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Why do the Universe hate me so much I just can't get it right with Maura?
Jane was mad when Maura left, she couldn't go after Maura she had to go to football practice. If she knew she wasn't going to play in Saturday's game she would have gone after Maura.
"That was uncalled for Rizzoli Coach Camp screamed".
"Really Rizzoli did you have to hit him?"
"Since when do we play dirty Rizzoli"?
"Screw you Jason in fact screw you all Jane screamed back at the guys".
Coach Camp had enough of Jane's temper today "That it Rizzoli you out for Saturdays game and If you continue this behaviour you out for the season"
"What! You can't do this Coach"
"Well guess what Rizzoli I just did! Frankie take your sister home"
Frankie tried to play it cool "come sis think we'll call it a day.
Jane looked at her team - she messed up big time first Maura and now this.
Walking with Frankie off the field she turned around "Hey Derick I'm sorry for being an asshole".
Derick gave her thumbs up "you owe me big time Rizzoli big time" trying to stop his nose bleed.
"Got a lot on your mind sis"
"Frankie you don't want to know but the worse is Maura doesn't want to talk to me. All because I said yes to Casey"
"What to date him!"
"No are you nuts, to go with him to the pram as friends"
"Jane what's going on between you and Maura?"
"I wish I knew Frankie"
"Do you like her Jane like in really like her?"
"Yes I think I do". Jane didn't want to say she more than likes her.
"No Jane don't think, if you like her tell her but if you think you like her then it gives guys like Casey hope. I'm not saying you must stand on the roof top shouting it out but a girl likes to know she is the only one".
Ruffling Frankie's hair "When did you get so smart about girls".
"Watching you and talking to Ma"
"Thanks Bro"
Jane send Maura a voice note or two or three
Maura I know what I did was wrong I didn't want to hurt your feelings please just speak to me
2 minutes later
Maura please I beg of you just send me something that I know you still alive
1 minute later
For heaven sakes this is childish Maura please talk to me
30 seconds later
That's it Maura I'm coming over and if your parents are a sleep I will keep on knocking till they awake. Please talk to me
1 minute later
Ok Maura you safe for tonight my mother won't let me go out but I please need to talk to you pretty please
15 minutes later
It's me again I know you mad but please can you talk to you
Voice note from Maura
Jane go to sleep I will see you in the morning
Immediate reply
Maura is it to late to say sorry
I'm really sorry for hurting you
Sleep tight and I'm sorry Maura
Message from Maura
Goodnight Jane
Jane struggled to fall asleep. An hour later she got out of bed to do some push ups. Hoping it will make her tired.
"Jane lights off please tomorrow is school"
"Ja ma"
Jane was up before anyone else in the Rizzoli household. Leaving a note on her bed "Don't worry ma I haven't run away or failed a test but need to be early at school love you"
Angela always started with Jane as she took forever to get out of bed. Angela couldn't believe it when Jane was up in fact her bed was made and a note on top of her pillow. At first Angela had a terrible feeling when she saw the note. After reading the note, the love you brought a smile to Angela's face. "Wish it could be like this every day"
With that Frankie come pass "Don't know why she can't get up like all of us"
"She's up Frankie and left for school already".
"What did she wet the bed check ma". "Don't be silly Frankie she left a note need to be early at school"
"Never since when does Jane need to be early at school. Unless"
"Unless what?"
"Nothing ma"
"Frankie spit it out or you will be grounded for the rest of your life".
"You can't do that ma"
"Oh yes I can and will talk boy"
Frankie knew when Angela used that tone of voice he had to spill the beans. He told her what Casey did and that she was out of Saturday's game. If Angela ever had to be a detective he felt sorry for the person being interrogated by her cause right or wrong she makes you feel and look guilty.
"You sure that's all Frankie and don't lie to me". Come hell or high water he wasn't going to tell Angela about Maura.
"Ma I'm going to be late for school ask Janie"
"I will and heaven help you Frankie".
Jane went pass Maura's house, not sure if her parents were home and if they were it's not like she could tell them excuse me Mr & Mrs Isles I'm in love with your daughter and the asshole who keeps hurting her, so when she saw only Maura's car she was grateful for that.
Now to get Maura's attention she could do one of two things 1 Man up and knock on the front door or 2 throw little stones against her window. Maybe the second one sounds more romantic. The only problem Jane didn't know which window was Maura's and in any case there was no small stones.
Jane took a deep breathe walking up the porch but before she could knock the door opened. "Holy shit Jane shouted you will give me a heart attack".
"Language Jane. What are you doing here so early?"
"Hi Maura I want to apologise for yesterday and fix things"
"Jane just go I don't have the energy for this".
"Please Maura hear me out please Jane begged"
Maura looked at Jane "well since you made the effort to come pass so early come in".
Thanks
All Jane wanted to do was hold Maura close to her and never let go. "Can I make you some coffee?"
"Yes that will be great thanks"
"Jane what do you want from me?"
"I think you know Maura we want the same thing".
"No Jane I know what I want but you still deciding. I'm not going to be the girl you try it out with to see if you like girls or boys".
"Maur I will never do that I respect you to much". Jane walked around the table trying to hug Maura.
"Maura pushed Jane away no Jane you need to decide what you want"
"I have Maura I want you" Jane tried to hug Maura again.
"So what happened yesterday with Casey?"
Jane moved away
"Don't you see it Jane he won't stop until he made you his girlfriend. You some trophy to him"
"Maur I told him I will only accompany him as a friend nothing more I promise you".
"Did you ever think of me Jane who will I go with"
"Maura I'm sorry I never thought of that.
"You see Jane where do I fit in?"
Jane moved forward taking Maura into her arms lifting her head she cupped Maura's cheeks in her hands and with her thumb she touch Maura's soft lips. Jane moved forward Maura's eyes were closed. In slow motion Jane let her lips touch Maura's, it felt like a mountain was lifted of Jane's shoulders.
Jane pressed her lips a bit harder against Maura's waiting for Maura to allow entrance. Maura gave Jane the needed entrance. Neither of them could stop once they tasted each other. Thank goodness they needed oxygen.
Jane looked at Maura with so much passion "That's where you fit in Maura"
"What about Casey?"
"I was stupid to say yes to him, I just wanted him to stop nagging me, my focus is you Maura"
"Then you need to tell him you can't go with him".
"Maura we will work through this please don't let him come between us please. You the only one for me I promise". Jane tried to kiss Maura again
Maura stopped her "Before you have any more of this sort your issues out with Casey.
"I promise you I will Maur just one more kiss"
Maura gave Jane a kiss on the cheek.
"What was that? Jane pointing to her cheek"
"Casey Jane sort it out"
The day couldn't have gone better for Jane actually for both of them. Jane has never been so happy she couldn't stop smiling.
"Jane did you win the jackpot or something"
"You could say so Frankie".
"Well I would wipe that smile of Ma knows"
"Knows what Frankie did you open your big mouth"
"Jane you know Ma she makes you talk even if you don't have anything to say she will still make you say something"
Frankie told Jane what happened in the Rizzoli household this morning and she still had to break the news to Angela about Maura
"Shit what am I going to do, they will disown me if they know I like girls"
"I'm sure Ma will understand Jane just be honest with her and tell her how you feel about Maura"
"Why can't I just be happy for one day that's all I ask one flippen day is it to much to ask".
"Sorry sis" Frankie gave her a pat on the shoulder.
Jane wished the day was over not to go home but to see Maura just the two of them alone.
Jane waited for Maura at her car. "Hey beautiful"
"Hi Jane you ok?"
"Ye just some issues I need to sort out at home but nothing big to worry your pretty head over. Can I come pass your place now?"
"Sure Jane you always welcome want to ride with me?
"No I will follow you" Giving Maura a hug Jane followed her home.
Maura waited for Jane on the porch. Jane got off her bike walking towards Maura pulling her closer she looked into hazel eyes. "Maura I really like you a lot and I would like you to be my girl. But before you say anything I would like to take you on a date like it's supposed to be".
Maura looked back at intense brown eyes "Jane you sure this is what you want?"
"Maur this is what I want, I want to do this the right I know I should have waited with the kisses, but you drive me insane. So before I do something that we both won't be able to stop I'm going to go now." Jane kissed Maura on the cheek.
"Thank you Jane".
Jane winked at Maura "will text you beautiful".
Jane knew before she could do anything else she needed to clear things with Angela. "Hey Ma how was your day?"
"Hey Janie busy as always"
"Ma can we um you know"
"Yes Janie what's on your mind?" Jane didn't know why Angela had to make it so difficult Frankie already told her most of it.
"Ma I know Frankie spoke to you this morning regarding Casey and I promise you the Casey issue is sorted"
"Good I don't like him he is to forward and think his blue eyes can charm his way into your life"
"Ma there is something else. There is this person at school that I really like"
"Does this person have a name Jane?
"Uh that's the problem Ma the person does have a name" Jane's hands were sweating so much she didn't know what to do with them. "The person is um Jane looked down and whispered a she hoping Angela didn't hear.
"Jane speak up cause I don't know if my ears are deceiving me did you say you like a girl"
Jane looked up at Angela with tears in her eyes. "Yes Ma I like girls I'm sorry that I'm a disappoint to you and dad".
Angela didn't say anything she just held Jane. Even though Jane didn't like to be held she knew she needed this. They both cried holding each other Jane kept on apologising for being a disappointment. Angela tried to say its ok but Jane kept on crying.
After about half an hour of crying Angela lift Jane's head up looking her straight in the eyes. "Tell me Jane do you like her from your heart?"
"Ma I don't just like her I'm in love with her and this isn't just a phase I'm going through I have had feelings for her since the first time I've seen her"
"Ok Jane I believe if she makes you happy and you say you love her from the heart how can I stop you from love".
"Ma even if it's a girl?"
"Yes Jane even if it's a girl, I knew something was up when you had all these guy friends but none of them were more than a friend and you never really spoke about boys. Except for Giovanni".
"Sorry Ma".
"Jane don't ever apologies for loving someone".
"Thank you ma you will never know what it means to me, what about pops?"
"Don't you worry I will sort it out. Jane do you think you can invite this girl over for Sunday lunch and we can all meet her and maybe learn her name too?"
"I would really like that thank you ma" Jane got up from the table and went upstairs oh Ma her name is Maura
"The blond girl that brought you the package she is pretty"
"Ye ma it's her".
Hi Beautiful
Maura replied immediately
Hi Jane was worried about you are you ok?
Beautiful never felt happier in my life
Care to share why you so happy?
I told my ma about us
Oh Jane what did she say?
Well you invited to Sunday lunch with the Rizzoli's think you will be able to make it
Anything to be with you Jane
See you tomorrow Beautiful x0x0x
Goodnight Jane
Xox0
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