Note: So here's a new chapter :D I am very excited about this, so wish me luck :D

Special thanks go to: nerdandrew and CastielsFluffyKitten and two Guests who demanded a new chapter. This is for you guys :) thanks, for being my muse for this, sorry that it took so long

And another thanks goes to ChibyL who helped me with the Italian stuff, hope they are still with me on the new chapters :D

Castiel looks at his reflection in the mirror, his face was covered in blood and tears. "Gross." he mumbles as he waits for the cold water to get warmer. He splashes the water on his face and uses the cheap soap on the sink, careful, not to get any in his eyes. Cas dries his face, being extra careful around the nose area, before looking at himself again. His eyes are rimmed red and his nose is turning into a purple color. He frowns and walks back out of the bathroom only to bump into Dean.

"Oh, sorry. You okay? I got you an ice pack. Here!" Dean talks really fast and his voice is a bit higher than usually as he hands Cas the pack, but won't meet his eyes.

"I'm okay..." Castiel says slowly,"are you?"

His question isn't answered as the other boy shoves him up the stairs into his bedroom.

"What-"

Castiel gets interrupted as soft lips collide with his, and his back collides with the wall. Castiel is just too shocked to respond to the kiss and Dean immediately pulls back.

"Shit. I'm so sorry." Dean falters, his hand violently pressed against his mouth. Trying to magically get that kiss back inside his mouth, and bury the very thought of it deep down in his brain.

He turns away from Cas, who just stares at him with wide eyes. Dean presses his eyes shut and tries to keep the tears from spilling over.

Castiel awakes from his freezing. He takes a step towards Dean, but the boy moves further away. "Hey," Cas whispers, the noise deafening in the silence. Dean still doesn't respond. Castiel keeps moving closer, slowly, he reaches out with his hand and touches Dean's shoulder. The younger boy feels better when Dean doesn't shy away from him again, but he still won't turn around. "I'm sorry." Dean whispers, his voice breaking, and thick with unshed tears.

Castiel moves closer to the other boy, his breath feels hot on Dean's neck. Castiel keeps coming closer and closer until his front is pressed against Dean's back. Castiel's hand moves away from the other's shoulder, and down Dean's arm. Castiel's other hands follows soon. They wander over Dean's ribs and towards his pouchy belly.

Castiel decides to keep hugging the older boy until he is told otherwise, and slowly Dean's breathing goes slower, deeper. He is more relaxed. Castiel kisses the other's neck, just a light peck, seconds of contact.

Dean's shoulders relax and he breathes into the embrace. His hands move up to cover Cas'. Castiel's heart skips a beat at that and lays his chin on Dean's shoulder. Dean grins and the other boy kisses his cheek.

A shudder runs down Castiel's back as the other lets go of his hands and wiggles free of the embrace. Dean turns around to face the younger boy, smiles and reaches for the other's hands. He pulls the boy closer to him again. One hand letting go and holding onto Cas' hips instead. With caution and slow movements he seduces Cas to move closer to him. So close their breaths mingle in the middle. "Can I kiss you?" Dean asks, his cheek turning a bright red color.

"Yeah " Castiel breaths as he moves to close the remaining distance between the boys. Their lips meet, their hearts stop for a moment only to pick up the pace afterwards.

They don't move apart when they broke off the kiss. They stay close and breath in each others scents. After some time Castiel hesitates:"I really need that ice pack on my nose now."

Dean starts giggling as he gets some distance in between them again.

"Where did you put it?" Dean asks while looking around in the room.

"Uh.."

Dean spots it on the floor next to the wall where Dean kissed Cas the first time.

"I guess I let it go..." Castiel states, embarrassement audible in his voice.

Dean breaks out into a laugh. At first Castiel pouts at him but soon chuckles too.