A/n : song "Monster" by Skillet

It felt like only minutes had past when Jared came back in the room and told us it was time to go on.

"Are you ready?" He asked me.

"I think so." I told him.

"Well the first song we sing is just going to be me. Listen and get a feel for what our band is about. I rearranged the set list so that the first song you sing has the least amount of you in it."

"Okay." I told him.

"You will do great." Izzy told me.

She seemed so shore. I almost believed her.

"Don't be scared you're a great singer." Stella added in.

"And you defiantly already have the look down." Allen said.

He was rite I looked around and even though I have only known them a few days you could not tell by looking at us. We looked like he have been friends for years. So as long as I can fake my way through this no one should ever know I am not actually part of this band.

They walked out on stage and I waited rite of stage. Knowing I was not needed at this time and did not want to be some weirdo just standing on the stage.

Stella walked over and sat behind the drums. Allen grabbed what I think is a base guitar, and Izzy seemed to be playing lead guitar. Jared stood behind the mike in the middle of the stage.

"Hello everyone. Thank you for coming out. We are Destruction and Mayhem." He called out to the crowed.

There were hoots and hollers from the crowed, apparently there band already had some fans.

This just keeps getting better and better.

"All the songs tonight are brand knew. This first one is called Monster." He said and rite when he finished the music started.

The secret side of me, I never let you see.

I keep it caged, but I can't control it.

So stay away from me.

The beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it.

It's scratching on the walls.

In the closet, in the halls.

It comes awake and I can't control it.

Hiding under the bed.

In my body, in my head.

Why won't somebody come and save me form this?

MAKE IT END!

He screamed the last part letting his sexy raspy voice be herd. I looked at all of them and they all looked so confident. Moving to the music as if it was in there blood.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I hate what I've become.

The nightmare's just begun.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

He sang in that same strong voice as before. He was moving more bobbing his head slightly as he sang.

I, I, feel like a monster

I, I, feel like a monster.

He yelled. Then there was a break in his singing so everyone could hear just how good the rest of the band actually was.

My secret side I keep.

Hid under lock and key.

I keep it caged but I can't control it.

Cause if I let him out.

He'll tear me up and break me down.

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

MAKE IT END!

He again yelled the last line.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I hate what I've become.

The nightmare's just begun.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I hate what I've become.

The nightmare's just begun.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I, I feel like a monster.

I , I feel like a monster.

It's hiding in the dark.

Its teeth are razor sharp.

There's no escape for me.

It wants my soul, it wants my heart.

No one can hear me scream.

Maybe it's just a dream or maybe it's inside of me.

STOP THIS MONSTER!

He yelled the last line louder than any of them before.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I hate what I've become.

The nightmare's just begun.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I hate what I've become.

The nightmare's just begun.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I gotta lose control.

Here's something radical.

I must confess that I feel like a monster.

I, I, feel like a monster.

I, I, feel like a monster.

I, I, feel like a monster.

I, I, feel like a monster.

The music stopped the second he sang his last words and the crowed clapped for them. I felt my insides start to turn they are so good. I did not know how I was going to keep up. I liked music like this but never actually tried to sing it.

"Know I would like to call a friend to the stage to help us out with the next song. Thana come on out." Jared called.

I tried to take a deep breath before walking onto the stage but I seemed to have forgotten how to breathe.

I grabbed my mike stand and walked out onto the stage. I just kind of stood there next to Jared staring at the crowd.

I was convinced I was going to have a heart attack.