Okay hey guys.. I'm sorry to say this, but I'm not writing the story anymore. I am so happy that a lot of you have supported me, you made this story a favourite, and you were always subscribing to me. Hell you were so patient with me when I didn't update right away. But I cannot keep doing the story, I do not think any of you knew this, but I am visually impaired (legally blind) and I am at college now, I have been balancing both my studies there and writing the story. Plus I have Paralympic training for 2016 Rio Games in track and field and midterms.
It has become too much pressure, and it's time for me to say good bye... Goodbyes are so hard for various reasons and just writing this, I'm almost crying.. Fan fiction is not just where you can read stories...(now the tears are coming) No.. It's a place where we can fangirl/fanboy over our favourite characters either in a movie, book, television show anime, and whatever else where we do not get judged. We are also a family; a very messed up family but that is perfectly okay because in the long run, what family is perfect?
Please do not hate me, or anything like that but I love you guys so much and I seriously hate leaving you on a cliffhanger, but sadly that is how it is going to be.. Now I know I am getting all emotional but who isn't? This trilogy has been like my baby for the past what? 2 years? And you wanna know the reason why it kept going for 2 years? It was because of you; the fans. Now I am sure I speak for almost every writer on fanfic and regular books, we write more and more because you guys believe in us and that is why I kept on writing even when I didn't want to. So before I leave this story, I want to write the lyrics from Hunter Hayes. It's called Cry With You as well as Let It Go from Frozen.
"When you try not to look at me
Scared that I'll see you hurting
You're not hiding anything, no
And frankly it's got me worried
Nobody knows you better than I do
I keep my promises, I'm fighting for you
You're not alone
I'll listen till your tears give out
You're safe and sound, I swear that I won't let you down What's hurting you I, I feel it too I mean it when I say When you cry, I cry with you, with you
I'm not going any place
I just hate to see you like this
No, I can't make it go away
Oh, but keeping it inside won't fix it
I can't give you every answer that you need But I wanna hear everything you wanna tell me
You're not alone
I'll listen till your tears give out
You're safe and sound, I swear that I won't let you down What's hurting you I, I feel it too I mean it when I say When you cry, I cry with you, oh Yeah, I cry with you
You need love tough enough to count on
So here I am
You're not alone
I'll listen till your tears give out
You're safe and sound, I swear that I won't let you down What's hurting you I, I feel it too I mean it when I say When you cry, I cry I mean it when I say When you cry, I cry with you, oh You're not alone, oh no, baby."
"The snow glows white on the mountain tonight not a footprint to be seen. A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen. The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside. Couldn't keep it in. Heaven knows I tried.
Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always have to be. Conceal, don't feel. Don't let them know. Well now they know!
Let it go, let it go. Can't hold it back anymore. Let it go, let it go. Turn away and slam the door. I don't care what they're going to say. Let the storm rage on. The cold never bothered me anyway.
It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small. And the fears that once controlled me, can't get to me at all! It's time to see what I can do, to test the limits and break through. No rights, no wrongs. No rules for me. I'm free!
Let it go, let it go. I am one with the wind and sky. Let it go, let it go. You'll never see me cry! Here I'll stand and here I'll stay. Let the storm rage on.
I power flurries through the air and to the ground. My soul is spiralling in frozen fractals all around. And one thought crystallises like an icy blast. I'm never going back. The past is in the past!
Let it go, Let it go! When I rise like the break of dawn. Let it go, let it go. That perfect girl is gone. Here I'll stand in the light of day, let the storm rage on. The cold never bothered me anyway."