Sorry guys forgot to say in Chapter 1 there will be a few songs in as well. Taylor swift, Back street boys and West life.
Did Jane do something wrong for Maura to forgive her?
Somebody's phone rang pulling Jane out of her daydreaming,
So much to say
But where do I start
Would you listen if I spoke from the heart?
Its simple things
That keep us apart
She looked across to Maura. Maura looked at Jane with sadness in her eyes. Jane tried to apologise with her eyes but Maura looked away and focus on the lecture again.
"Can somebody answer that phone?"
"Sorry Mam it's my mother Jason shouted."
They all broke out in laughter.
"Ok that's enough back to Stalin".
Jane and Maura shared two classes together History and Anatomy. That's where they become class friends. Jane wanted to spend every minute with Maura but knew she couldn't. She was afraid of what the guys might say not that she really cared but she didn't want to embarrass Maura as they already think she is weird.
A few times during class Jane tried to get Maura's attention but to no avail.
When the bell went Jane was packed and out of the class waiting for Maura. As Maura come out the door Casey pulled Jane to the side giving her a rose, "Jane this made me think of you". Jane didn't know what to do as the students in the corridor went "ah that's so cute, wish my boyfriend would do that".
Jane wished the earth would open and swallow her in. Why is it every time she tries to connect with Maura something happens? The universe has it out for her.
"Hi Maura" Casey greeted.
"Oh hi Casey if you excuse me I have to get to my next class".
Off Maura went looking back at Jane over her shoulder. Those eyes Jane thought to herself they will be the death of me.
"Thanks Casey but that wasn't necessary".
"Jane I haven't seen you all weekend and I just thought you will be happy to see me". We were supposed to spend the weekend together".
"I told you my assignment had to be in today and why the flower Casey. Remember what I said friends no dating"
"Come on Jane I know you like me and I like you so what do you say we give it a try".
Casey I'm going to be late for my next class chat later". Jane walked off to her next class still with the rose in her hand.
"Hey Evelyn thought I would brighten up your day".
"Hello Janie thank you so much you know nobody has ever given me flowers".
"Oh that's a shame Evelyn, this is to say thank you for always making photocopies when I need some". Evelyn was so happy sing away to her own tune.
Jane run to her next class. The rest of the morning went ok until lunch time. Jane didn't have the energy to face Casey and she had to sort things out with Maura. Shit Maura what must she have thought when she saw Casey giving her the rose. Jane saw Frankie at the cafeteria door hey bro waving him over.
"Hello sus so you and Casey dating now I heard of the roses and going down on one knee".
"Wow what shit it was one rose and I gave it to Evelyn. Bro no dating listen to me nicely Casey and Moi never going to happen and who told you that shit of going down on his knee?"
"Jane the school is full of it".
"Should have known, anyway have you seen Maura at all I need to talk to her".
"No sorry sus but if I see her I will tell her you looking for her". The next minute an announcement come through the loud speakers.
"A special congratulations to our new couple Casey Jones and Jane Rizzoli. We always knew it will happen was just a matter of time. Casey and Jane this song is for you"
We were both young when I first say you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
And say, "Hello,"
Little did I know….
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
And I Was crying on the staircase
Begging you, "Please don't go"
"Shit Frankie what am I going to do it's not like this at all. I promise you we not dating". Jane was close to tears. Frankie has never seen his sister like this.
"Ok Jane I believe you but why are you so upset with all of this".
"Maura how is Maura going to cope with this, I need to speak to Maura."
"Jane you really scaring me what is going on?"
"That the problem Frankie nothing is going on and she is going to think I like Casey and not her." That come out before she even realise what she said. By now the tears were rolling down Jane face.
"Jane go down to the parking lot I will be with you now". Jane listened to Frankie and walked down to the parking area. Frankie was next to her in seconds "come Frost will take you home, we will sort out your bike don't worry".
"Frankie what am I going to tell Ma she won't believe any of this shit".
"You right ok, go sit in Frost car we will sort the rest out."
Jane looked at Frankie "thanks bro I appreciate it". "No worries you my sister and I love you regardless of who you choose to love".
Sitting in Frost car Jane didn't know what to do or how to approach Maura that's if Maura would ever talk to her again. What's going on with me I have never lost control like this? I can't understand why I feel so guilty Maura doesn't even know I like her. No she must like me otherwise she won't be so unhappy Ag I hate life. Why does it have to be so flippen complicated
Jane closed her eyes for a few minutes but when she opened them it was 2 hours later. Sitting up in the seat again trying to focus on her surroundings she saw Maura walking to her car. Before she could even think straight she was out of the car calling Maura's name.
Maura continued walking to her car ignoring the voice calling her name. Opening her car door Jane grabbed the door before she could close it. "Hi Maur would it be ok if we can talk please I need to clear up a few things".
"Jane there is nothing to clear up you are a beautiful intelligent young women and you can date whoever you want Maura never looked at Jane. So if you can please excuse me I need to get home".
Jane was gobsmack at what Maura said and moved away from the door. Watching Maura pull away Jane was angry at herself for letting her go again. Walking over to Frost car to get the keys and return it to him. Jane mumbling to herself that's it "I'm going to set things straight with Maur. If it ends our friendship so be it."
"Jane, hey Jane Casey called her what happened to you after lunch are you ok?"
"Ye I'm ok, listen Casey what's this nonsense we dating and that song".
"Janie I don't know who told them, but you have to admit the song was cool".
"Seriously Casey I'm not joking stop with this dating business people can get hurt."
"Come on Jane we like each other."
"Yes Casey but not enough for me to date you, I like someone else".
"You what! Please don't tell me it's Giovanni, is it because he is Italian for heaven sakes Jane I can give you far more than him".
"Casey I value our friendship but before we regret what we say I'm leaving now"
"This isn't over Jane."
"Bye Casey" Jane walked to find her brother and Frost.
"Hey thanks Frost" she tossed the keys to him.
"Sure anytime Jane".
"You ok to ride your bike sis Frankie asked".
"Ye just have to make a pit stop before I go home". Frankie nodded must be Maura, he hasn't even thought about that fact that his sister and Maura like each other.