A/N: I hope you all have your tissues near by, because this chapter is Deeeepressssiiiiiinnnnnnnggggggggg! So, you guys time has elapsed, Ally kept putting it off, because she had to take care of some stuff, Just thought I'd tell you guys, because I updated yesterday didn't save it and it was the same as chapter 11 sorry about that too, and didn't feel like righting that over again so I decided to get you up to speed...SO READ ON!
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY OR ANYOTHER REFRENCES USED IN THIS CHAPTER!
Ally Pov,
So, today is the day, that I've been dreading. The day I leave my whole life behind to keep my still-sadly- secret boyfriend's career alive.
I'm lying in my bed staring at the ceiling thinking about all the things I need to do before, I board my plane and commence operation: Fake your death without your friends knowing that your faking it. That basically translates to don't let anybody see you after it happens.
I hear a knock at the door.
"Come in," I say sitting up.
"Hey Ally-Cat," Dez says.
"Hey," I tell him.
"So, you said you needed my help?" He asks more than states.
I twirl my hair around my finger, also a new habit I picked up opposed to chewing my hair.
"Well, I didn't tell you and Dad, but you have to promise not to tell anyone and you guys have to promise to go along and not tell anybody," I tell him dead serious.
He nods signaling for me to go on.
"I...I-I got accepted to a uh, music school in South Carolina and um..." I trail off, unsure of whatelse I'm gonna say to cover up my pregnancy. I'm 2 months pregnant now, I'm not showing yet, the doctor says it'll probably be about 3 more months til I show since I'm so skinny.
"and um..." Dez prompts.
"Well, I don't want Austin or Trish to be devestated so I want you guys to go along with my plan to fake my death. Then when and if I come back, I'll tell them it was a hoax." I tell him.
"Ok, so... your funeral?" He asks.
"Already planned, here you go," I say handing him all the things he needs to know.
"Tell them you couldn't find my body after I, uh, you'll see, I'll send you an email. When I get there ok?" He nods and that was the end of our conversation.
"Daddy?Can I talk to you?" I ask him standing at the door of his office at Sonic Boom.
"Yeah, sure honey... but no raises, you and Dez get paid enough, three chicken fingers is a great amount of pay," He says. I roll my eyes, as I shut the door and sit down in front of him.
"Well...Dad, there's something I need to tell you," I start. He nods taking off his glasses and giving me his full attention.
"I got accepted into a music school, in South Carolina." I tell him.
"Oh, that's great honey! Your mother would be so proud." He says.
I look at him, no she wouldn't and thank God she's in Africa, otherwise, I would be sitting my butt down having her scream at me about how sex before marriage, is unacceptable.
"Yeah, she would, wouldn't she. Anyways, I already told Dez, but I don't want Trish and Austin to be devestated, so I need you and Dez to make everybody, think that I'm... I'm Dead," I tell him.
"Ally, is there something I'm missing here, I mean highschool is only 2 more years. You eventually will be coming back right? I mean if your gonna come back then..." My dad starts putting all the peices together.
.God. He's too smart for me, He knows what I'm doing, and if he doesn't he's about to know now.
"I Don't know if I can tell you this, but I don't think I can come back." I tell him looking everywhere but his eyes.
"Alexis, tell me what's going on right now," I cringe at the use of my full name, because I hate it, my parents clearly didn't think it through that the name doesn't suit me, and it sounds way to babyish, that's why I go by ALLY!
"Dad, promise you won't be mad and that you'll be the most supportive that you can when I tell you, even if your mad," I tell him. I don't want to tell him but I guess I have to now, and he's bound to figure out sooner or later, why not sooner.
"Ok, go on," He says folding his hands on his desk and looking really worried.
"I kinda sorta might have got pregnant, and it kinda sorta might be Austin's baby. But I kinda sorta-" He stops me with an annoyed look on spread on his features.
"Ally, honey stop with the Kinda sorta, it's either you are or you aren't," He tells me.
"Ok, I don't want to ruin Austin's career with a baby at a really young age, I mean he just got his record deal and he hasn't even started working yet, and while me not writing his songs might not be benefiting his career either, but this way I don't have to give up my baby, because I really don't want to," I tell him.
"Well, Honey, I'm not really happy that you're pregnant at 16 but, I know I can trust your judgement, so if you think this is how we should do it, then this is how we should do it. So, I still want to be apart of my Grandchild's life, so I'll send you money so that you can support him or her," My dad tells me.
"How far along?" My dad asks.
"2 months, I've kinda been putting this off for a while now, I was gonna leave the day after Austin got out of the Hospital but I couldn't do that." I tell him.
"Oh, ok, well I see you've been really responsible and thought this whole thing out."He says.
"Yeah, well Dad, I have a tight schedule to keep, so I need to leave. Bye, and thanks for listening," I tell him standing up and giving him a hug.
"Anytime, sweetheart, just be careful, and call me the moment that you get there," He tells me as I walk out the door and nod to let him know I heard him.
Well, the next thing on my list is, to write my goodbye letters, but maybe I shouldn't do that because then it'll seem like suicide... Well, I'll date them to make it seem like it was a just in case letter.
I have two more hours left before I my plan officially starts.
So far, I've spent the whole day with Trish and Austin.
Trish and I had a girls day at the spa, we talked about all our past memories, and how she would always be a good manager to Austin. After that Me and Austin went to the beach, were he taught me how to surf, we walked on the beach, and had lunch. It was really romantic and sweet, It almost makes me wanna cry that I have to leave him, he's the best boyfriend and best friend I've ever had.
Well, time to get the cab ready, the cab driver is going to be waiting while I uh... take care of my death scene.
"Ally, cab's here," My brother says poking his head through my door.
"Oh, thanks Dez," I say looking at him kind of sad.
"Need any help?" He asks.
"Sure, could, could you just grab those bags and take them downstairs and put them into the cab." I tell him.
He nods his head. Slowly but surely we get everything into the cab. I look at my dad and my brother one last time.
"I love you guys, and I promise that I'll keep in touch," I tell them.
"We love you too," My brother said.
I ran to them and gave them each a big hug.
I turned around and walked away, I look back at them one last time before I duck into the drivers seat.
It's now or never. Sadly, its now, but I couldn't care, because it will be worth it in the end. I speed off to my destination where my plan will start.
A/N: So, there we have it, the beginning to the "end" of Ally, the rest of her death scene will be coming soon. Maybe now or later today! But that's all you get, tell me what you guys thought about Ally and her Dad's tell all, tell me how you think the rest will go, or don't, up to you, because I already know! Muwahahahaha! Well Review! I worked really hard on this for you guys and made it longer than I really wanted to!
*Kaylin, who loves you guys and hopes you enjoyed the chapter
