I hate being weak in front of her.
And no it's not because of pride or wanting to impress Lara or my foolish promise to never be the damsel again.
I just know that every time I need her, she'll be there. My rock, my fortress, my everything.
But she shouldn't be. At least, I think so.
I'm pretty sure the amount of time we spent together is unhealthy for anyone not considered newlyweds.
I don't think married life would suit Lara. It just seems so… mundane. Like, she's supposed to do great things and be all independent and strong and…
And I don't fit in that picture, do I?
She's my rock, but I'm her ball and chain.