The name of the chapter probably gave you a shock. And then you might've thought, "Oh, silly me, it's probably just some random thing about the group splitting up, no big deal!" I regret to inform you that that isn't the case, and that I really am saying goodbye.
Well, just for now. Spread the word to everyone, since I can't do that now.
I'll actually go into detail this time, unlike what I did on DA, since here is where so many things happened. To put it simply, I flunked out of the advanced science class I was in, and will be placed in the regular class. The problem? My parents worked so hard to get me into the advanced class, and I flunked of this, my computer is being taken away, and I won't get it back until the end of the school year. I'll be back when summer rolls in, but until then, this is probably the last you'll hear from me. I have so many kind words to share with you all, but sadly, words can't express how I feel.
I suppose I have to say something, since You won't hear from me for months. Well, I guess I should start with my friends.
Ck, thanks for the continued support through my time on FF. You're an amazing writer, and an even greater friend. I hope that you find success here, maybe even become an author. Who knows?
Lady A/Galaxy, thanks for the fics, and the protection form various interwebs trolls. Thanks for the laughs, and the fangirl moments, and always being positive. I really do look up to you, and I hope I never scared you away :3
TheDiamondArcher, I just wanna say...thanks. I see myself in you, kinda. I know, times are tough, and you're probably going through bad times. But please, smile for me. Smile, because I'll never be truly gone. I'll come back at one point(I'll be back!), and maybe you'll be a successful fan fiction author at that point. I can't say for sure, but please, don't be sad. If you cry, I'll somehow know, and also cry, and then we'll accidentally flood the earth with our tears. But in all seriousness, be happy. I want you to be happy, so that I'll come back to you being happy. So stop being depressed, and just smile. You can do this, you are strong enough to get through this, and you're my friend. And if you don't believe me, then I'll just have to find you and hug the crap outta you. Never stop believing, and remember, I'll always be here in spirit. I'm here for you, and I always will be. Never forget that. (Whoops, that got a bit too long...eh, screw it, idc rn)
AcidicRose, thanks for being my first friend on here. Yeah, our opinions may have changed, but that doesn't matter to me. I think I'll miss you the most, if I end up missing anyone.
EclipticChaos, thanks for everything man. You stood through my vents, and my weirdness, and I'll miss skypeing and playing MC with you. Keep being happy, since you seem so much better without all that sadness.
StellaTheReviewer, thanks for the collaboration effort. Yeah, it's a waste now, but I'll be back, and we'll get back on it! And, according to that guest, it kinda doesn't really matter anyway. (stupid report button) You really are an amazing author, and I couldn't have asked for any other partner on this.
Raiden, thank for the lols. I have other things to thank you for, but you know, I can't think of them rn. Hm...I'll find something or other later...anyway, keep beign awesome and writing, because you're great at it!
Dracomon, thanks for the amazing fics. I guess you already know, but I'm so happy you finally finished that fic. I'M SO HAPPY MAN. Anyway, plase keep writing, because I don't know what I'd do without fan fiction.
Jewel, I enjoyed the collab while it lastedXD. But yeah, keep doing what you do best. I realize you've been busy, but on the off chance that you see this, thanks for everything :3
Beansy, thanks for talking to me. I'm glad I could sort everything out, and as you can see, everyone agrees with me. Hopefully, you won't run into much more trouble while I'm gone. Good luck on WattPad, by friend :3
guardianluver, thanks for CLAWS and all the other amazing fics you've written. Yeah, be haven't talked in awhile, but I felt like addressing this, since we're still friend. I hope.
Radha, sorry that the roleplay is gonna be delayed. I know, you probably will miss it, buut I'll be back later, and we can go again! Keep writing and being awesome, and don't let you dreams be memes :3
Rebel, thanks for the help on IM and SD. Sadly, I have yet to use your ocs, but I will one day. And when that day comes, I hope the rebel army will be ready for me to return!
Xena, thanks for your support. We haven't talked much, but I still count us as friends. Keep animating, since you're awesome at it! And keep writing, because somehow I'll read it all.
casuallyfangirling, thanks for the laughs. We might not ever meet, but it was nice to know that I came *this* close to meeting you. I'll meet you one day! And until that day comes, I can wait.
But honestly, all I can you. Thank you for the amazing times, and the laughs, and all your friendship. Thanks for saving my life, and for everything you've given me. Please, in my place, defended those who're misjudged, and bullied, and treated badly. That's all I wish you'd do. But most of all, keep smiling. Keep laughing, and writing, and being happy. I'll always be here, silently cheering you all on, even without my account.
Maybe if you keep smiling, it'll chase away my tears, which won't stop right now.
Goodbye for now, and good luck on this strange path life takes you on. I'll be watching over you, no matter what. I'll miss you all, my friends.
~Nell, the grieving, yet hopeful author
EDIT: Thank you all for the wonderful comments! It means so much to me that you all care this much!
After this, the chapters will be regular.
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