Chapter 12

Courtney's POV

I don't know how long I slept but it felt like months. I couldn't even sit up cause I felt like shit. The recoil from the party was just now catching up with me and it sucked. I stared at the ceiling for while thinking of last night; thinking of me and Duncan dancing so close, him holding me, feeling his breath on my neck.. It made me dizzy. Or it could be from the hangover. It was already past 5 and I'm supposed to going to Duncan's to eat in three hours. I pushed myself out of bed and made my way to the bathroom. I grabs the Advil and took a couple of those to help with my head and headed to the kitchen for breakfast/lunch/snack time.

I didn't feel like going through the whole frying bacon and eggs cause that would take a deal amount of time and I'm hungry now so I made a bowl of instant noodles, sat on the couch, turned on the tv and ate.

My mind wondered about everything that went on. Me still loving Duncan and wanting him back, Gwen being a skanky thot going after Duncan but fucked Trent at the party, Bridgette and Geoff's big wedding coming up and Chris showing up wanting to do a reunion episode live with all of us and filming the wedding. Not to mention Chris looking like he hasn't aged a day yet after all these years but we all know Chris; we know him so well we all had to make sure this "reunion" wasn't a trap to make us be on another show. I may not be a CIT anymore but I have enough money to hire the best lawyers in the world and sue Chris for everything he owns, including Chef. Yeah I haven't lost my touch.

As I was thinking I didn't notice my headache went away which is a good thing. After I ate I went to take a good hot shower. Now I had only two things on my mind. Getting Duncan back and making sure that boyfriend kissing bitch doesn't. I know it's the same thing but I don't care so don't judge me! My shower was quick since I needed the perfect outfit to catch and keep Duncan's attention. So far my choices are a red and black plaid mini skirt with a black midriff tank top with red kiss mark on the front with my converse or my jean booty shorts with my yellow shirt that says "mucho spicy" with white flats. Do I wanna be sexy naughty bitchy fast and furious or sexy sassy and sweet? My first choice screams, "You wanna touch me don't you? I'll make your balls drop.~" and the second says, "I want you but please be gentle..~". I eyebrow started to twitch cause I don't wanna come off as a hoe but I don't wanna look like a virgin either. And fuck that gentle shit I wanna be fuck hard and rough til my pussy is numb for weeks! ... Was that to pervy?

I put my first choice on and looked at myself. Now for the hairstyle. High ponytail says "I'm here to hang out as friends", half ponytail says "I'm lazy" and bun says "I'm here on business". I mess with my hair for an hour decided on messy loose wavy curls. Putting on some eyeliner and lip chap and I was ready. I am ready. Whatever happens I will accept it to the end. I grabbed my phone, snapped a few pictures of me to post on Facebook typing "feeling sexy today" and walked over to Duncan's house. I ranged the doorbell and I could hear shadow barking. I waited patiently and took deep breaths. My phone was buzzing like crazy from likes and comments from my photos. I'll read them later though I am curious. Shadows barking got louder and I could hear a muffled voice on the other side. When the door opened Shadow flew out the door and into the yard and Duncan stood at the door frame.

"Hey, sleep good?" I said smiling. Duncan stared wide eyed at me. I got his attention, point for me now to just play it cool. "Hello Duncan anybody home?~" He snapped out of his gaze and responded with a 'huh?'. I giggled at him and repeated my hello to him. He couldn't take his eyes off me and I loved it. "Wow Princess, you look..." Sexy, hot, drop dead gorgeous, extremely amazing beautiful that you wanna cum your pant right where you stand?~ "like a Japanese school girl." Eh? What did he say?

"E-excuse me? Repeat that please." I heard wrong right?

"I said you look like a Japanese school girl; you know like from those anime shows and manga? It's cute on you princess." He chuckled at me. I. Was. Pissed. Shadow ran up to me and barked wanting my attention. So I look cute to him do I? I'll show him. I turned away from him and bent down slowly and patted shadow's head.

"Shadow you don't think I look like a school girl do you?~ Don't you think I look sexy like a model?~" I smirked to myself feeling Duncan's eyes on me. Shadow barked twice and I smiled. "I'm taking that as a yes thank you shadow.~" I gave him a pat on the head and slowly stood up and turned back to Duncan seeing him drool a little. Oh that was priceless. I walked passed him in the house. "I'll let myself in. Come on Shadow!" Shadow followed me inside leaving Duncan to close the door in silence.

Duncan's POV

As I got dinner ready for me and Courtney I thought about how this was gonna play out. I wanted to get close to her in more ways than just one. The doorbell ranged and Shadow went nuts. He knew it was Courtney and so did I. I wasn't lying when I said Shadow missed her. I went the door and opened it and when my eyes landed on Courtney I felt like time stopped. Shadow ran out the door and I didn't care at the moment. My eyes wandered from Courtney's messy curls, her eyes, her tight top showing off her cute belly button; i kept wandering. Damn and she has on a mini skirt too. I'm in heaven and she is my sexy angel. When looked back at her I just realized she was talking to me. Oops. She giggled at me and said hi to me. Her giggle was so cute. "Wow Princess you look..." So fucking hot I could fuck right here on the grass, but I can't say that to her, she'll punch me to the year 3000. "Like a Japanese school girl."

She froze and her smile dropped like something just broke. Was it her spirit? Did I embarrassed her? She asked me to repeat myself and I did. I told her she looked like one of those characters you see from those anime shows and mangas, but she turned her back and completely ignored me and talked to Shadow. She bent over so slowly and started talking to Shadow about looking like a schoolgirl or looking sexy. My eyes was on her perfect sweet ass the whole time. She was torturing me and she knew it. I didn't even notice her walk past me in the house and call for Shadow. I closed the door. Today is gonna be a long day. And I got nothing but time.

I turned to her and saw her admiring the house again. "You smell good today. You still using Olay?" I walked towards her and she smiled.

"Well you know I don't use Tone. I can't believe you still remember what kind soap I like to use; that's creepy." She giggled softly.

I walked closer to her I couldn't control myself now.

"I still remember the shampoo you use. How you curl each angle of your hair for 40 seconds each. How sick you get when you drink non-pulp orange juice. The way your nose scrunches up when your pissed off; like at the mall with Gwen." I ran my fingers through her hair looking in her eyes. She backed away from me.

"Wow...you remember a lot. And I wasn't pissed at Gwen." She said walking to the couch.

"Your right; you was furious. She ignored you, brushed you off; a hi and bye." I chuckled softly.

"Don't try to act like you're any better Duncan. The day you started getting close to her; the day you kissed her in the bathroom...That was the day you chose who you wanted. Makes me think sometimes, if Trent didn't get to her first would you have? Was I second choice until you got who you really wanted?" Her voice got serious and there was hurt in her voice. I sat beside her. It was time for us to talk about this and I was ready.

"Courtney, Gwen was never my first choice. When we first met I saw fire in you that I loved and turned me on. That's why I kept messing with you. Just to see that fire." I took a deep breath. "The season when you wasn't there, I missed you. I thought about you everyday. Gwen talked to me to help me through the competition and shit. Before I knew it we started sharing stuff in common. She became a friend. And then her and Trent started having problems and she ran to me. Gwen confess she was falling for me but I turned her down. I said I loved you and I wasn't gonna do that. But she kept pushing. And then you came back and I tried to stay away from her as far as possible but she was my teammate so I couldn't go far. Then we started having problems and you and Gwen starting fighting and telling me what to do and I lefted. I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't plan on you guys finding me but you did. Then Gwen got into my head and was on me like a monkey. That kiss. I did it cause I was mad. Mad at you, us. Myself. And when you found out, I know I acted like didn't care but I did. Seeing you cry, I regretted it deeply. I caused you pain. I cheated and I didn't show a care to you. I was so wrapped up in my feelings and listening to Gwen I blocked you out. Then Gwen got tired of me like she did with Trent. And in honesty I was getting tired of her. She didn't have that fire. She was so bleak. I regretted every day of my life for betraying you, hurting you. And I'm sorry Courtney. I'm so so sorry. And I mean it. If I could go back in time to stop myself I would. I would give up everything I have to make things right again with us." I didn't know it til now but I was crying. I wanted to tell her this for years. "I'm truly sorry." I looked over to her and I saw her crying too. I reached over and whipped her tears away. I vowed I would never make her cry again.

"I'm blessed to have met you Courtney. I don't regret that. I love you. I love you so much."

I held the woman I loved most close to me in my arms and I kissed her deeply; putting all my love into it. She wrapped her arms around me and return the kiss. That made me happy. I felt a lot of weight lifted off me and I had a new weight on me and that was my princess.