Blackness.

Intense heat.

Whispered voices.

Thousands of needles pricking my skin.

I can't concentrate on anything. The pain is unbelievable. I now understand why no one wanted me to go through this, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Well maybe Mike but only if I get to kill him afterwards. Strike that only if I have someone rape, beat and torture him before changing him and then I get to kill him afterwards. Shit did it just getter hotter in here. Fuck did the Major light a fire under my ass after biting me?! Again with the needles and now my heart is beating even faster, hell I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack before I survive the change. Is that even possible?

Whispered voices again and darkness. Is the Major here? Or Char or Peter? Oh shit, Angela. I forgot to warn the Major. He better not feed on her or I'll light a flame under his ass if she is harmed in anyway.

Is that a cricket chirping? Was that the leaves blowing? A twig just snapped, did they take me outside? The pain seems to have dulled a bit but my heart is still hammering on. I can hear the whispers again. Be quiet damn heart I want to hear who they are talking about. Damn now I'm talking to my own heart like it's going to answer me back.

"She's so quiet and still, Did I fuck it up?"

"No, she's just not normal. Oh and she's not going to be a normal newborn either. Wish I could give you more info brother but that's all I know right now."

Ah Peter and Jasper are talking. At least I think it's Jasper, he sounds sweet and worried. If it were the Major I believe he would sound more tense and angry.

"Look at her Jasper, she's so beautiful already and the change isn't complete yet. She has already gained two maybe three inches. Her hair is longer and has red highlights, her curves are fuller. And her scent, it's actually more intense."

Ah I knew Char was a closet BI. I'll have to remember that and tease her later.

"But I can't feel her anymore. She always had such intense emotions and now there's nothing. Is she angry with me for changing her like that?" Jasper whined.

"If she's angry it's the Major and not you. You're a possessive ass when in Major mode." Peter commented.

"Tell me about it, once I had that first kiss I didn't let her more than a three feet from me and she was always in my sight." Jasper replied while pacing the floor.

Man they need to fix the floor boards. Whatever Jasper's wearing makes a lot of noise when he fidgets. I'll have to tell him to use more fabric softener. Three feet, HA. He constantly had a body part touching me at all times. I don't believe he was ever not touching me. And what glorious body parts there are. Aaaah. Concentrate Bella, you're supposed to be scooping on the conversation at hand while you roast alive.

"Hey! I felt that. Bella baby are you in there listening? I'm so sorry baby, I know it hurts but it will be over soon. One more day Darlin'." Jasper cooed into my ear. I could feel his cool hand on my arm.

"You felt her? What did you feel?" Peter questioned.

"A fuckton of lust, embarrassment, shock then it was gone again."

"But no pain, no anger?" Peter questioned.

"No pain but she does feel a ton of heat." Jasper whispered.

"See I knew she was going to be different. She roasting her giblets right now, is not screaming, can concentrate on a specific emotion and shut it down. My knower shit tells me she is going to be an amazing vampire." Peter stated.

"Bella baby, I want you to know that Char is looking after Angela right now. She was a bit upset that you didn't come to her room in the morning and I had to use my gift on her to keep her calm but she can't wait to see you again. She says to take her to your friend Jake, she doesn't want anything to do with her parents anymore. You can talk to her later about that. " Jasper said.

"Bean here isn't going to have a problem being around Angela when she wakes but Angela may have a problem being around her. Sorry I can't explain that further." Peter added.

"Cryptic bastard."

That's what I said!

"That's what Bean called me!" Peter huffed.

I of course would be laughing up a storm if I wasn't roasting alive or dead or undead. Whatever the hell I'm doing right now.

"Hey sweets, I felt that too. Thank you for allowing me to feel you again, I was worried."

"What did she feel this time?" Peter asked.

"Amusement in you. She thinks it's funny that we both called you a 'cryptic bastard'." Jasper laughed.

"Well he is one." Char chimed in.

"Hey now woman, do you want to be cut off?"

"Please you know I can outlast you anyday!" Char countered.

They're just so damn cute you want to box them up and stick them in your coat pocket.

"Bella baby, I need to feed. Char and Peter will stay with you and I'll be back in a few hours. I love you Darlin'." Jasper said as he walked away from me.

I heard what sounded like a vibration of a phone on silent and then Jasper cussed.

"Shit. Fuck. Damn. I knew I forgot to do something."

I said those same words the other night but for different reasons. Shit, again Bella concentrate on this room and Jasper. Who's calling him?

"What do you want?" Jasper spat the words and you could feel the anger rolling off of him. Then I heard HER.

"Is that anyway to talk to your wife?"

"EX-WIFE and I'll talk to you anyway I please bitch. Again I say what do you want?"

"I just wanted to check on you. I was searching and you disappeared from my visions a couple days ago." She whined.

"Fascinating but I don't have time for you so fuck off. Why are you even looking for me anyway? Isn't Edward enough for you? Just tell Prudeward to get that stick out of his ass and to tie you up already."

"Jazzy, you know that he is more than capable of making me feel good. Why just the other night after we took down a buck together he –"

"Goodbye psycho, don't bother calling this number back I'll have a replacement in the morning." He said and then he crushed the phone.

"So what pray tell did you forget to do brother?"

"Forgot to get a new phone. Shit I gotta go feed, Bella I'll be back soon." Jasper shouted as he ran down the hall.

Pfft. Like I'm gonna go anywhere! Men, sometimes I wonder what they're actually good for besides sex.