But I'm being stupid and he's been nothing but friendly and kind to me. So suck it up, Bella.
He stops. And I stop. He waiting for me to run again, I can see that. But I'm not going to run anymore. Its time I stopped running.
I start walking again and reach him in 8 breaths. He still standing still. Still waiting for me to run. But I won't. I can't anymore.
I stick my hand out for him to shake, bump whatever the fuck he wants to do with it, I don't give shit, but I'm making the contact this time. He's sees this. He knows. He smiles and holds my shaking hand in his, his movement slow. Oh so slow. And he caresses me like I'm glass.
I can't help but smile.
Because I'm not running.
I'm really really really really sorry. Seriously. I haven't felt like carrying on with the chapters ( I'm having side effects to new medication and I pulled my neck the other day), not that that is an excuse. But still. Sorry.
I'm in a good mood today and so I'm going to push out as many as I can tonight. Who knew that the Pirates of The Caribbean Soundtrack is motivational to write?
Stay safe guys :)
- Sahara