A/N A huge thanks goes to my very good friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work on this chapter. Obviously, this is the honeymoon. I hope you enjoy it. There's a very important A/N at the bottom, please read it.
I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.
Bella's POV
I watched his face as his eyes followed the movements of my hands. He was just standing there, not moving and I moved slowly. I pushed the slip down until it fell around my ankles. Then I stepped out of it, never taking my eyes off of my handsome mate.
I saw his breathing pick up as he moved his eyes up and down my body. They lingered on the black and red thong I was wearing before moving down my legs and then back up. The corset actually had the clips that kept hose up and I had the hose still on. I saw him move towards me like the predator he is and like I was his prey. I decided to tease him just a little bit more.
As he approached me I backed up. He took a couple more steps towards me and I again backed up. I heard a low growl coming from him and before I could even register that he had moved, I was in his arms, "Where do you think you're going my mate? You're not thinking of trying to get away from me are you? Now how about I help you out of this corset, it looks very uncomfortable."
He then kissed me passionately. When he broke the kiss so I could breathe he started to kiss down my neck. He nuzzled my neck, before continuing down to my collar bone. My shoulders were bare and he kissed from one side to the other.
His hands, which had been around my waist, made their way up to where the corset was tied. I felt the corset loosen and then heard a tearing sound. Then I felt his hands pull it away from my body. He threw it somewhere and my hands immediately went to cover my breasts, which were now bare.
The ripping sound had been both the ties and the snaps holding the hose. As soon as my hands covered me I heard a growl coming from Jasper again. At the same time he grabbed both my wrists and pulling my hands away growled out, "Don't ever try to hide your body from me. You're beautiful and I can't wait to touch you, taste you and bring you pleasure."
"I'm sorry Major, it's just that I've never been naked in front of a man before. I'm sure that I'm no where near as beautiful as Maria or Alice were. They are vampires after all. There is no way I could even come close to their beauty." I whispered while keeping my head down. I was expecting his rejection, but its not what I got.
What I heard made me feel fear for the first time with Jasper, his growl was almost feral. It sent a chill down my spine and at the same time made my thong wetter than it already was, "I thought we had this shit covered. YOU are my mate and you are the most beautiful female I have ever seen. Every female, both vampire and human pale in comparison to your beauty. I know from having talked to Peter about his mate that there is nothing to compare to being with the one who we are meant to be with. Everything is enhanced, just like becomin' a vampire enhances everything, only the sex is beyond anythin' that even a vampire can experience imagine, if it's with their mate. Just seein' ya darlin' has me harder than I have ever been. The need I have to touch you, to taste you is almost too much for even me to handle. I feel like I'm goin' to explode any second now. So how bout' you stop this fuckin' shit and let me show you just how beautiful I think you are. One last thing, DO. NOT. EVER. COMPARE. YOURSELF. TO. THOSE. BITCHES. THAT. ONLY. CONTROLLED ME!"
He wasn't done though, "Now allow me, my beautiful wife, to show you just how much I fuckin' love you."
He whispered this into my ear, while moving his hands to my shoulders. He pulled back enough to capture my lips in a searing kiss. It was slow, gentle and yet so full of love and passion. At the same time his hands moved down to pinch and tug at my nipples. It was gentle and made me want to feel his mouth on them.
I swear he read my mind as he trailed kisses down my neck until he reached my right nipple. He licked it and licked around it before sucking it into his mouth. I had never felt this turned on and what he was doing with his mouth was driving me crazy.
I felt my knees go weak and I felt him pick me up and carry me over to the king size bed. Unfortunately that meant that he had to let go of my nipple. I groaned out in frustration. I had had my eyes closed just wanting to feel the sensations that my husband was giving me through his actions. When I looked at him he had a fucking smirk on his face. Smug bastard. If I didn't need him I think I would have slapped that smug look off of his face.
Once I was laying down, he proceeded to go straight back to what he had been doing. He made sure to take care of both nipples. My back had arched up wanting to get as close as I could. When he started going lower and using his tongue to lick my body I felt like I might explode.
He went past my hips after lapping around my belly button. I had already taken my shoes off and he took the top of the hose on one leg into his mouth. Using his teeth he pulled the hose down and off. He did the same with the second one, but this time he slowly came up my leg kissing and licking his way up.
I could feel the heat coming from between my legs and his actions was causing me to want him to hurry the fuck up and get to where I really wanted him, right between my legs. When he finally got really close I felt him tugging at my thong which was still on. He pulled them off as well using his teeth.
I felt embarrassed at first and tried to close my legs, but couldn't because he was between them. He trailed his tongue up my leg and stopped right where my leg meets my hip. He spread my legs wider and then inhaled. He then used one hand to spread my lips and used the fingers of his other hand to slide up and down my slit.
I watched as he was looking at me and heard him say, "So beautiful, so fuckin' wet for me."
He slowly pushed one finger up inside of me, while using his tongue to tease my clit. I tried to buck up, but he held me in place. After a few more pumps with his finger he pushed a second finger up inside of me. It was driving me crazy with need. I needed him inside of me.
I told him to just get his fucking boxers off and put his cock in me. He growled at me before speaking, "Isabella, this is your first time. I know you need to feel me inside of you, I have the same need, but I also need to make sure your first time is as painless as possible. I'm trying to stretch you so it won't hurt so much. I'm also going to make sure you cum first as it will make it easier for you. Now lay there and let me take care of you."
"But what about you? I want to make sure you enjoy yourself. At least let me touch you." I whispered.
He stopped for a second and then said something that almost made me cum right then, "Darlin', in the state of arousal I'm in right now, if you were to touch me, well, I would probably cum in your hand. I'll teach you how to pleasure me, but right now it's all about you. Now no more talkin' darlin', please."
Suddenly there were three fingers inside of me. He pumped his fingers while using his tongue to flick my clit. I felt the heat building and it felt like I was going crazy with desire. Then when I felt everything was about to explode, his fingers were out and exchanged with his tongue, while his fingers played with my clit.
Then I felt the most intense fire and it was an explosion. My whole body arched up and I was screaming his name. This being my first orgasm that would lead to sex, was even more intense than any of the others that Jasper has given me.
As soon as it was over Jasper pulled his body up and kissed me. I had always thought that a guy kissing the girl after he performed oral sex was gross, but with my husband, it wasn't. His hunger for me could be felt against my upper thigh and I realized that he was now naked. I also noticed something else, he was purring.
It stopped and he looked at me asking for permission. I was ready and I needed this as much as he did. I just smiled, kissed him and bucked my hips up to let him know I wanted this. He pulled himself up a little and then lined himself up with me and then in one swift movement was inside.
He hadn't built up to it, I guess he understood that I just needed him to get it over with. It hurt like fucking hell, but then I knew it would. He did wait until the initial pain was over with before starting a slow rhythm. He was big and it was hurting as he did move, but after a minute I felt him send me relaxing feelings. He then told me to relax and that it would hurt less if I did.
He thrust a few more times before he growled and exploded inside of me, "Fuck Bella, you're so fuckin' tight, wet and hot. You make me feel almost like a high school teenager."
I was kind of surprised that it was over so quickly until he explained that most females don't really have any kind of orgasm their first time. That, plus the fact that it would help to keep it from hurting as bad, is why he insisted that I cum first.
After he had calmed down he quickly went into the bathroom and I could hear the water running. He was back a couple of minutes later and picked me up. We were in the bathroom before I could blink. He had gone into the "hers" bathroom, as its the only bathroom with a tub in it.
He came back into the room and picked me up. He explained that a hot bath would help with the soreness he knew I was feeling. While I was happier than I have ever been, he was right, I was sore. He was so gentle and placed me in the tub before climbing in behind me. The tub was large enough to fit at least six people.
The hot water felt good and it did a world of good on my sensitive areas. I was a little disappointed that he didn't try anything sexual beyond washing my body for me. He did let me return the favor and I had my first lesson in how to please a man. The end results of soap and my hands were explosive, for him anyway.
Once the water had cooled down and we were both clean, he stepped out and helped me out. He took care of me, drying me off before drying himself. Then he helped me put the robe on, but just put a towel around himself.
After walking back into the bedroom, I looked at the clock and realized that it was now one o'clock in the morning. I wasn't tired and I had an idea of what I wanted to do. I wanted to make love to Jasper again, but he had other ideas.
He called room service and ordered me some fruit and cheese. He said that I needed a snack and that I needed to stay up a few more hours. I would be sleeping during the day while the sun was up. While waiting for the food to get here I asked Jasper what were we going to do until then.
He started listing off things to do, go to the casino and gamble, go watch a show, meet up with the others and go sight seeing, none of which interested me. The last suggestion made me perk up though, "Or we could stay here, naked and get to know each other better. We can do some more foreplay, I find myself thoroughly enjoying hearing you scream my name and would love nothing more than to hear it again, but we will wait at least a day or two before I'll make love to you again. You're sore and no matter how much I want to do it again, I refuse to cause you any more pain than I already have."
We did just that. The only difference is that I found out how to seduce my new husband. It was just a matter of learning how to preform oral sex on him, stopping before he came and then pouting until he gave in and we had mind blowing sex again.
Yeah it hurt at first, but then all I could feel was pleasure. He lasted much longer than the first time and we actually tried a couple of new positions. I have to say that when I was on my hands and knees I couldn't seem to stop cumming. I did definitely scream out his name, more than once.
We actually spent the next week mostly in bed. I found myself comfortable with just sitting with him, naked. Sometimes we would just talk about things we liked or disliked, but we never talked about the family or most of them. We did talk more about how I felt when the family first left.
I told him stories about my dad and he even listened as I talked about my friendship with the wolf pack. He didn't seem to mind that I had been friends with them like Edward had been, but then he's not Edward. I still hadn't been able to quite forgive them for their lack of protecting Charlie. At the same time I understood that they were really up against a vampire that seemed to have the gift of being able to escape and seemed to know how to get around the pack themselves.
He told me stories of his friendship with Peter and Char. He also told me some of the things that Em had managed to hook him into doing. Most of the time it was harmless fun aimed at humans. Apparently Em had a thing for humans, not to eat, but to watch their reactions to things they did. Some did entail a little breaking and entering.
One thing he told me about was when Em did a very human thing and got inside of a family's house. He took the shaving cream and decorated the humans. I had to laugh when he told me about one man who had shaving cream all over his face and Em tickled his nose causing the man to smack whatever was the cause, therefore spreading the shit all over his face. They stuck around to watch as the man went to put on his house shoes, only to find more shaving cream inside of them.
Mostly I just got to know the real Jasper. Not the one that he showed everyone else, but the man that he was on the inside. He explained to me the reason he had gone back to drinking from humans. I don't think he had even realized what he had done until he explained it to me.
He had been waiting on Peter and Char to finish hunting. They were in a town in Texas, Houston to be exact and Jasper had decided to just look around. He was walking around when he heard the sound of whimpering and then what sounded like a girl begging for who ever was with her to stop.
He followed the noise which no human would have been able to hear. Turns out the noise was coming from a very dark ally behind a bar and restaurant. He looked at the girl and he said that something in him just snapped.
The girl which looked to be about seventeen, was being held down by two big guys, while a third was in the process of removing her clothes. He managed to get the guys off of her, told her to run and then drained the three. While he was telling me what happened he stopped. It was like he had just realized something.
He then described the girl. She had my hair color as well as the brown eyes. In his mind, or subconscious, it had been me. He hadn't even thought of it that way until he described her. He said at the time he saw the situation and that the rage was so strong that he was shocked. He felt like he should have realized then that I was his mate, but he never realized how much the girl reminded him of me until now.
We talked more about his hunting habits. He seemed to hesitate when I asked him how he hunted now and why it didn't seem to bother him. Finally he explained that most of his victims saw death before they saw him. He would break their necks before feeding. He went on to explain that when he hunted humans while with Maria he just drained them without killing them first.
Then he admitted that if he came upon someone in the act of committing a crime against a woman or child, he would send them what their victim had been feeling before killing them. He felt they deserved to know what they made their victims feel.
I realized as he talked about hunting humans that he felt no remorse or shame and pointed it out to him. He answered it with a question, "Darlin', if you could save someone's life or even several lives by removing the monsters, human monsters, would you do it? If you knew some guy was molesting children and maybe killing them, how far would you go if you knew you had the power to stop them and save some children?"
I understood and told him that once I was changed I wanted to hunt the criminals as well. While he didn't feel shame in killing to survive, knowing he had stopped someone innocent from being killed or worse, made it easier for him to handle what he was doing. It was something that I had never thought about while I was with Edward. Of course he had no plans to turn me.
Jasper on the other hand was just the opposite. He couldn't wait until I was more durable. He told me more about the whole experience than Edward ever had. While I wasn't really looking forward to the pain, I was looking forward to being like Jasper. I also knew it was going to be soon.
We had talked about the timing and both agreed that as soon as the house was ready in Arizona that we would be going there and then he would turn me. In the meantime, Jasper suggested that I make a list of things I wanted to do before being turned. I tried, I really did, but everything I thought of was something that I had either already experienced or didn't really appeal to me all that much.
I thought it over and it was when I was watching my husband remove his clothes after he got back from a hunt that I had an idea. I knew that it might not appeal to him, but watching his body moving and the muscles ripple as he did so gave me the idea. I could only hope that he would give me this one request before he bit me. . .
A/N Please let me know if you enjoyed this chapter. For those who have asked, she will be turned soon, no babies in this one. A huge thanks to everyone who reviewed and added this story to their favorites and alerts I love you guys. Now, for those who are following my other story The Experiments, I need to apologize. I was unable to post the next chapter on Friday like I usually do because honestly, I didn't have a chapter written. My work is finally catching up to me. I do now have a chapter written and ready but I'm thinking that I'll wait to post it next Friday. I need to spend time working on my other two stories, including this one so that I have chapters ready to post. The problem is that I'm working everyday for the next 20 days, so please forgive me if I miss updating a story, I'm doing my best and will try to catch up if I can. I hate waiting for an update, and I hate making my readers wait even more. Please try to be patient as it takes longer to write a good chapter when you're tired all the time. Thank you. Now if you really want the next chapter of The Experiments you can let me know in a review.
