Hey guys! I'm back with updating stories. I found the first journal as well as having the new journal.
So I'm adding the previous chapters that I had in my old journal before the entries that are in my new journal. And, maybe, mashing them in between.
Edited: November 16th, 2017
August 21st, 3235 C.E.
Dear Ashley Rose,
Sometimes I wonder what you see in me. Do you only want me because I saved you? Or because I'm a complete asshole to you?
You deserve better than me… I never meant to hurt you… Or say the things that I said…
Why do you love me when I don't deserve you?
Why must I be so selfish to want you, something that I can't have?
You're so kind, caring, sweet, loving, angelic… While I'm mean, hateful at the world, saying hurtful things, a complete jealous asshole, evil.
I love you but I feel like I shouldn't.
It was wrong of me to act the way I did…
Pushing Ashworth because he was touching you…
I wish I could take back those words…
You are not, nor will ever be, my "love-sick, bitchy-ass fan-girl."
You mean way too much to me for me to lose you now…
Love you until eternity ends,
Shadow the Hedgehog
P.S. If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me.