor smiled, drawing some blood. "These will come back normal, I'm sure of it."
Sara smiled. "Great."
"I'll call with the results."
The brunette nodded.
"Here," the doctor said as they stood to leave, handing Sara a leaflet, "Because she's far too stubborn to tell you the warning signs of recurrence. Just in case, but I'll doubt you'll ever need it."
"Thank you."
Finn hugged Sara's arm as they walked out into the cool evening air. "It'll soon be Christmas."
Sara smiled, hugging her. "Anything special you want to do?"
"Being with you and the kids is more than enough."
Sara nodded. "Any special present you want?"
She shook her head. "I lucked out when I got you."
Sara smiled widely. "Aww, that's sweet! I have a request: how about a nice night in a hotel with room service away from the kids? Not on Christmas, but close to it."
Finn rubbed her cold nose against Sara's, dropping a soft kiss to her lips. "Sounds wonderful."
Sara nodded, turning up the heat a bit. "And, of course, there's always exploring the bedroom..." she said, stopping by the store. "Did you want to come in?"
"Think I'll stay here and get warm if that's ok?"
"Okay," she said, getting out and going inside, coming out ten minutes later with a bag, putting it in the backseat, getting in.
Finn leant across to kiss Sara deeply.
"Mmm... God, you're good at that."
"Thank you," Finn smirked, curling up in the seat.
Sara smiled as she pulled up to the house. "Anything you'd like to do?"
"I don't mind."
"Movie?" she said as she stepped from the car.
"Sure," Finn smiled, following her inside.
Sara nodded. "Pick one. I'll make popcorn," she said going into the kitchen.
Finn smiled, putting a disc into the player, relaxing back against the couch.
Sara returned a few minutes later with a big bowl as she sat next to her girlfriend.
Finn kissed her cheek, pressing play.
The brunette smiled, taking a handful of popcorn.
Finn's head moved to Sara's shoulder as they watched and, when the bowl of popcorn was moved aside, the blonde entwined their fingers with a soft sigh.
Sara smiled, kissing her softly.
Finn moaned quietly into Sara's mouth, pulling the brunette to lay on top of her.
Sara moaned softly, laying them both on the couch.
"I'm so lucky," she whispered.
"Lucky?"
"Look at you. You're so beautiful."
"Me? Nah. You on the other hand..." Sara smiled, kissing her.
The blonde ran her fingers through Sara's hair, returning the kiss.
"Mmm..."
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"Giving me the family I thought I'd never have, allowing me to be part of your lives and trusting me with your heart."
Sara smiled, snuggling into her. "I still think it's amazing that I mentioned the kids on the first date and you didn't run," she said with a small laugh.
"I'm not like other people," Finn smiled.
"I love you."
"Not as much as I love you," she smirked.
"Mom!" Mason called.
Sara stood, walking up to his room, going in. "Hey, what's wrong?"
"How long is Finn staying for?"
"Forever. Why?"
He shook his head, curling up in bed.
Sara sat on his bed. "What's wrong? She's never going to replace Mama, baby. She doesn't want to. She understands how special Mama will always be to us."
"I know."
"Then what's wrong?" she asked, pulling him into her lap.
"What if she leaves us too?"
"No one knows exactly what will happen, but IF by God that ever does, you'll have one more guardian angel keeping you safe, just like Mama is." It was easier to explain it this way than to wrap her head around the reality of what he was saying. Sara never wanted that to happen again and she'd do everything in her power to prevent it.
Mason finally nodded, hugging Sara tightly. "Is Finn busy?"
"I don't think so. Do you want to go down and see her?"
Mason nodded quickly.
Sara picked him up, carrying him downstairs.
Finn was now sat up, still watching the movie. "Hey champ," she smiled upon seeing him.
Sara smiled, sitting him down.
Finn looked surprised when he cuddled into her side. "Everything ok?"
Sara sighed. "He's scared something bad's going to happen to you," she said, sitting beside her.
Finn kissed his forehead. "Nothing is going to happen to me. We have too much baseball to play."
"But what if it does?"
"Then I want you to know I love you very much," she whispered by his ear.
Mason smiled, hugging her tightly.
Finn gave Sara a soft smile. "Why don't we have dinner? Afterwards I could tuck you in?"
"I'll wake the girls."
"Madison's playing in her room."
Sara smiled, kissing them both and going up to get Madison and Lindsay.
Finn and Mason started to make dinner. The blonde had put a chair by the work surface so he could help. "Ok, do you want cheese on your pasta?"
"Yes please."
Sara knocked on Lindsay's door as Madison went downstairs. "Are you hungry?"
"No," she said, quickly shutting her laptop.
"Want a drink?"
Lindsay shook her head. "I'm ok."
"If you need anything, let us know," Sara said, going downstairs.
"Mommy," Madison said, taking her hand. "Finn says you have to sit down and let us do the cooking because you need to relax sometimes."
Sara smiled. "Ok."
Madison set the table and Mason helped Finn. They all sat down to eat twenty minutes later. "I hope you like it," the blonde smiled, sitting next to Mason.
Sara smirked, taking a bite.
"I put the cheese on!" Mason grinned proudly.
"You two did a great job."
Mason smiled, kissing Finn's cheek.
Sara smiled wider.
"If Finn is staying, can we still have time together?" Madison asked.
"Yes we can."
"So, we can go shopping tomorrow?"
"Sure."
Finn took a bowl of food up to Lindsay. "I know you're probably not hungry, but just in case," she said, placing the plate on the bedside table.
She nodded. "Thank you."
"You're welcome," Finn smiled, kissing Lindsay's forehead before making a quick exit. It had been such a natural thing, but now the blonde wasn't sure how the kiss to the teenager's head was received.
Sara met her in the hallway. "Everything ok?"
Finn nodded. "I gave Lindsay a plate of food, said she didn't have to eat it if she wasn't hungry."
She nodded, kissing her softly.
"What was that for?"
"Loving the kids as much as I do," Sara said, wrapping her arms around her, trailing her neck softly.
"They're great kids," Finn managed to say before a moan escaped.
She smiled, pulling away. "Should we watch a movie then put them to bed when they fall asleep?"
"Sounds great," Finn smiled.
Sara nodded. "I wouldn't be opposed to continuing the other day..."
"Let's see how quickly they fall asleep," Finn smirked, taking Sara's hand. "Who's for a big bowl of popcorn and a movie?"
"Me, me!" the twins said.
"Upstairs and change into your pjs then pick one," Finn replied, pulling Sara close as they ran from the room, "Babe..."
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
"I love you too. Can I ask you something? You're free to say no outright."
"Of course."
"Would you ever consider having a baby? I-I mean, I know we have our hands full..."
"Yeah, when things are settled."
"Can you?"
"I'd need to speak to my specialist, but yes, I can carry, just maybe not a baby that's biologically mine."
Sara nodded. "I-I mean as much as I know we'll have enough on our plates, I just thought I would ask. I don't know if I want to share you, but if you really want to..." She sighed.
"What's wrong?"
She sighed again. "I-I know I just asked, but I don't know if I want any more. I'll be happy no matter what, but... I'm sorry," Sara said, getting up and going into the bedroom, grabbing the picture of her, Catherine and the kids and laying down.
Finn sighed, putting on a smile when the kids came down, settling down with them on the couch. She couldn't concentrate, her mind filled with thoughts of Sara. This wasn't exactly the picture she had in her mind of what her first day living with them would be like.
Sara waked back down ten minutes later, sitting in her girlfriend's lap, cuddling into her.
Finn held her tightly, kissing the brunette's cheek. "Our family is just perfect as it is," she whispered.
"Yeah. Just...you said you'd wanted one at some point. I want you to be happy."
"I am happy," she smiled.
Sara smiled back.
"Are you ok, Mommy?" Mason asked with a frown.
"Yeah, just tired."
"I should get some more of my things..." Finn said softly.
"Tomorrow."
The blonde nodded, not speaking again until the movie finished. "Which one do you want?" she whispered, looking between the sleeping twins.
"You pick," she whispered.
"I promised I'd tuck Mason in," she replied, standing with Sara, scooping the boy into her arms, walking upstairs.
Sara followed, carrying Madison upstairs and tucking her into bed.
Finn stroked his cheek from a moment, making sure he was tucked in. "Goodnight, sweet dreams," she whispered, slowly walking from the room.
Sara waited in the hallway for her.
Finn smiled softly at Sara. "He's sound asleep."
The brunette smiled. "So is she," she said, carrying Finn back to the bedroom and locking the door, kissing her hard. "Mmm..."
Finn kissed Sara deeply, moaning.
Sara sat Finn on her feet, backing her against the wall. kissing harder, moaning.
The blonde's kiss was urgent, nails already clawing Sara's lower back.
Sara hissed against her. "Still wearing it?"
"I may have slipped it back on after dinner..."
Sara smirked, rubbing the toy under Finn's jeans hard. "Ohh...so sexy baby..."
Finn moaned. "You like that?"
"Mhm... Will you let me suck on you, baby? Get you nice and wet?" she whispered in her ear.
Finn groaned. "Mhm..." she managed weakly.
Sara ripped Finn's shirt off of her, sliding her jeans down, rubbing her underwear, groaning in her ear.
"Oh babe..."
"Do you like this, baby?" she asked, stripping her girlfriend of her last piece of clothing, stroking the fake cock up and down.
"Yes. I want you to suck it."
Sara smirked. "Would you rather stand or sit?"
"Sit. That way I can watch you strip first," the blonde smirked, moving to sit on the edge of the bed.
Sara nodded, stripping her shirt slowly, throwing it at her.
Finn caught it, moaning.
Smiling, she unhooked her bra, shedding it and throwing it in the same direction before turning around to shed her pants and boxers, giving Finn a fabulous view.
"God, you're so sexy..." Finn moaned, "Here. Now."
Sara spun around, walking over and dropping to her knees, swirling her tongue around the tip.
"Mmm, yes," the blonde smirked, tangling her fingers in Sara's hair.
The brunette smiled, taking it halfway with a moan.
"Oh, you like that? You like making me all wet?"
"Mhm..." she moaned, going up and down.
"Mmm, that's it. Make me nice and wet baby," Finn moaned.
Sara moved faster, making sure she hit her clit.
Finn gasped. "Shit!"
The brunette smirked, trapping Finn's hands underneath hers on her thighs as she went faster.
"Sara..." Finn moaned loudly, hips beginning to buck.
Sara went harder and harder.
The blonde breath quickened, scratching her own thighs as she came. "SARAAAAAA!"
Sara pressed Finn onto her back, slipping her tongue inside as the harness rested just above her clit.
"Oh god..." she whimpered, body still shaking.
Sara smiled, going in and out. "Mmm..."
Finn ground slowly against her tongue, soft moans continuing to escape her mouth. "Sara... oh, please..."
Sara pulled away. "Do you want me to ride you, baby or finishing eating?" she asked with a devilish smirk.
"Ride me baby. Please. I need you. I need to touch you."
Smiling, Sara lowered herself onto the wet toy with a squeak, moaning. "Oh God..."
"Hi..." Finn smirked, running her hands down the brunette's sides.
"Hi..." she moaned, riding her slowly.
"You feel so good," Finn moaned, slowly thrusting her hips upward.
"Oh..God...so do you! Please! More! Harder!" she moaned, going a little faster.
The blonde smirked, thrusting harder each time, reaching up to squeeze her lover's breasts.
Sara moaned deeply, meeting her thrusts. "Oh yes...yes..."
Finn increased speed, her thumbs running lightly over the hardened buds. "I love you," she moaned, watching the brunette.
"I-I love you too," she moaned. "Y-you feel amazing..."
"So do you, and you look so sexy," Finn moaned, her breath quickening.
Sara moaned, changing the angle as she leaned down to kiss her. "Did you like it when I was sucking on you?" she whispered her her ear.
"Very much," she moaned, weakly.
Sara pulled herself away, then nearly slammed down onto it. "Then don't you want to come for me again, huh baby?" she moaned.
"Fuck! Yes!" Finn nearly screamed, hips bucking wildly, nearly at the edge.
"Oh, oh god! Yes baby! Fuck! Harder! I-I need to come..."
"YES! S-SAAAAARAAAAA!" the blonde screamed, hips bucking harder as she came.
"Oh, OH, OHH YESS, FIIIIIIIINN!" Sara screamed, coming all over her.
Finn caught Sara, laying the brunette on top of her with a soft kiss.
Sara moaned, laying on top of her. "Mmm... I love you, my baby... Is it..ok for me to finish my meal?" she asked, blushing.
"Mhm," Finn smirked at the blushing brunette.
Sara moved off of her, detaching the toy and sitting between her legs, she leaned down resuming her treat slowly.
Finn gave a steady, long, low moan. "Is that good, baby?"
"Mhm...so good."
"You're so amazing."
Sara went faster.
"Yes! Baby, I d-don't think I can w-wait..."
Sara nipped her clit.
"FUCK!" she screamed, coming hard, dripping down her thighs.
Sara moaned, drinking her up, cleaning her up.
The blonde slowly caught her breath, pulling Sara up into her arms.
Sara smiled, wrapping her arms around her. "You know, I really should've mentioned this before, but Lindsay kinda wanted a home-birth with a midwife. We already have the spare room set up."
"She does? Why?"
"Closer to her mother. That's how Cath had the twins too. We even have the same midwife."
"That makes sense. Am I to keep the twins occupied or are they going to their Gran's?"
"Oh no, they'll be leaving. They'll put too much stress on her if they stay."
Finn nodded. "And my job?"
"Either supplies or support."
"Whatever she needs," Finn nodded, "If she wants me out of the way, I understand."
"Yeah. Tr-" CRASH! Sara shot up, throwing her clothes back on. "What the hell was that?"
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