The fire.
There is just something about the fire.
Sometimes I find her sitting in front of one of the fireplaces, the most secluded one she can find, burning the newspapers filled with speculation about her and Yamatai.
I can understand the satisfaction, I cannot understand the fascination.
She just sits there, staring, for hours on end, even if there are just smoking ashes left.
Maybe the fire makes her forget, I realize one day when I find her there again, and then nausea swirls in my stomach.
Or maybe, maybe it makes her remember.
