Dear diary, I'm officially the mad hatter's slave and it's been three days since then. He's quite different I'll say that, but he's kind of nice. Well he's better than the auction managers that's for sure. The other day, after the auction he carried me home, because my feet were hurting after wearing heels for the whole day. But that doesn't mean my feeling towards him have changed. He's still the same smart ass psycho. See you soon! :-)
I'm sitting on the couch scrolling through netflix while he orders pizza for dinner. He comes back and sits next to me. "What do you wanna watch?" I ask.
"You can choose." He says leaning back against the couch.
"Okay, how bout a horror movie, it's been ages since I've seen one of those." I suggest.
"Hmm..." he says. I start a movie and halfway the pizza comes and I pause it on a really creepy bit. He gets up to answer the door and I'm all alone. Suddenly my mind starts thinking about the movie and I start freakin out. I try to think happy thoughts and divert my mind. "This is why I gave them up!" I say to myself frustrated. He fiinally returns and I breath out a sigh of relief. We eat the pizza and finish the rest of the movie. I know your probably thinking why I like watching horror movies if I get so scared after. And to be honest, it's because I love the mystery and thrill, especially the jump scares. I don't get scared ahile watching the movie but after I dunno why but I start freakin out and having nightmares. What ever enough about how crazy I am.
We go to bed and I can't sleep. Eventually I drift off...
I'm running through the woods faster and faster getting extremely out of breath and suddenly I see the deathly ghost like figure all dressed up in black. I turn round but trip on a grave. Suddenly a hand starts dragging me down burying me alive. I scream for help but no one comes.
"AAAAAHHH!" I scream in real life as I sit up in bed. Maddy wakes up and rubs his eyes sleepily.
"What's wrong with you?" He says coldly.
"I-I...I-I just..." I say panting, and dripping with sweat. He hands me a glass of water and I take it gulping down every last drop and then he gives me some more.
"You wanna talk about it?" He asks sitting down infront of me on the bed. I shake my head and he sighs. "Okay, then."
"I'm scared! That movie freaked me out and the woman in black keeps appearing in my dream." I blurt out, tears rolling down my cheeks. I expect him to tease me and tell me to grow up but instead.
"Why did you watch it if you knew you were gonna get so scared." He says pulling me into his embrace. "Sshh... you're okay." He whispers in my ears soothingly.
I bury my head into his chest and just as he's about to release me I stop him. "Please, I don't want to sleep alone. I can't..." I say trying to hold back my tears.
"Hmm..." he looks up at the ceiling and then back at me. "I'll stay with you." He says and I pull up the cover and he gets in. I fall asleep in his strong arms, not once having even a thought of anthing else.
The next morning..I hear the water running so he's probably in the shower. I crawl out of bed and get dressed. He comes out of the shower wearing his usual gray v-neck and biker jacket.
"Sleep well?" He asks.
"Yeah, much better." I say.
"I'm not surprised," he says smirking.
"Ugh...only you would say that." I say rolling my eyes. "Where are you going?"
"Out, why you want to be with me all day now to, was last night not enough for you." He says with a teasing look in his eyes.
"No, just I'm going shopping to get grocery, if you want anything in particular?" I say casually.
"No, except that ice cream, you know the one you gave me the other day."
"You liked it! Ha, I knew it, it's my favourite."
"Well, it wasn't all that bad, I'll give you that. But don't read much into it." He says leaving. I hear him ride off on his motorcycle. I leave the place soon after and go to the supermarket. It's so nice to go back to a supermarket your familiar with, unlike back in Japan where I have to reread everything two or three times to know what I'm buying, and whether I'm in the right shop. I enter tesco and buy a lot of stuff. This remind me of when I was little and we used to do that big hundred pound shopping every week with me my mum and my sister. I can remember my little sister complaining and me wanting to buy everything. I snatch the last 5 boxes of half baked, ice cream and dump it in the trolley. 1 for Maddy and 4 for me! I buy some fruit and vegetables and dairy products, like milk cheese and yoghurt. Ooh almost forgot cream, can't have starwberries and cream without it. I grab the double cream and proceed to check out. I carry the shopping bags to my car and I'm already tired out. I carefully place each bag making sure I don't spill anything and return the trolley. I unload my bags and put back the shopping in the kitchen. Then I decide to make myself a snack, I wash the strawberries and get the cream and dip the strawberry in the cream before eating it. Mmph...I need more. Suddenly I get a text from Eisuke saying to meet him in at a bar. I hesistate, because Maddy's been much nicer to me and I don't wanna go against him but Eisuke gets mad so I end up going.
"You were meant to spy on the hatter and find out his real name." He says angrily.
"He's smarter than you think, he's not gonna just tell me, I need to build his trust." I argue back.
"Fine then, but you better not fail, because you life depends on it now." He says.
"Alright no need to threaten me." I say.
"I'm not, if he finds out, I'm sure he won't hesistate to get rid of you, and I mean for good." He says calmly as he leaves. I return home and continue eating my snack to divert my attention. What does he mean, it's not like Maddy will just kill me, right! I think doubting myself.
Maddy returns and I go up to the door to greet him but the next thing I see horrifies me so much I lose my senses and black out...
