A/N Hey! This is the First chapter of the fanfic, I'm sorry for any errors, I'm not the best writer, but I hope I can go far into this fanfic 70 chapters maybe? I don't know.

This fanfic starts off as Nicholas summer before his second year of highschool, as so as the rest of the glee clubs main members arw going into the same grade as him.

I'm going to write this in first person, review if you want 3rd person maybe?

For visual Nick Berry will look exactly lile Shawn Mendes so you have an idea of what he looks like.

Disclaimer! I DO NOT own Glee or any of it's characters!

Well anyways here it goes!

Nicks Point of view;

I woke up from my blaring alarm annoyed. "Stupid alarm" I groaned and turned it off. Getting up out of bed, and manabed putting on clothes. I looked over to the mirrior. well shit. I thought. I dress like a dork, no wonder i'm such a loser. Hmm I should go to the store.

I drove to the store, I walked in and started walking towards the mens section. "What to pick?" I mutterd. After hours of trying on clothing, I ended up with a hell of a lot of items. All black skate shoes, black and green hightops, black leather jacket, couple of hoodies, tan, two black, two dark wash, skinnier fit jeans. Five longer athletic shorts, bomber jacket, seven t-shirts, four v neck shirts, and aviater sunglasses. Lets just say there was a shit load of money was spent.

After paying and getting in my car I went to get my haircut.

They cut it into a medium length quiff, I thought I looked better and felt better. Hopefully I won't be picked on like last year of being picked on those animal sweaters and haircut.

God, I'm such a whimp and loser. I never stand up for myself, I get slushied, i'm in love with the Quinn Fabray. Maybe joining the Football team? No never...maybe? Maybe next year after I start weight lifting and have actual muscle.

I get home. "Dads I'm home!" They must not be home. I was used to it by now, there drunks, always getting drunk. They were great parents but once I turned 12 they just gave me money so I could get food for myself. They don't care about me at all the just expect me to eat and do whatever. They think they don't need to parent me at all.

I looked over at a knife. Just Thinking how easy it was to kill myself no one cares about me if I were to die now, they wouldn't miss me. If I killed myself no one would search for me. No I wasn't suicidal I just didn't care if I lived or die, no one cares about me. Life would go on and no one would mourn for me. I guess I'm just selfish. If a car was coming at me I wouldn't jump out of the way, if someone were to point a gun at me I wouldn't beg for my life, instead I wouldu dare them to do it. But I wouldn't do it to myself willingly. But still no one cared. I'm just a nobody.

END OF SUMMER FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...

I wake up at 5:00 am get athletic clothes on, then go outside and jog two miles, as I get back I started my weight lifting. I had started weight lifting in the begining of summer, plus started certain exercies. I'm close to a six pack, I have built pretty good muscle towards my biceps, I lost a lot of fat, I look way better than before, hopefully people think that too.

After my morning exiercies I take a nice cold shower.

"Hmm what should I wear?" I decide on my black skinnier fit jeans, my hightops, a light grey pull over hoodie, out lined with black, and a white v neck that says 'good girls go to heaven bad girls go to my bed' In black bold print. I put a little bit of hair gel in my hair and brush the top of my hair to pull quiff to make sure it's smothed back and then brush the sorter hair on the sides of my head.

Perfect.

I head off to school

As I walk in the halls I can tell apart the Populars, the geeks, the nerds, the gamers, the skaters, the skanks, and the new fresh crew of students. I fit in of none of these groupings. I'm just a nobody.

"Woah woah woah, Hold up Hobit. You got a haircut, new clothing and muscle! Damn!" Santana chuckled.

"Y-yeah" Santana then stared at me weirdly for a second.

"Your voice is like deep now! Berry finally hit puberty!" I nodded, not knowning what to say.

"You mute now?" She laughed and walked off toward Brittney muttering stuff to herself.

Then I saw Quinn...Quinn Fabray head cheerleader. Quinn is just stunning. And what perv made those uniforms so short I can barely contain myself. Well whoever did, God bless them quinn looks beautiful in the uniform. Her legs. Her lips that I so badly wish I could kiss. Her perfect Hazel eyes. Without realizing it I started day dreaming. Then the bell rang waking me out of my thoughts. I hurried off the my first class which is English.

Ugh. I like English, but I hate the teacher. He is a dick head.

I sat down at a back desk. Then Quinn came in looking as beautiful as ever. We share this class! Yes! Holy shit. She sat down in front of me!

I mentaly slaped my forehead because I was staring at her now and she was looking at me funny, I blushed and looked down at my notebook trying to hide the redness of my cheeks.

I could smell her perfume. She was perfect in all ways to me even her flaws. Which I connot find one. She turned around towards me.

"Hey" She gently whispered.

"Hello" I made a goofy dopey smile. I like her so much I smile weird around her. Great.

" So can I borrow your pen?"

"Y-yeah S-sure" I stutter. God I must sound like a total idiot. I handed the pen to her.

"Thanks" She smiles. God, I will do anything to make her smile like that.

I listened to the teacher partly. Mostly thinking about Quinn.

Soon class was over. I headed out the class room but was stoped by Quinn.

"Yes?" I asked.

"Here's your pen" She started handing it to me.

"N-No it's fine, you keep it. O-only if you like want to of course." I sputtered fastly.

"Oh cool thank you, Nicholas" She smiled and walked away.

I put on that same goofy smile. She said my first name!

It was close for the bell to ring and school to end. I was grabbing my books when a certain Puck came by with a cherry slushy in hand. "Shit" I muttered. No I was not going to be a loser. No.

So with all the courage I had within me, I grab the drink and slushie it on him. He sucker punched me before running towards the bathrooms.

"Nick that was really brave of you" I turned around to see who it was. It was Brittney.

"Oh uh yeah thanks"

She leaned in towards my ear and whispered "I know you love Quinn" and with that she just skips towards Santana.

How the hell did she know?

Again sorry for any errors!

sorry for a short chapter, they will be longer I promise.

REVIEW PLEASE, I take critism too it helps me. And be free to leave sugustions!

I'll update next week.

Until next time