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This chapter prompted by djpes- Jason finds out about Robbie and Holly his eating disorder comes back and the only people who notice are Robbie and Holly but they leave since things are still kind of awkward between the three of them but after a couple of weeks Jason collapses so Robbie and Holly decide to have him move in with them so they can keep an eye on him

Chapter 49- we'll always be brothers:

Jason sighed as he rolled over and switched off his alarm. He couldn't be bothered to get up and go to work; there was just no point to his life any more. Especially after what he had found out yesterday.

About Robbie and Holly.

There were a couple. Jason didn't know why he was shocked, he'd seen it with his own eyes them getting close. He obviously wasn't good enough for her anymore and had to move on and accept that.

Burying his face in his pillow, Jason sighed and realised he couldn't move on Holly. He loved Holly, with all his heart, and once upon a time she must have loved him with all her heart. So he has to win her back.

Make yourself good enough. You'll never be good enough.

Jason blinked back the tears in his eyes and ignored the voice in his head. It hasn't been around for a while but of course it would make an appearance now. Of course. But he knew he wouldn't be able to shake the voice once it had returned.

"Morning beautiful" Robbie whispered as he rolled over and came face to face with Holly. "Morning" Holly smiled back, blinking back the sleep from her eyes. "You doing anything today?" Robbie asked, brushing back her hair.

"No, you've got the whole day to spend with me" Holly told him. "That's good, cos I'm gonna take you out" Robbie said. "Anywhere special?" Holly asked. "Just out for a meal in the village, maybe The Dog?" Robbie asked. "Yeah that's good with me" Holly replied, stroking her hand down Robbie's cheek.

"Well get yourself up then, and we'll enjoy our day" Robbie said, offering her a cheeky smile.

Jason sat up and sighed. He decided if he was ever going to prove he was a man he needed to be good enough. Not just good enough for Holly but good enough for anyone who saw him. He needed to be strong, not weak ans pathetic. He slowly got himself out of bed and decided on skipping breakfast in order to go for a run; it was a start at least.

He got himself dressed and went downstairs looking for his trainers. Walking down the stairs, he noticed the house was very quiet. Then remembered why the house was so quiet. Ziggy had died. Joe was, well Jason wasn't really sure where the man was or who's boyfriend he was now, Freddie was probably out breaking the law and Robbie, well, he was in Holly's bed.

Even saying that in his head didn't sound right. It just didn't. Robbie shouldn't be in her bed, it should be him. It should always be him. He loved her and Robbie was nobody who was just jealous of what his twin brother had and like he did with everything, tried to ruin it.

The pang of hunger that pulled him from his thoughts, was what fuelled his determination to go and a run and prove himself good enough for Holly. He grabbed his trainers and put them, before leaving the house and going off on his run. He felt slightly tired and hungry but if he was to prove he was good enough, he'd power through it.

"You're looking beautiful as always" Robbie said as he kissed his girlfriend on the lips. Holly smiled back but didn't say anything and picked up on this. "What's wrong, I thought you were happy with us going out today?" Robbie asked.

"Yeah I am, it's just-" Holly began. "It's just what?' Robbie asked. "Jason" Holly replied. Robbie sighed. "Look Holly, Jason's will get over us being together and move on with his life, trust me he will" Robbie told her.

"Are you sure?" Holly asked. "Yes positive, I know him like the back of my hand. Now get yourself ready otherwise we're gonna be late."

Jason started off at a steady pace and gradually increased, knowing that was right way to run if he wanted to run for a long time. He needed to use this run to clear his head and think things through.

As the music drummed through his ears, rattling his skull, he thought through the past few weeks trying to piece together how and why Holly had left him. He thought and thought and thought as he ran but could only come to one conclusion: she'd left him because he wasn't good enough.

Of course that was it. He wasn't 'perfect' now he didn't look 'right' or 'normal' anymore and she'd had enough of that. Obviously, she won't stayed with him when he was recovering because she felt sorry for him.

Now he'd recovered she'd nicked off with Robbie.

As he came up with his theory, Jason realised he'd ran quite far out of the village and was probably time to turn back. He'd be able to nail 4 miles if he made it back and that would be good for a second day.

"You look gorgeous" Robbie said as he took Holly's hand and they walked to The Dog. Holly smiled at the compliment and kissed Robbie on the cheek. "Could say the same about you too handsome."

Before Robbie or Holly could say anything else, a figure running ahead of them caught their eyes. "Is that Jason?" Holly asked as she watched the figure get nearer. "Yeah, I think so" Robbie replied.

"He looks ill" Holly observed on closer inspection. Both her and Robbie studied Jason carefully, he looked exhausted, pale, sweaty and like he was breathing heavily; almost too heavily. Robbie frowned as he watched Jason, concern for his twin building up inside of him.

"I'm sure he'll be fine, he'll just be getting back on track with his training" Robbie said, pushing his concern to the back of his mind. "Don't worry about it, let's enjoy our meal" Robbie said, guiding Holly towards the entrance.

Jason could feel his face heat up as he ran past Robbie and Holly but thankfully managed to make it home. His 4 miles w as completed and he'd managed to do it on an empty stomach. Maybe he could get himself back to normal after all.

3 weeks later

Robbie couldn't push his concern to the back of his mind any more. He'd watched over the past few weeks become sicker and sicker. Even though his brother would deny it, Robbie could see when something was going on.

He wasn't stupid.

But he wasn't sure how to address it. Jason had obviously been falling back into old habits, but he could hardly confront his twin when he'd ran off with Jason's girl. So what was he supposed to do?

"What's got you thinking?" Holly asked as she walked into the Roscoe household and found Robbie sitting at the table by himself. "Jason" Robbie sighed, brushing a hand threw his hair. "What about him?" Holly asked, sitting down next to him.

"Don't tell me you haven't noticed?" Robbie asked. "About his eating disorder?" Holly asked hesitantly. Robbie nodded and sighed. "Yeah, I just don't know what to do. We've left it for 3 weeks and he's not getting any better. I mean I knew us being together would upset him but I didn't think he'd get this bad."

"So what do you want to do?" Holly asked. "We have to help him, somehow" Robbie said. "We've left it long enough and nothing's improved." Holly thought for a minute, trying to think of a solution to Robbie's problem.

She and Jason may have broke up, but that didn't mean she didn't care about him. Of course she did. Which was why she wanted to help and thought she had came up with a pretty good idea.

"Why don't we move back in here" Holly suggested. "What?" Robbie asked. "Why don't we move back in here so you can keep an eye on him, and the both of us can hemp him."

Robbie thought about it for a second. If they moved back in, he'd be able to get Jason the help he needed and he could still be with Holly. They could stay in Sandy's old room as not to upset any of his other brothers who came back when they pleased.

"Yeah, alright then, I think it'll work" Robbie said, smiling at Holly across the table. "So who's going to tell him?" Holly asked. "I'll go find him now, you never know, I might get through to him about what he's doing to himself."

Robbie got up from the table, kissed Holly on the cheek, then made his way off to find his brother. "Good luck!" Holly called after him. Robbie just laughed.

Jason breathed heavily as he leaned back against the wall of the folley. Why did it feel so much harder this time. It was like his body was rejecting the relapse. He'd been cutting down on food and insulin for the last 3 weeks and he didn't feel any better. Better about himself or his body.

Fat. Ugly. Pathetic. Weak.

The voice was just getting louder and louder with each passing day. Gripping him and taking over his mind. The control it had was undeniable and he couldn't escape it's wrath. He felt exhausted and constantly irritable and tired.

He wasn't getting the satisfaction he got last time and Holly seemed nowhere closer to wanting to get back with him.

Maybe it wasn't worth it anymore. Maybe he should just give up. No one was caring; not even he was. Maybe he wasn't worth it. He'd seen the concerned glances Robbie kept giving him in the street.

Was that all he was doing? Worrying them when they should be pleased he was getting a grip and getting his life back together. Surely that's what they all wanted? It's what Jason wanted but for some reason trying to get a grip this time wasn't working.

Robbie should have known Jason wouldn't be in the house so tried to think where his brother would be as he hurried down the path into the village. Where would Jason go? The Dog? No. The Cafe? No. The Loft? No never.

Which left Robbie with one last option. The folley.

Robbie picked up his pace and half ran towards the folley, his instincts telling him something was wrong. He rounded the corner ran down the steps. As he reached the bottom, he saw Jason slumped against the wall.

"Jase!" Robbie shouted, running down towards his brother. His heart ached at the sight of Jason so fragile and pale, his exhausted breaths being heaved out and it dawned on Robbie his brother looked like he was going to collapse.

"Jason?" Robbie questioned, pulling his brother towards his chest. "Jase, what's happened mate?" Robbie asked, his question drowned out my Jason's sobs as he held on to Robbie for dear life.

"Jase I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry" Robbie apologised, feeling tears in his own eyes. How could he let his brother get this bad. Their entire family had fallen apart and they only had each other left.

"Jase, you look at him alright" Robbie instructed, pulling away and from his crouching down so he was eye level with him. "We're gonna help you alright, me and Holly both are gonna help you."

6 weeks later

Robbie smiled as watched Jason run ahead of him, not caring that he'd let Jason overtake him. He smiled because they'd managed to catch Jason before he fell completely and he'd bounced back stronger, like any Roscoe would.

He smiled because he'd gotten his twin brother back; that's all he ever wanted.

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