"do you want anything?" kaitlin asked.

"um i' legal i'm onl 17," I replied.

"no I meant like coffee or juice or water."

"oh um well i'm cold so coffee. I don't I mean my money...it's in my purse . I fuk..."

"no it's ok it's on me."

" .wow well thank you."

"yeah sure. Where's your coat?"

" 't allowed to bring it."

"oh. It's warm in here."

"i know that always feels good when it's cold out."

although I wasn't a big fan of coffee. But I loved the smell. My dad drank coffee. Which reminded me of him and how he wasn't here. This brought tears to my eyes.

"hey what's wrong?" kaitlin asked.

" stuff."

" . Hey coffee for her," she told one of the male bartenders.

"on it. She looks cold," he said.

"yeah she is."

I wondered what was taking smoker guy so long.