Author's note: well i didn't do it. i couldn't stand the thought of hurting sasuke like that but i kinda never intended for it to go as far as it did but if any one has any comments or reviews please do so.

naruto belongs to masashi kishimoto, not little old me

white, thats what sasuke first saw when he opened his eyes. ' am i in a hospital ,what happened?' he thought and then remembered Everything, the whipping, sucking, biting 'oh god' he started shaking uncontrollably crying and then warmth hit him. " it's ok sasuke your safe, i- i rescued you from that man" naruto said with a voice that spoke volumes. he was hugging sasuke trying to comfort him and to sasuke it was like the sun itself was wrapping around him in a orange hue. "i- thank you naruto" sasuke whispered so softly but he truly was so thankful to naruto who was able to protect the last thing precious within him. sasuke even though he didn't look it wanted his first time to be with whom he truly loved and he wanted that person to love him just as much. and he almost lost it but naruto, the boy he called idiot, the deadlast, and... and the boy he loved. was able to save him just in time and even though naruto will never love him ( he thinks naruto "loves" saukra (a girl)) he would promise silently to naruto to never love anyone else for as long lived. he would silently give this gift to naruto, his heart, but the blonde will never find out, but he would do it and sasuke raised his arms and hugged naruto as softly as he could breathing in the smell of spice and ramen only the blond could emit.

naruto was surprised when sasuke put his arms around him but gladly welcomed them. he was able to smell the exotic smell that only sasuke could produce a heavenly smell that had a mix of strawberries, vanilla and something else that made him want to simply devour sasuke. he looked at sasuke's face maybe for the first real time to inspect sasuke's face, ' he's.. absolutely stunning, white cream-filled skin, cherry lips, long thick eyelashes' naruto gulped with need but refused to do that to sasuke after what happened and it didn't matter anyway the beautiful boy would never love someone like him. but naruto promised in his lonely thought's that as long as he lived he would protect sasuke whether he wanted it or not. he never went back on promise and- a knock made sasuke and naruto come out of their thought's and untangled their arms form each other.

" oh sasuke I'm glad your up, you were asleep for 3 days you know, but i need to talk to you alone" the third hokage said tired and sad for the boy for what had happened to him. naruto didn't want to leave but sasuke would probably kick him out. " no um naruto stays here" sasuke said while grabbing one of naruto's wrist. the other occupants of the room were surprised but the hokage thought that since naruto saved him he would be most comfortable with him around." alright you can stay naruto" the third hokage said. " my deepest apologies goes to sasuke for the pain you had to go thru on that mission, but my medics healed you in time for the cuts not to scar" naruto breathed a sigh of relief" but after what you went through it might be a good idea if you want, a person that can talk to about what happened" " no! i don't need that" sasuke said as he didn't want a therapist, as long as naruto was there he can heal, he just hoped when naruto would fall for someone else, he would at least talk and train with sasuke for a little. it would break him, thinking of naruto being with someone else already made his chest hurt and eyes to sting with tears." are you sure sasuke?" the third asked."yes i don't need that, when will i be released?" sasuke asked still holding onto naruto's wrist. " alright if that's what you want sasuke, and in two days you will be released" the third sighed hoping sasuke would heal. and the third left without another word.