Damned with Love- Chapter 3—Broken
As he stepped in the room, Marin rose from his bed and went to the slightly shorter male. He looked at him with a pitiful expression. Maybe thankful for the help but it was clear that Sebastian was reluctant about coming to him. On the other hand, Sebastian was trying his best to hide the shame he was feeling. A shame that burnt deep. He, the Mighty Prince Malphas, sex toy for no less than a vampire.
"Thank you Sebastian…I appreciate…"
"Let's get over with it. Do as you please with me…
The words left Sebastian's mouth leaving a bitter taste behind, making him feel worse than before. He has willingly accepted his humiliation and beckoned the vampire to do as he so pleases with his body. No promise of safety could make him feel safe though. The man before him had absolute and irrevocable power over him through the contract that lay on the junction between his neck and shoulder. Even if there was the term "favour" previously used to describe the situation he is currently in, this man could just order him around and he wouldn't be able to say "no".
It seemed that somehow Marin has just seen through his head and, putting a hand on Sebastian's shoulder, straightened and fixed his expression to match his words, to make the statement clear.
"Sebastian, if there is something that you do not approve, you are to speak and tell me to stop. I have no intention to rape you. If you are doing this willingly, anything you do not give your consent for will be immediately ceased."
"That sounds easy for you now, but while in the act? Isn't it painful to have a throbbing erection and your partner to say "fuck off, I'm out", leaving you unsatisfied? Don't you just feel the need to finish first then let them go?"
"No. A "no" is a no, no matter my state. Ask Claude about how he was hurting, didn't say a word and I was willing to pull out just to no further hurt him. Even though he didn't protest. He groaned, it was obvious the pain, and I wanted to stop."
Sebastian pondered the newly received information. A safety blanket known as human conscience was draped over his shoulders. Marin was not born in Hell, so his humanity beckoned him to treat others correctly. The little reassurance worked for him, as his stiff shoulders relaxed. He looked at the vampire again, determined to get things done and run.
"Come here." He beckoned Sebastian and pulled him closer by the tie. Shocked but nonetheless compliant, Sebastian let himself be pulled closer until his body collided with the other man. Slightly shorter suddenly became outright short. Or so it seemed for Sebastian, as he looked up (please take note, he raised his head 5 degrees to look up) and felt tiny. "Little red ridding hood, this ain't going to be good!" Sebastian thought as he realised that Marin was in for a kiss.
Marin started kissing the demon sweetly as he hugged him tight to his body. Compared to him, Sebastian's body seemed somehow feminine, the way his slacks hugged his hips and not just dressed his hips, gave him this wild idea that the demon was keeping his tailcoat opened because the damn garment would hug his beautiful waist. He hasn't seen it yet, but his mind already mapped it.
Sebastian didn't seem to respond to the kiss at first, but soon, he gave in, and as that happened Marin took the liberty to touch Sebastian's body more, touching properly, without scaring the demon too much. The last thing he wanted was for the demon to go rigid again. He had no awesome fetish for necrophilia… He pulled away from the kisses to find Sebastian with his eyes closed and hands shyly clutching his shirt on the sides.
Feeling himself disconnected from the kiss, Sebastian opened his eyes slowly, red met brown, and he started trembling. Marin proceeded with this in taking his clothes off and let Sebastian do the same to himself. He figured it was already getting difficult for Sebastian; he didn't want to stress him more. After all, no matter who takes whose clothes off, they end up naked.
When he was done with his clothes Marin sat on the bed and looked at the demon, only to find him in his boxers and shirt, fidgeting. No good sign.
"I promise I won't hurt you…" what seemed to be the 3000th time he said it that night. But nonetheless, he behaved like a normal person, keeping himself polite towards the tormented demon. What an irony, a tormented demon…."Come here, Sebastian, I'll be gentle."
"I…" and the thought lost its trail. It seemed so pained and unsure, the sound he just emitted. But without further ado, he moved on the bed, near the vampire. He rested against the bedpost, searching for some support, not wishing to feel crushed by the vampire (emotionally speaking), and Marin started kissing him again. This time he gained permission to roam his mouth.
Sebastian slightly relaxed in the man's embrace, as expert violin-playing hands caressed him and pushed away the shirt, finally throwing it on the floor, out of harm's way. Also, Sebastian found himself wanting to touch Marin back. Like he's been reading his mind, Marin took Sebastian's hand and laid it on his neck, telling the devil he's free to touch too. He also leaned to his ear and whispered.
"Do as you please with me too. If you want to feel me, go ahead. This is your night too…"
"Y-Yes my Lord…" a ghostly reply came, as Marin's lips landed graciously behind the demon's ear, making him shiver at the feeling. How long has it been? No woman ever dared take initiative, even though he beckoned them all the time, so this move was foreign for him. It's been long since he's last been with a man, few centuries quite…
"No. Not "My Lord", call me by my name. Say it, I want to hear you."
"Yes, M-..Marin…
They resumed kissing, and Sebastian got excited at the ministrations forced onto him. He could feel himself growing hard only from the touch of that tongue (what a sinful tongue…) and warmth spread through all his body. His hands were everywhere on Marin's body, delighted by what he felt. Toned body, very nicely sculpted, and damn, had Sebastian yet to admit, the man looked good.
Marin descended with his mouth on Sebastian's collarbone, chest and nipples. Overwhelmed, the demon moaned, sighed and pulled the man more on him as he pleasured his body, pulling at his short hair to stop and at the same time go further.
The vampire got the hint and moved closer to the aching point. He slowly took off Sebastian's boxers and leaned again to kiss him. A very blunt question hit Sebastian with a force that could move mountains.
"Would you like a blowjob?"
"What?!" Outraged? Duh! What an audacity! Besides the fact that it was all the way improper and sinful, it was highly desired! No one dared ask him such a thing! Even Hell had its etiquette. But also, he generally wasn't the one to take it up his ass.
"Doesn't matter" and he went back to Sebastian's throbbing cock and gave it a soft, long lick. It was quite an impressive length…it had it's outstanding beauty, just like the whole sculpture that was Sebastian's body, pale just like marble, adorned with a soft blush on the cheeks and a subtle red to the top of his manhood. Very short pubic hair, just to make a difference from Michelangelo's "David". But "David" it's the epitome of manliness while Sebastian, was the epitome of sinful beauty, beyond the labels of feminine and masculine.
His eyes scanned the body thoroughly. Curvy hips, slim waist, well defined abs, but a soft to touch, not so rigid as Claude's. His pectorals were beautifully sculpted, not to small but not too big either. A lean body, indeed. The legs on the other hand…such feminine but strong legs, not a touch of hair, not a single flaw…he was though sure that if Sebastian didn't want something, those strong tights could kill him for sure.
For a while, Marin observed Sebastian closely. By mistake he once interrupted the demon from stretching his body on the stair's railing, where he was practicing ballet moves. And Hell, he knows what a ballerina can do with her tights. Even with her toes. But the grace of Sebastian's moves remained on his retina. It also meant that the demon was extremely flexible. He couldn't wait to take him…
Sebastian interjecting at the soft lick he just gave to his manhood has woken him up from his reverie… Of course that only made him take the demon fully in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the hard shaft, sucking then sweetly
In that moment, Sebastian knew that Marin was not a bad man. He wanted to be equals in bed. This pleased Sebastian greatly, as the man was doing such a great job with his mouth that almost made him forget who was doing that to him. Sebastian arched his back as the pleasure increased. Damn it felt too good! And it's been so long too! A very fast building pressure caught Sebastian's attention though. It was clearly his orgasm coming up…
"Please, stop!…" and Marin almost stopped but then heard the rest of the sentence…" I'm gonna come…" and Marin resumed the sucking with more vigour, pumping the shaft and occasionally grazing it with his teeth only to hear that ecstatic moan.
With one last lustful glance from Marin, Sebastian couldn't take it anymore and came forcefully in his Master's mouth. Oh, disgrace…
"Aaaaah…A…Mhhhh…" was all that Sebastian could say…
"We're not done yet…" came a reply from somewhere around, more precisely, over his chest, where Marin had repositioned himself and grinned up at the demon that was slowly regaining composure.
"Uhmmmmmmm…" Sebastian moaned tiredly. Suddenly, he felt something wet pocking at his entrance. Marin was preparing him with his lubricated (?) fingers. He tensed at the intrusion and winced in pain, and Marin tried his best to make him relax. He prepared Sebastian for a while and the demon finally adjusted to the new feeling.
"You think you're ready?" Marin asked the crow demon beneath him. Sebastian nodded and Marin proceeded with the act. He took of his underwear and lubricated his cock abundantly, to make sure not to hurt Sebastian.
He massaged Sebastian's body to relax and slowly inserted himself in the tight hole. Sebastian gave a pained cry and pulled the man into a kiss, to take his mind from the pain. A single teat rolled down his cheek, and Marin kissed it away.
They stayed there for what seemed like forever before Marin moved. His thrusts were slow at first, but as Sebastian's moans of pleasure grew, he sped up a bit. The feeling of someone moving inside him overwhelmed Sebastian again. He begged the man to go faster and he did. He started pounding vigorously into his tight heat. When Marin found his prostate, he was on a dead line.
"There!" a mindless cry left his mouth. He has been discovered. The man complied and hit it again with a frightening precision.
Sebastian dug his black nails into the man's back. The adrenaline, the pleasure…it felt soooo good for him. He was panting and moaning endlessly, being given such a good treatment. Few seconds passed and Sebastian came hard on his stomach and Marin came within him, then collapsed on top of him. Sebastian was breathing heavily with the other's body on him. He felt good yet guilty.
"Sebastian" came a shaky question.
"Yes…?"
"Don't tell anyone. And return here tomorrow." Insatiable…indeed.
"Then I will take my-"
"No. Stay here a bit more…"
"Okay…"
And he stayed there, with his master on his chest, breathing slowly. Both recovered from the tiring activity. It felt wrong on so many levels. This man was getting married, this man was his Master, this man asked a favour not gave an order and yet, somehow this man forced him to sleep with him.
He stayed there one more hour and then got out of the bed, followed by his Master's gaze, as he got dressed. More shame. Then left without being seen and returned to his room. When he thought he's fine and done, in his room, he was greeted by Claude, with his eyebrows raised at an unnatural angle…
"What the HELL happened?" he asked angry and confused.
"Nothing. I hope the pun's intended…"
"Are you stupid? I can SMELL him on you. What did he do to you?" well, a concerned Claude is never a good Claude, because he's always ready for scandal. The way Claude looked at him, it seemed he would just barge in Marin's room and beat the shit out of him if words like "he raped me" ever left Sebastian's mouth.
"Nothing." He said again, irritated. Did he really want to know?
"Don't give me that shit!" angry and concerned. Bad combination.
"I SAID NOTHING HAPPENED!" touchy-feely…yeah, a bit rash for "nothing happened". "What do you want to hear? That he fucked me? That he…" and he broke…"…used me as a toy for his greedy needs? That I went so low as to give my body for his pleasure?"
"Sebs…this body was…" he said remembering the devil has been reborn 2 years ago and the body was…
"Virgin…yes. I now realise that is why it feels and felt so wrong…" and suddenly woke up in Claude's arms, held tight, head on his chest.
"It's over now…hush…"
"No…it ain't. It will happen until he gets married."
"Oh, that is not fair!"
"I agreed on it. Don't tell him you know…"
"If anything happens, if you need anything, come to me first." He said in a very serious tone.
"You ain't my father…" he said amused at how Claude behaved like a father.
"Yeah, but sure he wouldn't like to hear about this…"
"I bet on that too. But a contract it's a contract…"
"Sebastian. This is not something he would order. And you said you agreed. It was a favour. You can still turn it down."
"It's not going to be every night, right?" he hoped so…
"His appetite is pretty insatiable…he remembers me of a devil but…if you will tell him that every night is a bit too much…he will understand. After all, you invest the most in this favour."
"Right. If anything shall happen, I'll come to you first."
"Right, so that I can beat the shit out of him and knock some sense back into him. Good night, Sebastian.
"Bye, Claude…"
"That son of a bitch! If Lucifer would hear of this,…!" he yelled as he entered Hunter's room, expecting to find her in the bathroom.
"Claude baby, you're okay? What to hear Lucifer of? Who's the son of a bitch?"
"Your wonderful Angel, my master, is a son of a bitch! He talked Sebastian into sleeping with him until he's married! Because of course he would not stay without sex 2 months!"
"HE WHAT? IF LUCIFER WOULD…"
"But he won't! Cause Sebastian wants me to shut up about it. And as a good friend I will shut the fuck up. He can deal with it. After all, he is in control. If he says 'no more', Marin won't have any choice but to say "goodbye".
"Offfff…and we're supposed to shut up then?"
"Yeah…Let's go to sleep. I am so angry. If I discuss this more I'll probably kill someone. Marin preferably."
Great. Now Claude knew. It's just not fair how his life is.. First he became a slave, later a sex toy, and last some sort of pitiful victim. In his mind there was nothing but hurt. Used, useless but at leas he was required. Better than a useless servant. To whom would Marin go if he were not there anymore?
Gaby was sitting at her desk when she decided what to do. Damn, that book had to be right just every single time? She didn't like the situation either, but couldn't stay and watch it happen. She won't allow him to get hurt. Not only because there would be just a big ass devil king knocking down her door for explanations, but because it was not fair towards him.
"Faust…" she called to the enslaved demon, now her personal butler.
"Yes, Your Highness." He stepped in the room at once.
"Call Sebastian in here."
"So it happened."
"Don't pretend you didn't know. Your spiders are everywhere."
"Privacy is a matter I do not care much for. Safety on the other hand is a priority."
"Ha, that sounded just like me…"
"I will call him right away."
And he came. Something told Sebastian that Gaby was not in her best mood, something was bothering her rather obviously. But he complied. What could've possibly happened?
"Oh, please Sebastian dear, take a seat." Not good. She used endearments.
"What's wrong your Lordship?"
"What has Marin done to you last night?" she asked so casually like it was absolutely normal that she knew that.
"Nothing." There we go again."
"He raped you, it was against your will…"
"I went there fully aware of what was going to happen. I agreed to it."
"You accepted it? Why?"
"If I am doing this, I will no longer be useless. He will need me. At least 2 months I will be useful."
"So it just doesn't matter that your dignity just disappeared. Keep my words in mind; I don't want your Daddy barging in here saying "Who the hell did that to my son, with pun intended!"
"He won't. I promise."
"Good. If you are sure you can handle it, I will let you. Free to go."
"Yes, Your Lordship." And he left.
"But that doesn't mean I will not do something about Marin though. I will make sure to put an end to this."
"Wouldn't this mean that you will hurt Sebastian by rendering him useless again?" asked Faust, appearing suddenly near her.
"It's for the best."
"I heard that before. You sure are no relative to Lucifer?"
"Not that I know of. But if I stay to think, the things we passed through, might make us alike…."
"Very well. Do as you think. But don't get angry when I'll say 'I told you'
at the end"
"I will go talk to that bastard. Make sure Irina is not around when I do so. Maybe we can avoid this becoming a scandal."
"Yes your Highness."
After all, she just wanted to save Sebastian…