A/N I will be writing 7,000 word chapters now so after this chapter thee will be 7,000 word chapters, And this chapter i'll have a little bit of Quinns pov.
WARNING: Abuse.
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Quinn POV;
I wake up tired more than usual, pregnancy hormones. The whole school knows i'm pregnant, I haven't told my parents yet. I can't they will disown me! I've told Finn it was his child. It was really Pucks. Puck...out of any guy, him. I got drunk on wine coolers went over to his house. He convinced me to have sex with him. I wish it was really a guy like Nicholas, brave, won't let anyone tear him down, confident, cute. I've noticed he got muscle over the summer. He may even be hot. No. I can't like him. But I do I really do.
But I screwed all that up when I started being mean and a bitch towards him. I was no longer a cheerleader. I had to reputation. Is this what I put him through? I felt terrible now.
Lately Nick has been acting different. He used to always sing, try to be best. Now he doesn't sing. He does't care who sings more than him. Distant. He seems distant.
I took a nice long warm shower then blow dried my hair.
I put on a nice dress and flats on. I brush my hair until it's smooth, then take a white with blue design on it.
I pick up my phone and text Santana asking if she can give me a drive. She replys with a yes. I'm surprised my parents haven't noticed me not in my cheerios uniform. But I guess it's normal they don't really pay attention to me. They just only care about making themselves look good infront of others.
I wait outside my house for a few minutes until I hear Santana pull up the driveway. I got in her car.
"Hey Q"
"Hello, how are you dealing with Britt?"
"She can date whoever she wants I don't care." But I could tell she really did. I decided not to push her too far.
"How about you though Q?"
"I don't like Britt."
"I mean with Berry. You totally have the hots for him." I felt heat on my cheeks.
"No I don't" yeah you do.
"Whatever, I know you do."
"Fine, yes I do like Nicholas, he is kind, caring confident, I love the way he smiles, he is cute, his personality, the way his eyes seem to sparkle everytime he sings! I don't care if you hate him. Because I Like him! He is handsome, a gentleman, he is brave I like all of him, even is imperfections seem perfect to me!"
"Woah, Fabray. You have it bad." I huff.
We continue chatting on the way to school. Once we got there I saw Nick walk up to me.
"Hey, How have you been Quinn?"
"Okay, you?"
"Yeah i'm fine" I noticed he had a small limp. Also his right eye was black, he had a bandage above his right eyebrow aswell. Something was not right.
"What happened, your eye?"
"I was riding my bike, I wasn't looking where I was going and hit a stop sign." I didn't believe it but let it slide.
"Okay. So would you want to go over to my house after school or something?" Hopefully he would say yes. Maybe we could become closer.
"Oh yeah sure." Yes I smiled."so what time?"
"6:00pm" I replied.
The warning bell rang.
"May I walk you to your class, which is English, right?"
"Yeah we share it" He offered his arm and I put my arm around his.
We got there. I listened to the teacher partly. I loved writing and reading. But this Teacher just sucks.
Soon class ended. Towards the end of the day. I went to Glee. This was the week of ballads and such. I sat down and Finn came along and sag next to me. I felt bad that I was lying to him about being the father. I felt really bad.
Glee ended and everyone parted their own ways.
Nicholas POV
The pain from my ribs hurt to the point breathing hurt so bad. I couldn't tell anyone. I was scared. I was ashamed. I was scared to walk to my car. So I managed to run to my car. I didn't see karofsky. I got to my car and drove home. I opened up the door to see my dads there. I called Leroy Papa and Hiram Dad. Although I don't really think of them as my dads.
"Son get me a beer please." He was drunk ..
"Okay" I sighed. I went to the fridge and grabbed him a bottle, I lost my grip and the bottle smashed onto the ground. Big mistake.
"Stupid boy!" Leroy yelled at me and grabbed me by the arm forcing me into my room. He took his belt lifted my shirt and stsrted whipping me with it. It hurt so bad I started sobbing. He nev3r nest me before. He kept on slapping the beltnon my skin for twenty minutes. He left me. It's my fault. I shouldn't have dropped the bottle. I choked out a sob.
I walked into the bathroom grabbing my razor, lifting my sleeve up I carved deep letters worthless I repeated this on the other arm and on my theighs. I looked at the clock. Shit. It was 6:10pm I'm suppose to be at Quinns. I made the stupid mistake of forgetting to clean the cut marks, the blood.
I get to Quinns house my back and sides stinging at the touch of my shirt. What I didn't notice was the blood already going through my sleeves.
I pressed the doorbell. anwsered.
"Hello "
"Hello, come in." I walked in th house."You Must be Nick."
"Yes ma'am."
Quinn walked down the stairs. "Hi Nick, want to go to my bedroom?"
"O-oh u-uh yeah-yeah." Bedroom...
"Follow me." She showed me around and we lastly ended up in her room she looked down at my arms seeing the blood, Her eyes widdened.
"Oh my god Nick what happened!" She pulled my sleeve up before I could pull away. She gasp as she read the word worthless and the many marks on my arm. Fuck! I didn't clean my cuts!
"Um.."I trailed off not knowing what to say.
"You did this to yourself?" I nodded.
"Why?"
"I deserve it I'm worthless."
"No you're not." She stated firmly.
"Yes I am, and just please don't go around telling everyone. Please." I begged her.
"Okay, but please stop." I shook my head."than at least try."
"Fine. okay.".
She hugged me and I whinced in pain by the beating my father had done and what Karofsky did.
"What? Whats wrong?"
"Nothing, I just hurt myself accidently"
"No you didn't let me see. I gave in and lifted up my shirt. She saw the bruises the welts, red skin. The cuts I did. Everything. She tarced it gently with her finger. I saw her eyes tear up.
"W-who did this to you?"
"The bruises that look older are from the football team. The blacker bruises are from where they beat me with a metal bat. The lighter ones where they kicked me. The areas of red marks are the cuts I did. The bruises on my shoulder and neck are from the pole they used to hit me with. The welts and the red areas on my back are from my dad." I said and looked down.
"How bad does it hurt?"
"Like someone shot me in the ribs."
"It could be broken." I didn't think of that.
"I'm sure it isn't."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I'm sure." I noticed she was still tracing my stomach. We leaned in closer. I could feel her breath. I kissed her gently, it continued I poked my tongue out to gain enterance, she let it in. I swiped my tongue on her bottom lip, biting it playfully.
I laid her gently on top of me as we countinued to make out, she stopped.
"What?"
"Brittney"
"We faked dated to make you jealous so I could get a chance at dating you."
"Oh"
"Your not mad are you?"
"No, i'm tired could we cuddle?" And so we did we both fell asleep.
I lefted as soon as I woke up. I felt warmth next to me.
I opened my eyes to see where it was coming from. Quinn. She's so beautiful when she sleeps.
"Hey."
"Hi."
"So you're not going to tell anyone about...?"
"I won't, but please go to a doctor."
"I can't or else they will know and then everyone will know. I'll be even more of a loser.
"No you won't be. In real life out of highschool nobody cares about that stuff. They just know they won't get out of this loser town. Unlike you." I smile at that.
"And you. You will get outta here."
"No I won't." I look at the time.
"Sorry I have to go."
"Oh okay, goodbye."
And so I left. Geez are me and Quinn dating!? Or are we just...? I don't know.
I walk into StarBucks. I saw Mike and Matt, they waved me over i went and had a seat with them.
"Hey."
"Hey dude"
"So what you guys up to today?"
"I don't know. Were going to go practice dancing at 6:00pm so we could teach others in glee. Hey! Maybe I could teach you! Wanna come to the auditotium with us around 6:00?
I smiled"Yeah. I noticed you don't sing in glee as much. Maybe I could help with your singing?"
"Yeah, sure. See ya later dude."
I sat there for a while. Kurt came in and walked over to me. The past few days Kurt has been staring at me weirdly. He started bring up reasons girls suck out of the blue. By now I knew he had a big old crush on me. It was awkward because I'm straight. I dom't dig guys. And he acts like I may be bisexual or gay. Which i'm not. It makes really awkward conversations.
"Hey!"
"Sup" I reply.
"So I was wondering if you wanted to go see a movie or something?"
"Just us?"
"Yeah! Just us boys."
"Won't people think were dating?"
"Who cares? Let them think that or whatever they want." Yup he wants people to think were dating. Awkward again.
"Uh I can't i'm going to hang with Mike and Matt."
"Oh thats a shame, goodbye"
"Bye.."
Quinn POV
Finn, my Mother, Father, and I are sitting at the table. Me and him aren't really dating. But my parents think he is.
Finn walks in with my moms radio.
"This week in glee there is a assignment to sing a ballad. Here is mine."
"Finn oh god please don't. Please..."
He sang your having my baby I was pissed of during this. My dad ended it in mid way.
"You need to leave."
"Daddy please no, Finn loves me he is a good guy!"
"You too."
I started shedding tears by now. He was so cruel. He called me a sin. Mistake.
After sevral minutes of begging Russel. I gave up he gave me twenty minutes to pack and leave. I was sobbing. I called Nick
"My dad kicked me out"
"I'll come pick you up."
"Thank you."
I waited ten minutes outside on the curb. He got there and gace me a ride to his house.
"You can stay at my house."
"Thank you again."
"It was the right thing to do. I wanted to help you. Okay?"
"Yeah." I muttered softly. How could my own father do that? How...why?
Soon we got to his house. His parents weren't there.
"Where are your dads?"
"Oh they went on a business trip, they'll be back in ten months." Wow... thats a while.
"Why so long?" I question.
"For their company. They care about it alot, so they go someplace where another building of their company is. They help them out there, and stuff. I don't really know why. They put a lot of money in my bank account so I have enough money for food, clothes, and lots of extra stuff." He ranted.
"Your ranting you know?"
"Yeah, yeah I guess I am." Nick blushed slightly.
"Do you ever see your dads?"
"Yeah, few weeks a year." He looked down."I don't really like them. They are terrible parents. Enough of me, you must be...?"
"Sad. Unsure. I don't really express my feeling that well."
Me either, I just never get them out. Like I'll bottle it up and never talk about. There really is no one who wants to talk with me." I felt bad for making his highschool life so far a living hell.
" i'm sorry for making highschool horrible so far."
"Hey it's fine. They would have treated me the same, if you did anything or not."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, i'm sure." I didn't believe him. But let it slide.
He took his hand and gently traced me cheek, leaning in slowly. I kissed him. He licked my bottom lip. I nibbled his lip gently, surprised he let out a small moan. He backed up.
"What?" I started panicked, did I do something wrong? Oh no. What if I did?.
"No, I just think insteae of making out we could watch a movie and cuddle? To comfort you better."
"Okay" I smiled.
We ended up choosing RENT.
We laid down, he putting his arm around my waist, and I put my hand over his. I felt so happy with him. I think I love him?
I don't know. I started feeling my eyelids getting heavier and heavier, falling asleep in his arms.
I woke up to his eyes on me. I blushed.
"Why are watching me sleep? It's creepy." I teased.
"Your just so beautiful when you sleep. I get lost in you eyes everytime I look at them." I bit my lip.
"Are wemlike...I don't knoww, offical? Dating?" I Ask nervously.
He looks at me. Kind of like staring. I shouldn't have asked that gah I'm so stupid of course he wouldn't
"I...
cliff hanger! Sorry.
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