yes, I know, I am so sorry! (please don't kill me) i have been suffering from a weird form of writers block... The only way I could describe it is you know when you want to say something but when you open your mouth, the words don't come out. As if you couldn't think of what to say except you do know exactly what you want to say, you just can't. That probably made no sense, but feel free to PM or review me with story ideas and tips. :)

NPOV

What sick twisted trick is the world playing on me? Leah was pregnant, my heart fluttered in delight of the idea of raising children with the love of my wife. then came a second thought, Leah was pregnant with two monsters that that would kill her during birth. I am a monster, a beast my children had clearly inherited that from me. Pain lapped through my body at the idea of my beautiful wife that I never even deserved getting hurt. In my utter despair, I ran to Seth's house, he was one of my best friends and even in the awful situation I was in, I knew he could make me feel better. I could hear him watching YouTube videos in his room so with one swift movement, I jumped into his room through an open window.
"Hey bro, what's up?" Seth asked, not even looking up from the video he was watching. When he didn't answer, he paused the video and looked up.
"What's happened?" he stated, he looked like he had suddenly lived much longer than the 17 years that he really had. That's when I broke down.

I barely remembered falling to the ground until Seth picked me up and tossed me onto his bed. "Dude, speak to me, what happened? Is Leah okay? your scaring me." he listened intently as I told him everything that had happened between the broken sobs that pulsed through me. Once I had finished, he pat me on the back and sat down next to me. As weird as it sounded, his smell comforted me, it was similar to Leah's and it slowly calmed me down until the sobbing had stopped for the most part.
"I just don't know what to do, I love Leah so much and I know how much she wants children, she would never kill them, I know she would put her life last, she would sacrifice herself for them but those children could, scratch that will kill her if nothing is done and I could never live with that Seth, I could never live with myself. This is all my fault, if only I was like every other half vampire and wasn't venomous." I hissed the last part out with so much self loathing that I thought that was the reason that Seth suddenly sat up.
"Did you just say venom?" he asked. His eyes growing wide like saucers. "I think I know what to do." He whispered. We both stood up in shock.
"Tell me how to save my wife and your sister Seth" I yelled, yearning or the chance to fix everything. Seth hurriedly went back to his computer where he was watching videos before I came in and pressed the back button several times. The old dusted computer slowly loaded a video, Seth hit 'play' with such a force, the mouse was smashed to smithereens. I looked at the video title- 'venom man' lets deadliest snake bite him. My eyes flickered back to the video just as this stupid fool signed his death and held his arm out and pressed the head of a Black Mamba to it. I waited for him to collapse or fall but nothing happened. I stare in awe as another bite is given to him and nothing happens. several minutes later, the man, who was still standing and somehow alive looked directly at the camera as though he was talking only to me.
"The secret is, I inject small amounts of venom into me repeatedly so my body starts to withstand it. It builds up an immunity to the venom allowing to survive such a snake bite." I stood there, rooted to the spot. Could it work? Could I save my wife? I needed to see Carlisle.
"You are a fucking genius Seth. I think you just saved your sister's life." I whispered. Then I jumped out the window and ran.

Oh no! this update seems to be very small. Huh, maybe a couple of reviews/follows/favorites/PMs might mean I will update again tomorrow... yes, the video does exist if you want to watch it...

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