BTW: In this whole Chapter Levy is under phase 1 and 2 (the two phases hit at the same time and is confused as one long phase but it's not) and is HALLUCINATING and kinda lost it...

Fairy Tail does not belong to me and to Hiro mashima, the plot and oc's are mine

Levy's POV

I watched sadly the event unfold behind me; the rumours, whispers, glances, laughs and glares. I sigh to myself and run a hand trough my hair, scratching my head in annoyance. This was exactly what i thought would happen, for sure i could predict it, but not turn the events around. Not anymore.

"I heard she beat up Elene-san on a mission."

"Yeah and made the boys think it was a monster!"

"She gets all of the boys, i don't know why?"

"Disgusting whore."

Lies. I hate them, truly i do. There are two reasons for that. 1. A lie can be so easily made, but never erasable. 2. It scars. I've read books about it, but they could never describe it perfectly, and i agree. A lie is hard to describe- the chains of events that it leads to, the mental effect it has on a person and his or her life...it caused death, yet was considered innocent. If the person wasn't strong enough, they broke-. I envied it, it was like despair, so easily spread and damages...

I watched the events unfold right in front of my eyes.

Lisanna and her friend Elena had come back from Edolas, to the whole guild's happiness- i mean of course, they had their old friend and a new member with them. The girls eventually found out about Lucy being the boy's center of attention. And, oh boy, could jealousy go so far. Rumours spread like an ilness, i wasn't so sure what they we're about anymore around the lines of; "Lucy being a whore." "An attention freak!" "Ugly!" "Fat." "Weak and tiny." "Stupid blonde."

Verbal led to violence.

They beat her up. I don't remember when was the first time, maybe 2 or 3 weeks after the rumors started. It had been bad the first time, they didn't know how to hold back. Lucy lied and said a monster had attacked her. She was always so nice.

We tried to stand up for her, honestly. But they turned on us, so many of them, turned all their backs to us. I didn't care, i didn't know all of them personally or anything. What hurts was that Lisanna would do this to me, see me in pain and turn away. Why? What did i do to deserve this? Nothing? People we're just so weird. My chest started hurting.

Lucy had been so nice to me.

She wasn't dead tho, did it sound like she was dead? Gosh i sounded like one of those people who writes speeches for funerals. No, i feel like i'm the dead one in this. Hey for dead people, do they speak of living as if they're dead too? That'd bee funny!

I know i'm hallucinating.

Is that why i see ice around me. There is a hole in my chest, right beside my heart. I see an ice-shard cutting trough me.. it's really funny cause now it' all red. Covered in it, like paint.

Maybe i should paint my bedroom red. No. I hated the smell of it.

"I think i'll just stay curled up in a corner of my room, painfully. Crying alone bearing the pain in my chest. It's so cold in the dark. Why? I'll have to let it in and see~"