Rory walked into the room, "Hi"

Jess looked up "Hi" he sighed "I got tired of everything down there" he said picking off the lint from his knee.

Rory nodded and shut the door behind her "are we even aloud up here" she asked walking towards him. Jess stood up from the chair where it was situated in the corner of the room beside the window "Kyle was kind of discouraging it"

"If you're at a party you get what you get" Jess said.

"Yeah I guess" she said absentmindly. she reached up to Jess's face "Sad Boy" Jess leaned into her hand closing his eyes slightly and looked up "What wrong?" she asked removing her hand.

Jess held her hand "nothing is wrong"

Rory looked down "Something happened tell me?" Jess lifted her chin up "You're not tired of me are you?" Rory said

Jess shook his head and kissed her "stop" she said.

Jess licked his lip "I'm sorry" he said for the first time in his life.

Rory looked down and stepped back "Why won't you tell me what's wrong with you?" she said "You always do that; I don't know what I did?"

Jess put his hand in his pocket "Rory" he said before she could open the door.

Rory stopped "I need more than one syllable Jess"

Jess swallowed and turned round to look out of the window "I saw my father yesterday"

Rory shut the door "Oh"

Jess shrugged "He thinks he can show up after 18 years and expect me to run into his arms" he stuttered. Rory bit her lip; Jess crossed his arms "I had a bad childhood because he left Liz on the day i was born"

Rory walked towards Jess and hugged him behind his back "I can't take you to prom" he said Rory hid her face into his back "The town was right about me, I'm not good enough and I'm always going to the be the town hooligan"

Rory closed hers eyes "Jess, your past is a part of you" she stated "You've always been the one to say how it is and that's why I" she took a deep breath before saying the next two words "Love You" He sighed and held her hands tighter around him "I need you to talk to me more even though it's going to be hard"

Jess kissed her hand "Love you too" he said.

Rory sighed and opened her eyes "Hey" she said making him turn round, she hugged him round the shoulders "I want you to be able to talk to me and not be what everyone expects you to be" she explained "be the person that you are with me"

Rory put her hand on his neck and moved back a bit, kissing him on the lips and threading her fingers through his hair. Jess pulled her closer by the waist and kissed her back, Rory stood on her tiptoes as she deepened the kiss and pushed him down on the bed. They kissed each other until they ran out of breath; Jess placed his hand on her cheek and opened his eyes

"We got to stop" he said.

Rory opened her eyes and kissed him gently on the lips "No" she said, putting her hand beside his head "It's okay" she stated kissing him again.

Jess kissed her neck and rolled over trapping her body between the mattress and his weight, he pulled away "Are you sure?"

Rory looked up and nodded.

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Rory looked out of the bus as it comes to a stop, the people on the Bus moved to sit on the vacant seats. Rory looked round and spotted Jess sitting at the back. Their eyes met as Jess looked up. Rory let out a deep breath picking up her bag and walked to the back, "Hey" he said.

"Hey" he looked up.

"Can I sit?"

"Yeah sure" he looked beside him. Rory sat down and it was silent for a few seconds "I thought you got an earlier Bus" he asked.

Rory looked away from him "Yeah my first class got cancelled today" she replied. Jess Nodded, Rory licked her lips "Your leaving aren't you?" she asked looking at him. Jess looked down at the floor "Why didn't you tell me you were having problems? More problems than seeing your father and you not being to take to your prom"

Jess kept on looking down "I didn't want to put too much of a load on you. You're going to Yale and you don't need my problems on top of yours"

Rory looked out of the Bus as it approached her stop "this is my stop" she stated, Jess looked up and Rory kissed his cheek "I understand why you need to leave" she paused "You'll call won't you?" she asked. Jess nodded "Good" she picked stuffed her book in her bag and put it on her shoulder.

"I love you Rory" Jess whispered.

Rory put her hand on his cheek "I love you too Jess" she said and kissed him on the lips.

The bus stopped and she got up from the seat to get off. Jess glanced out of the window as she stepped onto the kerb and she looked up as the door as it closed behind her "you may love me but it's not enough for you to stay" she whispered.

The bus drove away.

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"Explain the win-win situation" Lorelai said as they walked back into the Chilton gates.

"Because it is" Rory was interrupted by her phone ringing. Lorelai held onto her cap while Rory rummaged around under her gown to her pocket, she answered the phone as they started to walk more in the school grounds "Hello" a second later she said hello again. She frowned slightly as she looked on the front of the phone to see a call id, there was none.

"You've been getting a lot of those recently" Lorelai stated with a puzzled look.

"I know" Rory said closing the phone.

The phone rang again "Hello" she answered looking up at Lorelai "Hello" she said again. She looked down and walked away into the school.

"Hello" there was silence on the phone she bit her Lip "Jess, is that you" she said into the phone and leaned on the wall "Jess, I'm pretty sure that it's you, I'm pretty sure it's you as you have been calling and wanting to say something" she sniffed "If you not going to talk, fine I'll talk" she stated.

"You didn't handle this situation well; you could have told me you were having trouble with not graduating school and about your father showing up. If you had of asked me to help you I would have because I was girlfriend and because no matter what I would not have had looked down at you. You've never been a disappointment to me until Kyle's party when you got mad at me for no reason. I listened to you and we had sex Jess, I was ready but" she sat down.

"You left again without saying goodbye. You didn't take me to my prom or come to my graduation. I'm going to Yale and I'm moving on because I'm not going to pine for you" she sighed "I hope you didn't think I was going to pine" she cried.

Rory took a deep breath "I think" she stuttered "I know that I love you but you" she wiped her tear away from her cheek and looked down "you've made me doubt everything"

Rory moved her hair out of her face and closed her eyes "So that's it, it's over for me" she stood and sighed "I wish that you were brave enough to stick around because my period is late and I think I may be pregnant" she finally said what she needed to say "I'm scared because I'm supposed to be going to Yale" she stated "I made the same mistake my Mum did, got pregnant by her boyfriend and i wish now that you are 18 you'll become the man your father wasn't" she sobbed.

"I'm not trying to guilt trip you into coming back but I want some closure. So, goodbye Jess. Goodbye is a stupid word but there it is, goodbye Jess" she sniffed and closed her phone.