Catalyst

by Fyuu

She was a catalyst for change, created for the sole purpose of bringing it about. And seeing that young boy and knowing what fate had dictated as his path, her heart could not help but bleat for he who saw things so clearly in black and white. And so she chooses to be a catalyst one last time… perhaps changing her own fate in the process. Kagome/Shinobu Sensui Drabble Story.

39. Chapter 39

This is it. This is the pivotal point.

Will you dance to their tune?

Or will you forge your own path?

Was my interference enough?

Or was it too little too late?

Do you love my counterpart more than you hate yourself?

More than you hate humanity?

The spirit closed her eyes whishing not for the first time in the last several years her incorporeal form could do more than silently pace, she wished she could hear the hammering of her worry filled heart, feel wet trails as tears raced down her cheeks, she wanted to be able to interact with the world around her, to punch something in frustration, to feel pain run up arm.

Finally she did the only thing she could do. She screamed.

The sound was full of frustration and pain, sorrow and anger.

And so full of… hope.