A/N A huge thanks to my special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work on this chapter. I love ya girl. Alright, this is the chapter or one of them that everyone has been waiting for. Bella begins her vampire life with her mate and family. I didn't go into details of her change but I did have Jasper remembering some things. Just for you Lady Skyelite. There is a lemon. Hope you enjoy this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Jasper's POV

It was now the third day of Bella's change and she should be done in an hour or so. Of course the three days it takes is not an exact science and it could take a few minutes or a few more hours. I could tell that the pain was less than it had been.

I only left her once and that was to clean her up and get the clothes she wanted me to dress her in and put them on. I had cleaned myself up as well and then dressed. When I was done I was on the bed with her. I kept my body wrapped around hers as much as possible, it seemed to soothe her.

She had cried out a few times, screaming. There were a few whimpers as well, but otherwise she had been silent. I was impressed as most that are in the change usually scream the whole fuckin' time. Of course for her it was probably because she knew ahead of time what was happenin' to her as well as the fact that I have been takin' some of her pain.

As I had laid here with her I couldn't help but think back to when we first got here in our room. She had told me that she wanted me to bite her durin' lovemakin', but when she took control and told me that she wanted to take care of me, I almost came right then. Never had any female ever wanted to take control just to please me.

I had to fight every instinct that was screaming at me to just fuck her senseless. I would give her this as I felt her extreme desire to take control for my pleasure. It went against everything I am and what I am, but for her I would do anything.

I don't think that she will ever know just how hard I had to fight to allow her to have complete control over me. Especially when she came out and started dancin' and teasin' me by givin' me quick glimpses of her beautiful breasts.

I know that I have never been so fuckin' turned on and the orgasms were the most intense I have ever had. Even havin' to hold back because she was human didn't stop the intensity of them. Once she is like me, I may never let her out of our bedroom.

The thing that really blew me away was the love she was sendin' me the whole time. I have never had that feelin' with anyone else but her. Oh I felt love for Alice, but it can't even come close to what I felt when my mate was touchin' me, lovin' me. I'm the luckiest motherfucker on this fuckin' planet.

The best part is that she is mine and there ain't not one fuckin' person, vampire or human that will ever be able to take her away from me. Especially fuckin' Edward or his sidekick Alice. I doubt that he will ever really be able to understand what he lost when he left her in those woods.

I was brought out of my musings by my mate's heartbeat. It was speedin' up, a clear sign that she's about to wake up. Always speeds up tryin' to fight off the affects of the venom. A lost cause of course, but still a sign that she's about to open her beautiful red eyes.

The rest of the family, havin' heard her heart speed up, all came into the room, but not all the way. I didn't want her to be overwhelmed with other vampires but I would need to make sure she didn't take off. They were all wanting to see her, but I motioned for Peter and Em to stay.

Even just those two might be too much for her, but there was no way I could deal with a newborn without a little help. Most are usually faster than I am and I really didn't want to have more scars from her bitin' me. That shit fuckin' hurts.

Probably at least a third of my scars are from newborns wakin' up from their change. I had no clue as to if Isabella would be any different. She is in other ways, like she was never afraid of us and even with Peter and Char, once she knew who they were to me, she wasn't frightened of them either. Peter said that he just fuckin' knew she was gonna be different as a newborn as well. Asshole won't tell me fuckin' shit!

Her heart was beating furiously and her whole body was arched off the bed. A few seconds later and it beat its last beat, then stopped. It was over. I had gotten up off the bed and had backed up some. Peter having as good of an understanding as I did about newborns had moved to stand in front of the window. Newborns had the fight or flight instincts down well and I was hopin' that she would have neither.

I really didn't want to have to fight her and I sure as fuck didn't want to have to chase her down either. I could feel that she was confused and I'm guessin' she realized she wasn't alone, I felt her fear.

Next thing I knew she was up and in a crouched position ready to fight. I called her name and she looked at me. I could tell that she was tryin' to work out if I was a threat to her, she was eyein' my scars.

She finally looked into my face and then I heard her whisper my name, "Jasper?"

She jumped at me and since I hadn't expected it, she was able to knock me back and down to the floor. I could feel her emotions swirling around like a tornado and there were a wide range, fear, love, lust, anger, contentment, awe and surprise. I quickly wrapped my arms around her to hold her in case she changed her mind and wanted to run.

She kissed me and her emotions quickly morphed into lust. I had to stop her, she needed to feed before doing anything else. While I wouldn't mind, I knew just how powerful a newborns thirst could be. I sent her some lethargy, not enough to knock her out, but enough to hopefully stop the lust. Her first words as a vampire,"What the fuck Whitlock? Don't fucking tell me that now that I'm like you, you don't want me anymore."

Shit! She just went from lust to pissed and a pissed newborn is the most dangerous kind. Peter started to say something, but she said, "Fuck off Peter, don't fuck with me right now! Just get out and leave me the fuck alone!"

She was somehow able to get out of my grasp and was out the window before Peter could even register she had moved. She was much faster than I had ever seen a vampire, even a newborn, move. I think that she was even faster than Edward and that's saying a lot since he was the fastest of all of us.

I jumped up and headed out the window. Peter asked if I wanted their help and I told him that I wanted to try to catch up to her first. I explained that she misunderstood my actions at trying to stop her as rejection and I needed to explain that I was worried about her need to hunt and that's the only reason I stopped her.

It was Rose who had come back into the room who pointed out something very important to me, "Jasper, I hope that you realize that you just acted like Edward and took her choice away from her once again. You assumed that her thirst would need to be taken care of first. She had a thirst alright but I don't think it was blood she wanted.

I know that you have tons of experience with newborns, but did you ever stop to think that she was different as a human, what makes you think she would be a normal newborn?"

I had to admit, she was right. I needed to stop assuming shit when it comes to my mate. Come to think of it, not once did I feel any thirst coming from her, just the lust and then the rejection. I sent Rose my gratitude and then jumped out the window to find my mate.

I started to follow her scent. She ran much faster than I thought. I was worried that she might have run for the nearest town. Instead, she was heading to the mountains, towards animals. At least that's what I was hoping. I continued to follow her and she had apparently found a wolf. It was drained, but she was pissed as the body had been torn apart after she had fed.

A few miles further up into the mountain I found a mountain lion as well. It too had been ripped apart after being drained. The only reason that I knew this is because if she had ripped it apart before draining it there would be blood everywhere. Instead, there was none at all.

It was another twenty miles up the mountain before I finally caught up to her. She was sitting on some rocks and another cat laid dead and ripped apart. She had blood on her hands from ripping the flesh, but that was all. Her back was to me and she was leaning back on her hands.

"What are you doing out here Jasper? You made it pretty clear that you don't want me anymore. I was just a distraction for you, now that I'm like you I guess you have prettier vampires that you want to be with. Just go on back to the house. I'll stay up here until I feel like I can control myself better, then I'll move on." she whispered.

I growled at her to show my displeasure at her wanting to leave me, "I'm sorry if you felt that I didn't want you. I was just concerned that your thirst would overwhelm you. Most newborns wake up wanting nothing but blood, and it takes days, weeks, sometimes even months for them to want anything else besides blood. My problem is that I forgot you weren't a normal human, why should your newborn phase be any different. I once again just assumed something about you. I'm sorry, I was just concerned. Please let me show you just how much I do want you. You're my wife and I want you more now than I ever did while you were human. I don't have to hold back now."

I sent her my sincerity, so that she would know I was tellin' her the truth. I also grabbed her and placed her on my lap facin' me. She could feel how much I wanted her. I sent her my love, my pride in her for being mine and my lust.

It took everything in me to not rip her clothes off, but I didn't want her to have to run back naked. I quickly removed her clothes and had mine off a second later. I could tell that she was ready for me. This would not be lovemaking, but as her mate I will be claimin' her.

I slammed into her hard and pounded hard into her. After she had a couple of orgasms, she flipped us over so that she was on top. I let her have her time for a couple of minutes, but then it was time for me to take back control, so I flipped us back over then flipped her so that she was on her hands and knees.

I slammed back into her and she had two more orgasms before I felt my own. The intensity was beyond even when she had seduced me before being bitten. I came with a roar and then leaned over and bit her on the right shoulder, just where it joins her neck.

Of course that led to another orgasm for both of us. After we came down I licked the bite and whispered how much I loved her. We laid there for a few minutes, before she started to stroke me. I was ready in only a couple of strokes. This time though she took control and rode me. This time when we came, she bit me on my neck. Now I was hers and every female vampire would smell her on and in me.

We had a few more rounds before getting dressed. We ran and it wasn't until we were closer to the house that we smelled them. Apparently none of the family could wait until we were back before seeing her.

It was Peter and Emmett. I knew the girls were behind them, but we couldn't see them. Bella seemed to be fine and even allowed them to come closer. The girls had stayed behind the trees. They came out and got too fuckin' close to me. Bella had started to growl when she saw them.

They wanted to hug their sister and headed straight for us. Bella was growling, but was makin' no move to attack. Peter told them to back off, but they didn't listen. Everything was fine until Char accidentally touched me when she passed.

Bella was on her and bit her on her arm. She refused to let go. I sent her as much calm as I could. It did calm her down and she let go of Char. A couple of minutes later, she had come back from her newborn rage and was appalled at her actions towards Char who is her sister.

She had run off and I had to chase her down once more. This time though instead of havin' sex, she clung to me as if her very existence depended on it. I made her talk to me and of course while she was much more controlled than the average newborn, her thoughts, emotions, and other senses were overwhelming her. She couldn't stick to one thought or emotion for more than a few seconds.

I told her that she needed to promise to talk to me. If I knew what she was thinkin' then I could help her. I told her that since our senses were much more enhanced than humans it might take her some time to calm down and get used to them. She promised that she would talk to me, but I also knew that it would take time and she would probably be runnin' some more before she settled down.

We did talk about her diet. Since she had gone on her first hunt alone and had the basics down, it was time to find out what she wanted to do. I asked her if she wanted to stick to the animal diet, or did she want to drink from humans. She informed me that the animals had been an accident. She was still trying to decide, but I told her I wouldn't change my own diet no matter what she decided. She thought it over and decided she wanted to try feedin' from a criminal before makin' the final decision.

Over the next few days she began to be better about havin' Char and Rose around. As long as they steered clear of me she was fine, although she would growl off and on at them, especially if it looked like they were getting to close to me.

Emmett thought the whole thing was so fuckin' funny, until he decided to grab me one night a few days after she had woken up. It was a harmless fight we had been havin'. It wasn't even a real fight, he was teasin' me about havin' a wild woman in my bed. I pushed him and he grabbed me to do a mock punch.

We had been outside, while the girls were all inside doin' whatever females do. Next thing we knew Bella's flyin' towards us and straight into Emmett. She grabbed him and threw him into a tree and ran knocking him back down and then bit him on his hand, again refusin' to let go.

I calmed her down enough to get her to let go. Then she once again was appalled at her actions. She did apologize before runnin' again. This was like the third time today that I was chasin' her. Why couldn't she have just been an abnormal newborn and been quiet, calm and peaceful?

I once again took off after her. The others had learned not to try to help me. One thing was for sure, with my mate around and now a vampire, life was a fuckin' lot more interestin'. . .

A/N Please let me know what you think. Should she drink from animals or humans? Let me know what you want. The confrontation with the Cullens will be up in the next chapter maybe. When I say Cullens I mean Edward and Alice. Well, I'm off to work now. Thanks for all of the reviews, and alerts, and favorites. Love you guys.