The last update for the night. And probably for awhile. Since I reallyhave to get to my room... And I'll write some more chapters later on. I promise you.
I hope you're enjoying the updates for a long forgotten story that I haven't written in three years.
However, I have been writing a jacksepticeye fanfic on my deviantart account.
If you wanna find me, look up Amyrose98005 on deviantart. You can see the title cover for my new story and read the first chapter.
Edited: November 16th, 2017
September 6th, 3235 CE
Dear Shadow the Hedgehog,
First off, I'm surprised that you even listened in on mine and Amy's conversation. I'm sure that you know how bad it is to eavesdrop. However, I'm glad that you took the advice about the letters.
I know that you're not a "bad guy," like you said in your first letter, Shadow. If anything, you're my hero. The hedgehog of my dreams. I couldn't ask for a better soul-mate than you.
I forgive you for what you said. I know I'm not your "love-sick, bitchy-ass fan-girl." I want you for who you are, Shadow. I always will. You are, and always will be, my everything.
Besides, you're anything but evil. Yes, you sometimes can be a jackass, but its mostly because something had annoyed you earlier in the day.
I don't even know what I saw in him. I wish I had a clue. I guess it was because he had black fur like yours. I had actually tried to paint his quills white just so I can see a resemblance of you in him. But, reading how jealous you were was really sweet and cute.
I'm definitely surprised to hear that he was cheating on me with somebody else! Like, what the hell?! I gave him my loyalty and love to him! I didn't cheat on him one bit! And with Rouge the Slut, none the less?! I hope he gets STIs.
Its sweet that you only went to school for me. Admittedly, I only went to school for you. To see you everyday in the hallways. Even when I was with Ashworth, I only looked at you. I am sure that the gang will let you sit with us, too.
Also, don't be trying to lose weight again! You looked thin when I had confronted you! You need to eat and I will make sure that you eat until you've gained a healthy amount of weight again. Don't need my Shads getting sick.
You already know, but I'll reiterate it again. Yes, he did abuse me. And I didn't dump his ass because I wanted to believe that he was a decent guy that just needed a chance at love. I don't need to feel fear because I have the strongest hedgehog in the world to protect and love me.
He expected me to pay for certain items that he wanted. When I didn't have my wallet on me, he would pay and then tell me that I need to make it up to him. Nothing bad happened at night. I promise.
And he is too stupid to be a pimp.
I truly do know that you had the best intentions for me. Thank you for following me and showing that there is a guy out there who actually loves me for me. Not for my body.
Which brings me to the hardest topic of all… Ashworth raping me… It still is scary to this day… I'm afraid that he might break in and just… Rape me while I'm asleep… I had been saving myself for you… Which I think Ashworth knew about and wanted to get to me first before you could… That's what scares me most of all… It hurt beyond belief…
It was wrong of him to do that to me… Nobody should be a victim of rape. I did tell the principal what Ashworth did. I hope that you don't mind that you'll be sent to the principal's office as a witness to Ashworth beating me… I also know that you, Amy and the gang believed me without a second thought… I never lied to you guys so why do I have to lie about the traumatizing thing that has happened to me…
I like Andy Black and Black Veil Brides myself. Their song, Nobody's Hero, got me through what Ashworth did to me…
I wasn't trying to make you jealous, which I think is totally sweet of you to worry about me like that. But, I broke up with him this morning, by the way.
And you do deserve me more than Ashworth. Because you know more about me than he does.
Like you know that my favorite colors are black, red and pink. And that my favorite meal is a bacon cheeseburger with a side of fries. And that my favorite hobbies are writing, drawing and reading.
You've been around me longer than him. Making you my perfect match.
Anyways, I love you. Please don't forget that.
And I'm not mad at you for following me. You were looking after me and were using your best intentions for me.
Which, again, I think is sweet as hell.
Ugh! Amy won't shut up! She keeps rambling on that "everything is falling into place." So annoying… But, she's my sister. And I love her dearly.
Still don't want her near Sonic, though. He's an egotistical jerkwad that hurts Amy's feelings every time he runs off. Some people think he's being shy, but he's a womanizer! He doesn't care about Amy's feelings! He even sometimes play off her emotions after he saves her from utter destruction!
I'm eager to see you tonight, though! The date you planned will be perfect. No matter what!
I'll hand you this letter when you come to pick me up. Just don't read it until you get home.
Love you until eternity ends,
Ashley M. Rose
P.S. I don't want anyone else to have your heart, kiss your lips, or be in your arms because that's only my place.