A/N: Hi Guys! Ok, I'm really sorry this is kind of late, but here's the thing I had a run in with a future pedophile at the dog park while walking my dog, he asked for my freaking bra size and told me I had 'nice ass' , I might have taken that as a messed up perverted compliment, if he wasn't seventeen. To make matters worse my dive year old sister has probably been scarred for life since she was there with me. Of course my life couldn't just be normal, I had my frealomg Internet stop working, then yesterday everything that I wrote went to waste because, it didn't save and once again I was disconnected from the Internet. This might be a little short but until we get the Internet working on the laptop... Yeah this will have to do, sorry, I hope you guys don't stop reading because of the messed up world of technology.(Ignore that whole thing about the internet! I finally got the laptop working so we are back in buisness I will update twice as long for you guys! I was so pissed, because I've been writing this whole chapter since the 28th, I was going to give up and just stop writing the story but I love you guys to much to do that to you! So go ahead and READ!)
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY OR ANYOTHER REFRENCES USED IN THIS CHAPTER!
Ally Pov
The nurse is shoving me out of the room right now, but I'm not letting her win that easily.
"Let go of me!" I scream as I watch them try to revive Austin. I squirm in her hold.
"Ma'am you need to calm down,-" I cut her off.
"Your telling me to fucking calm down?! In case you didn't notice, MY BOYFRIEND JUST STOPPED FUCKING BREATHING!" I scream in her face.
"Sweetie, I understand how you feel, but this scene your making is only going to make things worse, for him,you and the medical staff ," I break her hold and walk out of the room with a huff. It's defiantly not like me to throw a bitch fit, but if your boyfriend might have just taken his last breath, I'm pretty sure you'd do the same.
Right now, I'm sitting on a hospital bed waiting for my doctor to come in and check how the baby is doing. I figure I should do this before I move just to get an ok, about my traveling plans.
I'm so lost on thought that I never heard when the doctor came in.
"Hi... Alexis," the doctor says referring to a chart in her hand.
"Ally," I correct, like I have to do with every new person that I meet.
"Right, um... Well I'm dr. Klein, but you can call me Jennay, I'm going to do the check ups on you and your child," I simply nod, I just want to get out of here and back to Austin, obit I figured since they said they'll need 45 minutes, that I had time.
"Ok, just like back while, I put this gel on, I'm going to need you to answer a few questions."
"Ok,"
"When did you find out you were pregnant?" She asks applying the gel.
"Um... Honestly, yesterday." I tell her.
"Were you raped?" She asks. I look at her like she has three heads. "I have to ask, just to make sure your ok, and that the baby is too, just incase he was...Rough."
"No,but it wasn't planned either," I tell her honestly.
"Oh, well, I would assume at this age, it wouldn't be," She says absentmindly, I shoot daggers at her.
"What's that supposed to mean?" She looks at me realizing what she said.
"Oh, Honey I didn't mean anything by it," I let out a deep frusterated sigh.
"It's fine, can we just hurry up. I wanna get back to my boyfriend," I tell her.
"Ok, well the baby will defiantly in there, but its to early to hear a heartbeat." she tells me.
I nod my head and look at the monitor while she waved the wand over my stomach looking for my baby. On the screen was a little dot.
"That right there," The doctor says pointing to the dot on the screen, "Is your baby."
I look at the sight before me and can't help the smile the tugs at the corner of my lips.
I wipe off the remaining gel.
"Uh, thanks," I say as she hands me my baby's very first picture.
"Oh, before I forget,... I uh... have traveling plans, for later this week, will I be able to go? I'm moving, so its, uh not really traveling. I'm just not sure, where, I'm going, to be honest...it's complicated. What, I'm trying to say is that, can I um have my records to give to my new Doctor?"I ask.
"No, sorry, just for safety reasons, and so your file gets there safely, because there are no copies. So, when you get there, just call us and we'll look up good hospitals in your area, and mail your information there, then we'll notify you that we've set everything up for you," She says giving me a smile.
"Thanks so much Jennay." I say as I walk out the door.
I sprint down the hall towards Austin's room, shoving the ultra sound picture into Austin's sweatshirt pocket.(Who's Sweatshirt Pocket?Austin's Sweatshirt pocket?Is this a good thing? Idon't know...Oh wait Ido... 8/).
I finally reached Austin's room out of breath. The Doctors were just coming out.
"He's brething, so you can go in now." The doctor says, I just push past him.
My hopes drop when I see Austin is still asleep in his bed. I don't know exactly what I was hoping for, but I wanted him to be awake. I grab his hand and intertwine our fingers. I give our intertwined knuckles a kiss. He stirs but doesn't wake up.
I sit down and let out a deep sigh.
"*Sighhhhh* I'm doing this for you Austin, If you can hear me, I want you to remeber this, I want you to always make your music. I love you, but this is just how things have to be, I love you Austin, I always have and always will," I tell him, I figure, this is the only time I will be able to say good bye without him asking questions.
I guess I should take the time to think about my 'death'. With my free hand I reach into the pocket of Austin's hockey sweatshirt and pull out my Iphone, which conveenyently already had my earbuds in it, I put them in my ear with one hand, and turn on my music.
I Love it by Icona Pop* comes on. I sing along softly and quietly so I don't disturb Austin, because at this point I'm not sure if he is unconcious or sleeping.
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch
You're from the 70's, but I'm a 90's bitch
I love it!
I love it!
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch
You're from the 70's, but I'm a 90's bitch
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care.
I love it.
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch
You're from the 70's, but I'm a 90's bitch
I love it!
I love it!
I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone.
I crashed my car into the bridge. I watched, I let it burn.
I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs.
I crashed my car into the bridge.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care.
You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way
You want me down on earth, but I am up in space
You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch
You're from the 70's, but I'm a 90's bitch
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care, I love it.
I don't care, I love it, I love it.
I don't care.
I love it.
This song just made my plan fall into place.
A/N: Ok, Done! How do you guys think that song helped her plan fall into place? Ok, So I hope this was an acceptable chapter, It certainly was longer, I think with the song cut out too, but it was kind of a filler, the next chapter is gonna be shorter, I just know this, because, tomorrow is the fourth of July and I'm apart of a military family, My dad and My uncle, So I will probably be having a picnic at the base and swimming. SO, Happy Fourth of July! I might actually update later tonight! Oh yeah, so I am so happy! SO, today I got my New play today, Darkness! It is so Freaking awesome! I am playing supporting actor, which is really good because I'm the youngest in our group, I'm not so sure if we're touring with this one or just staying in my town, but I hope we are touring so maybe some of you guys can come see me. I am playing Sarah Beaurgaurd! I love it, I'm basically the second lead, I am so excited! I love acting, I especially love my acting academy! I took a camp this year, and they had a talent scout come, they gave them my headshot, because they think that I am a good actress I was one out of 5. The camp basically just had like audition practice, commercials, and stage presence! I hope that they think I'm good enough. I guess you guys are wondering, if you didn't know, I am apart of a theater group, I play volleyball (Go Rebels!) and Track during the school year. I do competitive,figure,and regular Ice Skating during the winter! Ahh! My Lovely life! Review!
*I love this song! IT's amazing, I love how agressive they sound! Ahh, If I had a car I wouldn't crash it into the bridge, unless it was my ex's then yes!
*Kaylin, who loves and is extremely sorry for making you wait this long!
Until next time, Stay in school, and Hugs Before Drugs! Oh yeah and don't forget YOLO!