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Prompted by guest- jason relapses and becomes extremely ill as a result of his eating disorder, Sandy returns when she hears and her and all Jason's brothers reunite at his bedside to help him get better for good.

Chapter 1: slipping back in

Jason was at a dead end. There was no way he was going to able to get holly back after what he had done and now that Robbie was on the scene had made everything ten times worse. It was then that the little voice crept back into his head, the voice that told him he wasn't good enough and that he wasn't a proper man. Jason didn't want to relapse but somehow he just couldn't stop himself.

He started off by eating less and missing one or two insulin shots a day. He had to do it discreetly otherwise his brothers would find out and it would not be pretty. All he wanted was to look good, to look good for holly but just in general look good. He just wanted to be perfect, again. However little did jason realise he was slowly falling back into the hands of BDD.

As the days went by the voice in his head became stronger, telling him everything, everything he didn't want to hear. He was spending more time in front of the mirror asking himself the same questions: was he normal? Did he look normal? This lead to him obsessing more about his face, his eyes, his hands, his lips, his chest and much more. He was becoming weaker by the day and gradually becoming thinner, it would be a matter of time now before someone noticed.

Robbie knew something was up with Jason, he could feel it; twin was becoming weaker and thinner by the day and Robbie had noticed this. Like this morning jason had skipped breakfast, which had earned puzzled looks from Robbie, Joe and Freddie, not that Jason noticed them. He hadn't seen Jason take his insulin in a while; Robbie was beginning to get seriously concerned, and the more he thought about how Jason was acting and the way he looked, it just reminded Robbie of how Jason was when he was diagnosed with BDD. Robbie needed to talk him or someone who could help him before it was too late.

As the weeks went by Jason became worse, the stash of food in his draw grew, he became weaker and couldn't concentrate at work and he looked awful. His brothers had noticed and Ben too. This is what lead to a midnight chat including the brothers about their youngest. "Something's definitely wrong", Robbie started, " I mean he hasn't eaten breakfast in like weeks, he looks awful, has no energy. I don't know about you lot but this sounds pretty much like how he was when he was admitted to hospital!" The roscoes were silent, all waiting for someone to speak. Except none of them did but they all had the same thought on their minds, they all knew there was only person left to call, the person that could help Jason get better for good.

Ben was concerned for Jason's welfare, he looked ill, pale and wasn't even able to concentrate at work, so Ben decided it was to pay a visit to the roscoes. Meanwhile back the roscoes Jason was up in his room looking at himself in the mirror, and for the first time in months there was a part of him that actually sort of liked the way he looked. However that didn't last long as that little voice in his head came back, so powerful and so destructing. Jason could feel his breathing becoming more and more erratic until he couldn't control it and punched the mirror in front of him. This revealed the cracked and broken image of him.

The sound of the door knocking stirred Freddie from his comfortable position on the sofa, he got up, groaning as he did and answered the door, shocked by who stood in front of him. "What do you want?" Freddie asked with a stern expression on his face. "I'm here to talk about your younger brother", Ben said letting himself in. In that moment Freddie's expression changed from aggression to worry.

"So why exactly are you here?" Joe asked Ben as all the roscoes, except Jason, gathered in the living room to talk to the concerned policeman. "It's about jason, he's unfocused at work, he has no energy to go out and make arrests and I'm generally worried for his well being" , Ben said, causing the roscoes to frown at one another, even though deep down they knew Ben was right. They could tell that Jason had almost certainly relapsed, the way he looked and the way he acted ,it was just like last christmas again.

Just upstairs Jason decided to go for a run, just run off the feelings of disgust that were inside him. However just as he was leaving his room, he was hit with a wave of dizziness and his vision went blurry. Before jason could do anything he collapsed and tumbled down the stairs. "What was that?" Ziggy asked after hearing the thud from upstairs but before anyone could give him an answer all of the roscoes and Ben were darting out of the room. "Jase!" Robbie yelled as he and everyone else came face to face with an unconscious Jason. "I'll call an ambulance" Ben said as he left the the house. "Come on jase, wake up" Freddie said as he knelt down next to Jason. All of the roscoes were praying that their little brother was going to be ok.

The corridor outside Jason's room was quiet, all four roscoe boys were silent, that was until Sandy burst through the doors. "Where's my boy, where's my baby!" She shouted as she ran down the corridor, she came as soon as she could after hearing what was going on with Jason. "How is he?" she asked Joe when she reached them. "They're treating him now mum, he's gonna be fine" Joe said trying to hide the uncertainty in his voice. A while later a doctor walked down the corridor, "the roscoes I presume?" he asked, Sandy nodded. "I'm afraid it seems that Jason has relapsed and is now once again suffering at the hands of BDD, we have managed to save his vital organs but his sight has been damaged, however this will take to repair its self." Sandy breathed a sigh of relief, her baby was going to be okay. "We are going to admit Jason back into an eating disorders clinic, where he will hopefully make a full recovery. You can go in and see him now."

Sandy nodded her thanks to the doctor and followed her boys into the room; as they all gathered around Jason's bed Sandy vowed that she was never going to leave her son again and that she was going to help him get better for good.

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Next chapter- ziggy chooses tegan prompted by writerchick4life