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Lost in time
Chapter 9
Once he's back in Hogwarts he goes to the great hall where only a few teachers are dinning tonight and sits down next to Dumbledore where the teachers by now always leave a seat for him since the two of them usually have something to discuss. "How did it go?" Dumbledore asks as soon as Harry sits down knowing where the young lad had been and for what reason.
"Better then expected." Harry replies. "It will probably take a month or in Franks case another week after that but they'll more then likely make a full recovery. They are currently aware of their surroundings and react appropriate even though they can't speak yet. But I'll need to check on them in a week and need to stay available in case of an emergency but I doubt there will be any."
"Splendid." Dumbledore cheers and McGonagall also smiles and congratulates him while Dumbledore adds, "I have to find the time to visit them and see how they are doing now. I'm so glad to hear that they are finally recovering. It would have been so sad for Neville if you could heal Bellatrix but not his parents. To possibly see her get unpunished since she wasn't sane at the time she hurt them and they stay in the insane ward would have been too cruel."
"I'm also glad." Harry replies, "Especially since Neville and his grandmother showed up seemingly right after Neville arrived considering the time. Oh and Professor, while I'm here and teaching, do you think I could snatch a corner in the greenhouses to grow potions ingredients freshly? I asked Neville to provide two that I need for his parents. I heard he's good at it and hoped his grandmother could provide him with the space. I also think that it will be nice for him to be involved. But in the long run I like to be able to grow as much as possible myself like Belladonna, Dandelion, Dittany, Asphodel, Mandrake and such. That way I can be sure of the quality."
"I'm sure we can arrange something and if not you'll might be able to build another one seeing as the grounds are yours and you should have the finances from Salazar's inheritance." Dumbledore states. "What do you say Pamona?"
"I'd rather have him build a new one, the space is already barely enough." She replies, "You know that I've been asking for a new one for a year and always hear that the school doesn't have the finances yet."
"I am saving for it maybe in a year." Dumbledore replies. "I told you last year that I might have it in two so you see that I'm trying."
"I'll build two then, one for each of us and also gave Severus some Basilisk teeth, skin and venom from Basily for keeps and some for selling purposes to buy new ingredients from that money for now." Harry states, "That way the school can save some more for other purposes like new books or whatever else is needed."
"Thank you Harry that is very much appreciated." Professor Dumbledore says smilingly. "I'm sure Madam Pince will be glad and maybe we can buy some new brooms then next year." Dumbledore smiles towards Rolanda Hooch and adds in a whisper towards Harry "That will get her off my back."
"Maybe I can also help to speed that up a little." Harry replies with a smile towards the witch. "But we'll see about that towards the end of summer vacation if you don't mind."
She nods happily and Dumbledore smiles towards the young man that will teach defense next year and hopefully longer then the last ones.
The next week goes by like the last just without Ron or Hermione around but he gets an invitation from the Weasley's to stay for the last week of the vacation with them. Before that they are, according to the letter, visiting Bill in Egypt. He writes them a thank you note for the invitation but declines with the explanation that he fears he'll be kept too busy with his attempt to heal the Longbottoms and other projects he's working on as well as training himself in everything that was created in the last century that he needs to know for his new position but that he hopes he could come for a day or such and maybe go to diagon with them when they do their school shopping and have dinner afterwards.
They agree to it the day Harry has to return to St. Mungo's with more potions. Neville had send the Asphodel root as promised so he could make more of the special nutrient potion and even some muscle strengthening potion that Frank in particular will need. Today both will be given a potion to fix the area for emotions to make sure that they won't react strangely in Neville's presence too often and cry when they should smile or such which could happen until the area is fully healed. Later this week he can attack the speech then and slowly other parts of the brain that are slightly damaged but not as severe.
Like the last time the potion seems to be working faster on Alice which is probably because the damage done to Frank is worse then the one done to Alice. As promised Harry uses the visit to explain some more things he did to the healers at St. Mungo's but also uses the chance to ask question about more modern aspects of healing to see what of those might be better to what he learned and is glad to find out that they can cure rather a lot of things he couldn't and later that night when he's back he even mentions to Salazar's portrait that if he had lived longer he would now be able to heal his scare not that he'd be likely to do so since he got rather used to it and still likes it. Harry notices himself that he might be getting much to used to talking to the portrait to be healthy. The only other persons he talks to regularly are Dumbledore and Professor Snape and the later mostly because Severus asks him countless questions about some old potions and insists that Harry writes down most of those with some explanations. Remus Lupin and Sirius Black are also showing up at the castle more regularly now that the school year ended and help teach Harry more about defense.
Harry sort of enjoys that it's reasonably calm for the moment but everyone around him still notices that he never truly smiles. He does a halfhearted smile whenever he is happy about something but it never truly reaches his eyes. Sometimes it seems like he's sleepwalking through the day showing hardly any emotions and Merlin and Dumbledore start to worry that loosing his husband and leaving his son in the past might have been the last straw to break his spirit and worry that nothing will ever truly pull him out of the depression and about what might happen when Tom is free and Bellatrix and the Longbottoms cured. They fear that as soon as his goals are reached he might loose his will to life all together and worry greatly while Harry tries not to show how often he needs the dreamless sleep to rest at all and how often he reads all night because he can't take another one of those potions.
Severus also notices the lack of life in Harry's eyes and wonders if there is anything he can do to help and if it will help to see his friends once the school opens again or if it will be worse to have to teach them and being on a whole different level then them. It will only remind him of how much time he's spend in the past and what he lost back there. He just hopes that they can somehow get him out of that depression before he managed to do what he came here to do.
The potion for the Longbottoms speech works as well as the last one and both Longbottoms are getting used to using their voices again. It is weak from disuse and their lungs troubling them a little but with a bit of practice it should get better. And the day after Harry finally receives word from Lucius that he got the visiting rights and since he explained why, the ministry official talked to St. Mungos and a healer from there that already works with Harry on the Longbottom case will accompany them both. Harry hopes that to be helpful since he taught them most of the spells he's planning on using on her but not the potion to cure it. He hopes that they trust him enough by now that it won't be a problem to get it official that she is innocent at least and from there he might get it through that the same was the case with Tom. Part of him wishes that he hadn't cured him until he could get it official but he fears that it would have been impossible due to Tom's power and influence. It would have to go along with a fight between them to hold Voldemort down long enough to cure him and turn him back to Tom. The boy that might not be all innocent but at least not evil. And who can say that he never did anything wrong?
Harry is looking forward to the appointment to see Bellatrix in a few days and practices the Patronus charm to protect himself from the Dementors there. He doesn't have too much trouble with it just remembering the day James was born and he was in his husbands arms with their son in his for the first time is most certainly enough to bring forth the huge snake that reminds him of his husbands house and name and that for on him. It does look a little like Basily, a Basilisk his husband brought forth with his experiments even if by accident.
A few days later Harry is glad to see the head of the group of wizards he's closely working with from St. Mungo's. By now the two of them get along quiet nicely and respect each other greatly which should make this easier. A witch that introduces herself as Madam Bones is also there to oversee what they do and is to decide how to proceed. The boat trip to the prison that is out at sea is quiet and Harry is already looking forward to get away again. A little latter they are guided to the right cell where Harry sees the witch for the first time, she grins at Lucius and asks, "Lucius, back so soon? Who did you bring me to play with?"
Harry just smiles a little and says, "A friend of a friend so to speak." The guard holds his wand on the witch that is also chained to the wall and then opens the cell for Harry to enter and get close enough to do his examination. She looks skeptical and ready to run what little she can or try and steal his wand. Harry tries to smile at her and to calm her says, "I'm here to see if you might be considered innocent for most of the things you did due to a potion induced insanity that could be cured. That way you get out." Harry hopes that she things it is a ruse created by Lucius and her lord who she knows from Lucius last visit is back but planing something in quiet and thus can't get her out by force yet. That way Lucius got her to sign his permission to get the cup.
The grin shows that she's buying it and Lucius is whispering to Madam Bones that he assumes Harry to speak in such a manner for that reason and that she can be sure he isn't tricking since firstly, it's Harry Potter and secondly there is a St. Mungos healer present that will verify everything for her. Harry does the same spells he did with Voldemort and again needs a bit of time to do so he does use his wand this time thoguht. The healer recast every spell he knows by now and by the end frowns towards Harry who looks at him and asks, "I'm glad that the ones you didn't know didn't show any new disturbance and only verified what I assumed from those you could do too."
"I take it this is similar to the case you mentioned but not identical then." The healer musses. Harry had told them about Tom's case while teaching them some of those diagnostic spells that work for the finer brain functions then what they know because the insanity is mostly caused there. He did however leave out the name.
"Correct." Harry replies, "The dittany must have been in the system for a few days and partly dispelled before a mold came into it. One that typically befalls Dandelion roots when they are watered to much. I assume there was about two days in between."
"Second week of third year then rather then later." Lucius replies before Harry can and the medi wizard nods in agreement and is surprised to hear it from the blond man since he has no medical training. "Bella wanted something from Slughorn that time and tested two potions closely after each other. From what I know from my wife there was usually more time between them but that time Narcissa was very worried about her and she is still always telling Draco about it and to never test any potions because she had been so scared for her sister during that time but she had seemed to react well, though the potions both didn't seem to do anything but actually help her memories things for a while.
"It stimulates parts of the brain." Harry agrees. "All of them temporarily but one was stimulated more permanent. It is coincidence which one is and in this case I'm afraid the parts for emotions were effected since they are working incorrectly and are particularly over stimulated when she sees things that shouldn't stimulate them in this manner. I assume that it effects her reaction to torture and other usually negatively seen aspects and makes them positive to her. Having her emotions tempered with for years trained her brain to not only feel positively but react to it too. That way the potion slowly turned her into what she is now. The potion I used for the last one that was rendered crazy by Professor Slughorn won't work on her. I think nothing I can do myself will cure her quickly and most never but with the additional help of a mind healer it might be possible. I can make a potion within the week that will repair the damage to her brain and then a mind healer can fix what the wrong stimulation have done on a psychological level to her brain."
"I'm no expert on that area but I know one that is and probably can do this." The medi wizard from St. Mungo's adds and I agree with Mister Potter, she is technically..." He doesn't get to finish since Harry has to stun her before she can take his wand. After hearing that name she clearly figured out that something is way off from what she thought was going on.
"The name is Slytherin." Harry reminds the man gently, wondering if people will ever get used to that and Lucius is now rather glad that she hadn't heard his whispering towards Madam bones. Harry looks at Madam Bones next. "I'm afraid there is nothing that can be done today and we should leave and discus the rest at a safe distance before she wakes up again."
They do leave and this time the boat trip is everything but silent. Madam Bones has countless of questions for the three men to find out more about this and the other case Harry had mentioned. Harry tells her that the first case is named Tom Marvollo Riddle, since he already had mentioned it to the minister when Sirius had been freed, and that the insanity was so much more worse then Bellatrix's that he turned into Voldemort. After that there is silence again since Madam bones and the St. Mungo's medi wizard are speechless.
The next few days Harry makes sure to get Bellatrix's potions as well as the ones for the Longbottoms ready and occasionally meets the other medi wizard and different ministry officials and talk about Bellatrix and lord Voldemort or Tom as Harry insists he's called. It takes multiple meetings before he gets Tom to be there for one where the minister is there too. The minister seems scared out of his mind at first but by the end of it agrees with Harry that he was crazy and should not be held accountable for his actions during that time.
By the time the potion is ready and explained to three potions masters, one from the ministry one from St. Mungo's and one Professor from abroad, most of the people living at Hogwarts are very worried. Harry seems to only live for this goal and is so focused on it that they fear what will happen when it is done.
The day Alice get's her last potion, one Frank has to take as well on that day but for him it won't be the last, Harry also already brings the last one for Frank that he can take in a week. They both are doing much better and are able to talk and function mostly normally. Frank has still trouble moving around since his brain gets wrong information from his sensory system but at least most of their brain is working again and what little isn't they can cope with already. Neville is there too when they take it and Harry suggest that both of them stay until a week after the last potion to make sure that nothing happens to them.
The next day he's going with the others to Azkaban to try and heal Bellatrix. Madam Bones is once again with him but this time a mind healer joins them rather then a medi wizard. Lucius is also there to help them get Bellatrix to drink it. The potion is too sensitive to be spelled into a body which means they have to talk her into drinking it. Once they are there Lucius Malfoy has to be the one to make her drink it tricking her into thinking that he swapped the potion. Bellatrix seems more skeptical this time and Lucius has to talk her into taking it for a while but after about five minutes she drinks it glaring threateningly towards the blond man a little later Harry walked up to her again having bound her from the distance first to make sure she won't try to steal his wand again. After confirming that it worked the mind healer is next and uses legilimens to go through her memories one by one from the day she got that second potion that caused her infliction. It takes sometime to let her see the memories in a new light and the healer has to let her see his own emotional reaction to retrain her brain to the proper reaction on a psychological level. This is part of the reason why Harry never managed to become more proficient in this aspect of healing. The abuse he suffered through as a child left his on psychological reactions less then perfect and not wanting anyone to mess in there he can't really learn this part.
Harry just watches them. As usual it takes awhile until they see a change. At first it is clear that she is fighting the intrusion and seems to be used to occlumency. Luckily Harry had assumed as much and laced the potion with another that weakens the shields of her mind. After about an hour she seems to relax a little and stops fighting it. The mind healer also looks more relaxed. It takes another hour before they notice her face pale a little more and a tear running down her face and Harry assumes that it's working well. It takes another hour before the mind healer lowers his wand and moves from his position. Bellatrix is still sitting in the same place, not moving a muscle and looks rather depressed. Not that she can move much more since she is still bound but she doesn't try like she had at first. Harry walks closer again and checks her brain functions again and then says "It worked on a physical level for sure and our mind healer here can confirm the rest." He smiles at the woman and replies, "It will get better now." After that he goes to Madam Bones who is already talking to the healer who also states that he is surprised at how little he had to do towards the end. At first her brain was like that of a psychopath who doesn't mind to see pain and torture. He talks about how unusual it is that her view on things changed on their own and how usually in such a case they seem immune to the treatment but she clearly wasn't so she clearly isn't a born psychopath and what ever made her react differently the first time around is gone.
"I will get her a retrial then." Madam Bones replies. "We already have a date set for tomorrow but I hadn't been sure if we'd go through with it."
"I would welcome it if she could be moved to St. Mungoes until then in case she shows an allergic reaction to an ingredient that she probably wasn't exposed to before." Harry replies, "Since the then necessary antidote would worsen her brain I would suggest an Auror on stand by. Even though it would once again start slowly and with her knowledge about the reason possibly even slower."
"I think that can be done." She replies, "I will send for an Auror to do as you asked." And she really does send a Patronus message to get one.
"Watching her memories, I also have the feeling that her husband and brother-in-law are innocent." The mind healer says," She pushed them and they feared Voldemort. She knew that they were reluctant and actually enjoyed using their fear to force them to torture others and watch them doing it. It was sort of another form of torture to her to see them do something they despised doing and to later watch them feel bad for having done it. She loved to bring it up and watch them suffer every time for month."
Madam Bones nods and they move to another cell where Rodolphus is being held and Madam Bones enters and says, "Your wife is getting a retrial and might get free."
"You can't." The man replies shocked.
"We can since it was found out that her behavior was caused by a potion." Madam Bones explains. "But during the examination something came up and the mind healer that helped heal her would like to check you over but before that I would like to ask someone else to see if there is anything wrong with you on a physical level. The same one that found out about the potion in your wife's case. If you are willing to go along you might get a retrial as well."
"So, she isn't like she was anymore?" The man asks sounding hopeful.
"She's more like she was as a child." Madam Bones says, "Just more mature and she still has all her memories and so on."
"Do what you wish to do." The man replies. "But I'm not letting you into my mind and find evidence against others, I won't betray my friends and family."
Madam Bones really does come out and asks Harry to check him first before she asks the mind healer about the chances of breaking his occlumency shields after Harry agreed to start and goes into the room. While she talks to the mind healer Harry introduces himself as Harry Slytherin earning himself a strange look from the man and just grins a little and does his tests. After a few minutes he looks towards Madam Bones who is in hearing range and says, "I can't find anything wrong on a physical level which doesn't make it impossible that the brain is still working incorrectly. But there is no magical residue or poison currently effecting his system which makes a long term exposure unlikely since from what I know about modern potions shouldn't be possible without the residue poison I found in the system of Miss Lestrange. But before letting the mind healer check him against his wishes, I'd like to do another test to see if there is a more natural dysfunction of the brain which can happen and most, if not all, psychopath have such a dysfunction, which is a bit like a disability, and while I can't heal that a mind healer couldn't do much either. At least not permanently. But I would need your help with that."
"My help?" She replies surprised. "And what would you expect me to do? I have no training in the area."
"You don't need one." Harry reassures. "I'll transfigure some ruble into picture cards and I'd like you to show them to him one by one while I monitor his brain functions to see if it reacts in a normal pattern or if one area is overly stimulated by the visual stimulus or maybe not stimulated enough. Depending on that his behavior might not be normal and seen as inadequate. I can actually see rather a lot from that about his personalty even without seeing a single one of his memory or thoughts."
"Okay." The woman replies slightly skeptically and Harry transfigures some rubble.
Next he looks to Rodolphus and says, "It helps if you could describe the picture or name a few things on it, not much but it does make it more clear to me."
The man nods even though he too looks highly skeptically and is actually checking his mental shields to make sure that the man doesn't use the distraction to get in. Harry refocuses his attention towards the man and casts a longer monitoring spell. The results will only be visible to him and he looks at the man and nods to show that he's ready and Madam Bones shows the man the first picture and he says, "A woman with an infant. She's smiling towards her child."
It goes on from there over pictures of different people with a child at a different age, even one of Salazar and their son since Harry used his own memories to create them. Most of the others are from advertisements since he doesn't have that many family memories. He is however glad to see that there are no sexual reactions towards any of the children. Later there are pictures from people that are wounded or being tortured and again Harry notices that the man seems to be revolted by them. There is also a picture of Bellatrix and Harry smiles a little seeing that the man is absolutely smitten with his wife. He does seem to be attracted to some other grown ups in pictures but not in the same way. There are a few more of animals and dark arts as well as defensive spells being used.
By the end of it which does take some time Harry says, "He dislikes torture and watching people in pain he doesn't like cats but adores dogs." Harry nearly gins seeing the mans shocked face at what he knows about him since he is sure that Harry hadn't even attempted to get into his mind. "He also finds men as well as woman attractive but is maddeningly in love with his wife even though he does dislike her torturing people. He is worried about her though and I think he knew that she wasn't right in her mind but probably didn't believe it possible to do much but that I can only assume. I also know that while he does tend to prejudices he doesn't hate easily and rather avoids. I believe he would do a lot for his wife and didn't want to lose her but he on himself is not dangerous. However, he does not have the same excuse that his wife and Tom had being influenced by a potion that turned them into what they were. But if it is right that he was afraid of Tom and his wife then I'm not sure he should be as harshly punished as someone who really wanted to do what has been done." Harry looks at him for a moment and then says, "I even think that with his mentality watching the torture and living with the regret is punishment in itself."
"I will consider it." Madam Bones promises surprised. "Would you be willing to do the same test with Rabastan Lestrange?"
"Of course." Harry replies.
"How." Rodolphus asks slowly getting over his surprise.
"How what?" Harry raises an eye brow looking at the man.
"How did you know that I don't like cat's."
"I watched what parts reacted in your brain and those for things you like and dislike are different." Harry explains.
"You're wrong about one thing though." Rodolphus insists, "I'm not Prejudiced."
Harry smiles and takes the picture with Salazar and his son and holds it up, "Then why did you instantly worry for the child in this picture."
"Who knows what the man in it will do with it." Rodolphus asks.
"And the woman in this one?" Harry asks and shows the mother and child from an add for some baby-food that he's seen during his childhood.
"The woman is hardly going to hurt her own child." He replies.
"Harry grins a little and then says, "The man with the burn scare got it saving a muggle born child that was no older then 4 and was about to be killed by muggles. And the infant is his son whom he loved very much. But you assume that woman would be more likely to care properly and you assumed the scared man to be brutal. But those are both prejudices and while one is positive it is still a prejudice."
Harry walks with the others to Rabastan and before doing the same test checks him over and frowns. "Madam Bones, could he be moved to St. Mungo's until a retrial can be considered?"
"Why would you suggest that?" The woman asks.
"Because his brain does also show a poison that is lingering there and overstimulating a part of his brain. It's similar to the last case but mostly effects a different area. I assume that he was very sensitive already when coming here but by now he's in constant pain and I'll need at least two days to make the potion that can fix this as well as the by the poison damaged area maybe more if I can't get the right ingredient freshly enough." Harry explains. "But they could keep him on a potion that will numb it to a more comfortable level."
"How bad is the pain he's in?" She questions.
Harry looks at him for a moment and recasts a spell to make sure the answer is correct and then replies, "His clothing probably feels like something very heavy is on him. Very uncomfortable to the point of being painful but bearable. Touch is probably more like a boulder is squishing him. It doesn't actually effect the organs and his breathing would still be fine due to that but the pain is still there. And I doubt he's likely to move unless he really has to. The pain would be nearly as bad as a crucio."
"How do you know?" Rabastan asks.
"The spell lets me see that the sensory part of your brain is constantly over stimulated." Harry explains him. "That is the reason that your skin is constantly tingling even with nothing on it, the additional stimulation from real touch, even as light as a fly, is multiplied as well and that is why it hurts."
"Do you presume that it has a similar cause as the other two?" She asks, "He's also a Slytherin."
Harry looks at her and sighs, "Possible but I can't be sure at this point that it was taken around that time." Harry looks back towards the man and asks, "Since when do you feel the pain and am I right to assume that it increased?"
"Yes, it increased." Rabastan replies surprised, "I noticed it first when I was about 20."
"How did you notice?" Harry questions.
"My joints started to constantly hurt when I moved. Just slightly, not much but still." He replies.
Harry starts to ask him about how bad it was at different ages and when somethings started to be painful until he asks, "Did you take any unusual potion during your last year at Hogwarts? I would assume it was during the end of it."
Rabastan blushes and looks towards Madam Bones for a moment before looking to the floor "Professor Slughorn offered me to test a potion that was to help me memorize everything I studied. He said it should increase my brain functions."
Harry sighs and then says, "I bet that was the one." After that he looks at Madam Bones again. "He is careless and lazy in his potions making it's AGAIN caused by a less then fresh ingredients. He is precise in his potions making I leave him that which is probably the only reason that they are still alive but he wasn't checking his ingredients the way he should have. He seems to know the theory about potions well enough to avoid accidents of this sort but doesn't bother to double check his ingredients and getting them fresh or ground them himself. In this case it's a horn that was infected and probably bought grounded. The infection caused a reaction with some ingredients and now Mister Lestrange is suffering for it." Harry tries to calm himself again before he adds, "I can't do the test in his current state the constant over stimulation his jaw movement when talking or the even the eye movements cause, would influence the result."
Madam bones sighs, "I can't just move him to Mungo's unless I know he's save but I see what I can do for him until that potion is done. Couldn't they be given to him here?"
"The numbing potion probably yes, I even have one here that I can give him with your permission," Harry explains, "But I rather have him supervised anyway in case of allergic reactions. I use a very rare ingredient in some of my potions that are sometimes different then modern ones and I doubt one of those ingredient has been used on him before."
"What ingredient?" Rabastan asks.
Harry looks at him. Some of his potions were created in the past by Merlin, Godric or Harry himself and they used ingredients they could easily get. And one of them doesn't seem to be known as one in this time anymore. Probably since it was hard to get by after Harry had left. Even though James probably has inherited his gift to speak to snakes, Harry had made sure that no one would know the entrance to the chamber and advised Basily to stay unseen. Unless James stumbled over the entrance, he probably never talked to Basily. "Basilisk tears."
"Tears?" Madam bones asks surprised. "I didn't know they could be used."
"I don't think anyone does." Harry replies. "It sort of is also a neutral anti venom to their own venom. Just that it doesn't just neutralist the venom, it actually gives the Venom a healing quality but a lot of other ingredients can neutralize the tears and as such also make the venom deathly again. Since their Venom is strongly effecting the nervous system their tears are very good with healing that or even numbing it if used with the right ingredients."
"If that is the ingredient you'll be waiting on, I'll probably have to wait for ages."
"Oh that one I can get easily." Harry calms. "I just need some fresh Belladonna but I'm very picky with my ingredients and usually grow everything possible myself but am still waiting for a new greenhouse to be built. I have everything else though or can collect it in the forbidden forest or around the grounds like two Daisies. But I'm sure Pomona or Neville can get me some fresh Belladonna quickly."
Authors Note: Will Harry be able to heal Rabastan too? And he still has to see Dudley. Will they get along? What will Harry do when all his goals are completed and he only has to teach? Will his depression get worse or will he cope? Will he find new friends and find love? Will Dumbledore succeed to get Harry and Severus together?