A/N: Sorry it's been a while! I hope this one is long and an ok fit for you guys!
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY OR ANYOTHER REFRENCES USED IN THIS CHAPTER!
Ally's Pov,
I set Alyssa down on my old bed. She looks up at me with her golden brown eyes that remind me so much of Austin's.
"Mommy, I'm not tired." She says in a hushed voice. She's looking behind me now at Dez, because she's shy and he's staring at her studying her every move.
"I know baby... but can you try to take a nap for mommy?" I ask her in the same tone of voice she was speaking to me in.
"Ok," She says back. I kiss her forehead.
"Thank you princess." I say tucking her in under the sheets. She closes her eyes, but I know she's not sleeping.
I get up from the bed, and turn around to face Dez who is confused as hell. I motion for him to follow me and shut the door behind him after he leaves.
"Ally who is that? What the hell where you doing in South Carolina?" He asks.
"Dez, cool your jets. I'll tell you." I say taking a seat on the couch in our living room, a really nice couch, one that I haven't been on in a while and my butt truly missed.
"Ok, start talking." He says sitting down next to me.
I curl my legs under me and grab one o f the throw pillows, and hug it to my torso. After I finished making myself comfortable I looked at Dez.
"Comfy?" He asks sarcasticly.
I roll my eyes and exhale through my nose before I start.
"Ok, so 3 years ago, when I left, I didn't get accepted into a music school. I was pregnant... with Austin's daughter. That's who she is. She's your niece." I look at him to see how he's taking the news.
He's just looking at me, no expression on his face.
"Say something Dez," I tell him.
He shakes his head.
"Give me a moment, this is a lot of information to drop on someone. Just... let me process it. Please. Just continue with the story," He pleads with me.
I take another big breath and continue. "I moved to South Carolina and had Alyssa there. Alyssa's her name by the way," I say he smiles. "Anyway, I decided that I would pretend I was dead that way he would never look for me, if I ran away and Dallas to, he threatned to kill me, he told me I could run but I'd never be able to hide, he would always find me. So, I had to fake my death, reason 1 being my safety and reason 2 being that Austin's career was just starting, and a baby definetly would have ruin the small fan base he had and he'd probably lose his record deal, because being a teen parent isn't good for publicity. Especially, being at the time everyone thoght he was cheating on Kira with me." I say.
"Ally, I just wanna say. I'm happy that you have Alyssa. I'm going to be the best uncle ever! I'm gonna take her to Kidoplis. Not just because they won't let anyone over the age of 10 in their to play. I never get to go, but now I have a kid, so I can go!" I look at him. Really look at him and study him. I let out a small giggle at his childish ways. Just like Austin.
"I'm sure, she'll be happy to have an uncle like you." I say he looks at me and smiles.
"So continue, I'm starting to understand this all, I'll save all my questions til the end." He says serious, like we're teenage girls talking about the girl in the hall who's shoes didn't match her purse.
"Ok... Well, I moved there and I had Alyssa, I had to work, in order to make sure she was healthy. So I did what I had to do, I worked as many hours as I could do with a baby. I tried to give her a head start on learning so, I taught her how to talk, and she sorta knows how to read and write, but I didn't wanna completly take away her being a baby so I stopped there. I first worked at the nursery at a daycare, that way I could keep an eye on Alyssa since she was like 4 months when I started working. After she turned 1 I started working at a restaraunt. I had to work at the restaurant becausse, Dad stopped sending me money, The daycare paycheck just wasn't covering her needs or mine anymore. So ever since I worked as many hours as I could. I went back to highschool after Alyssa turned 1 too, the restaurant didn't need me until after the local highschool let out so I figured why be behind? I really wanted to set as good of an example for her as possible. I mean, being a teen mom... not the best example of what I want her to think of me. Well, that's all you really need to know. You're pretty much caught up." I tell him.
He nods his head.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks.
"Dez, don't take this to offence but, you can't keep a secret. You have to tell someone, and that someone is always Austin. I would much rather have all the shit I went through happen than, Hell break loose, when Austin finds out I staged the whole thing to hide from him." I tell him.
"I'm just gonna ignore your comment. Isn't hell gonna break loose when you tell Austin?" He asks.
"No. Because I'm not. I'm simply here to let him know I'm alive, and give him his closure. After that, it's back to my life and the way things were." I tell him.
"Look, I'm just gonna tell you this, Dad, probably will be fucking pissed if he sees you here. I didn't know this much, but I know, he kept on saying how much of a dissapointment you are. I was confused, he always told me he wrote you, I guess that's the money, but he stopped after a while. I asked why and he said, just don't be like your sister." Dez says.
I don't respond. I'm hurt right now. I know I told him not to be mad, but he didn't have to be harsh, I can't believe that's what my dad thought of me. If he thinks that I definietly won't tell Austin, imagine what he'll think. It'll hurt way more from Austin, because I'm actually in love with him.
Dez noticed my silence, and as if he read my mind he said.
"Tell him. It'll be better, it'll be a lot to take in, but he'll appreciate it." Dez says pulling me into a hug. I hug him back and just think.
So here I am, tell Austin or tell him not. Why is my life so complicated? Ugh, FML!
A/N: So, here's your update, sorry it's been a while. I started school and had a bunch of volunteer stuff. Opening night for my play and volleyball tryouts. I'm a busy person. I'm gonna try and update Saturday's I'll try to make them super long, but not too long. hopefully this one is suitable. So is she gonna tell or not? I honestly don't know. we'll see how I'm feeling! Anyways, who heard Pass Me By? It was ah-freaking-mazing, more than that actually! Word's cant' describe. I think it's really good! I think it's kind of sexy how Ross Lynch is a Disney star, yet in his song he said 'damn' a word that Disney would flip out if it was said on there t.v. shows. Anyways yeah, it just shows that he doesn't let Disney own him, like some of there stars. Yeah, so there's that, I also think that they said that because, there teens, we all have our moments with curse words, Disney doesn't show anything about what real teens go through, probably because they can't because there channel is mainly watched by kids but still. I think, GO Ross! Show Disney who's BOSS! Haha! That Rhymed! Review please! See ya tomorrow maybe.
P.S. Who saw Rocky twerking at the Teen Choice Awards? I did! It was sexy and super funny too! I think he practiced that, he's been waiting his whole life for that moment to twerk!
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