A/N Thanks to my very good friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work on this chapter. This chapter practically wrote itself. I sat down and had it done in two hours. Unfortunately, it went in a direction that I hadn't planned on but it works out. There is an extremely important AN at the bottom please read it. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

I can't fucking believe I let my guard down. Jasper taught me better than this. The number one rule is to always be aware, especially when there are people or vampires that are after you. The second rule, never let them get their arms around you to where your arms are pinned to your sides.

I had ignored both by letting my emotions rule me. I had been so caught up in talking to my dad and I should have known better. Especially here in Forks, with Victoria still around and Edward trying to find me.

Now I was being held by the one person who only brings out the monster in me and I can't fucking get out of his grip. Unfortunately he was also trained by Jasper on how to fight and how to trap a vampire. He definitely listened for once in his fucking un-life.

I struggled, but his hold was enough so that I couldn't break it. He finally spoke up, "Bella, Love, please just calm down. You know I'm not going to hurt you. I just wanted the chance to talk to you. I see that you have been changed. Once we have talked and you realize that I'm your mate, then I'll need to deal with the one who did this to you. It shouldn't have happened, or at least should have been me to bite you. I am your mate after all."

That fucking pissed me off even more. I struggled even more, but his grip just tightened. I thought about biting him, but I didn't really relish the thought of anything of mine including venom becoming a part of him.

His next words changed my mind quickly and I felt fear like I have never known before. Not a fear of him, but a fear of what was happening to my husband and mate, "Love, please calm down. You really have no other option other than to talk to me. Jasper is probably a very busy vampire right now. He's getting reacquainted with his true mate, Alice. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that right about now, he's taken her to his bed and Alice is making him feel like a real man. Although I have to say that the thought of what they are doing right now is sickening to me, at least Alice will have her mate back where he belongs. In her bed and at her side."

He wasn't done, "Now I know that you have allowed that vile creature to do things to you, but I forgive you because I know that he manipulated your emotions. He made you believe that you were his mate, but that's what he does best, manipulate. I personally don't see why Alice could want him, but they are mates after all. Now once his influence has worn off, you'll see the truth."

The thought of Jasper being touched by another female made me see red. The thought of him touching her in any other manner than to rip her ass apart made me feel anger like I've never felt before. There was a deafening roar and it took me a second to realize it came from me.

Edward seemed to be confident enough that he told me, "Now, Love, if you don't believe me then I'll prove it to you. I'm going to let you go and you can go and see for yourself that they are back together, but I'll be right behind you. I'll be there to catch you when you see the truth."

With that he let me go. I ran faster than I have ever run before. It took me hardly any time at all to get back to the Cullen house. I wasn't prepared for the reception I got when I ran in. All of the vampires that had been there when I left were still there and they all jumped when I ran in.

The mated vampires all pushed their mates behind them. It was as if they thought I was dangerous to them. They were also looking at me as if they had no clue who I was. I noticed immediately that Jasper was not in the room with them.

When I asked where Jasper was they didn't say a word. They looked kind of shocked, but finally Carlisle spoke up, "I don't know what your business is with Jasper but right now he's with his mate. She's been gone awhile so they went up to his room to get reacquainted. I don't know who you are, but you need to leave."

I was up the stairs before anyone even realized that I had moved. I was so grateful for my speed. I could out run Edward, at least that's what Jasper told me. I was at the bedroom door before anyone else had moved.

I heard noises coming from the other side of the door. Sounds of pleasure. Oh no she fucking didn't! I was going to rip her fucking ass apart!

I threw the door open and the sight made me see red. Alice was naked and Jasper wasn't yet, but he was doing things to her that he has done to me. He had his fingers in her pussy and was kissing her! Something in me snapped and the last coherent thought I had was that I was going to rip her ass apart and then fucking break the fingers off that he had stuck up inside of her and shove them up his ass!

Two Hours Later...

When I came back to myself, I was horrified by what I saw. The first thing I realized was that Jasper was holding me. Rocking me, telling me he was so fucking sorry. He was also telling me to come back to him, that he needed me. My answer to him, I jumped up out of his arms and pushed myself away from him.

It was then that I looked around and saw the destruction. The room was completely destroyed, no walls left at all and no windows either. The best part, Alice and Edward were both in pieces. Unfortunately Carlisle had just come in to start putting them back together.

Jasper came over to me and tried to take my hand to go for a hunt, but I backed away from him. The last thing I had seen him doing was his fingers were stuck up Alice's pussy and he was kissing her. He stepped forward once more, but again I backed up.

"Bella please, let me explain. Edward told us what he had done. Please darlin' just let me explain."

"NO! You fucking smell like her. I'm pretty sure your fingers still have Her fucking pussy shit all over them. Don't fucking touch me! Don't even look at me! Just fucking get your ass away from me! I can still smell her all over you. I can now smell her all over me! No, never mind I'll leave. That way you and her can have all the fucking sex you want, without me in the way!"

With that I jumped out the house through what had been a window. I ran, my instincts taking over and without even realizing where I was going I just took off. I needed to get away and get her fucking smell off of me. I knew that part of it was her venom when I apparently ripped her ass apart.

I ended up in the ocean. It wasn't La Push, but all I wanted right now was to get her stink off of me. I jumped in and just started swimming. I don't really know how long I had been gone, all I knew was I just kept going. I needed to get away and be alone.

When I finally spotted land it was dark. Turns out I was in Russia of all places. I had no other clothes and of course my cell phone was no longer working. Salt water and cell phones just don't work well together. That was fine by me as I didn't really want to talk to anyone right now.

I went into the nearest town, found a criminal or two to feed from and then took care of the evidence. Then I found some clothes that actually fit me and changed. Now I needed a place to hang out during the day.

I was lucky and found a cave that was empty. So I stayed in there during the day. Actually I stayed in there until it was time to hunt. Only going out then and only feeding when I couldn't stand the thirst any more. I lost all track of time.

The only thing I was aware of was the intense pain I was feeling in my chest. The pull was almost unbearable, but it had nothing on the pain in my heart. I might have lost Jasper, but I would rather stay like this for all eternity than to go back to Edward.

Hours turned into days and days turned into weeks. I had no way of tracking time and I really didn't fucking care. I thought a few times about starting a fire and walking into it, but I guess I'm a coward. I thought about starving myself, but I already knew it wouldn't work, it didn't for Carlisle.

I had finally decided to go for a hunt one night. I went into the city, found my prey and was quickly leaving the city when I sensed another of my kind close by. I had no clue as to who it was, but I knew it was a vampire, as my senses were telling me it was. So I did what I do best, I ran.

I didn't want to see anyone even if they weren't a threat. I just wanted to be left alone, I wanted to wallow in my grief. I just couldn't handle talking right now.

Unfortunately I wasn't going to be that lucky. It was shortly after I had gotten back when I heard the movement of vampires just outside and coming towards my little "home". There were two of them.

I now had two choices. I could either run which wouldn't really do me any good as they could follow my scent. Or I could go out and face them and find out what the fuck they wanted. I chose the latter.

I went a little ways from the cave and found a nice spot so I could see them first. Up in a tree and far enough away from my cave that they wouldn't know where I camped out. I sat and watched. When they finally came into view I almost attacked. There was no fucking way I wanted to deal with them right now, or at all.

Although I would much rather deal with these two than with anyone else from the family. It was Peter and Char. I should have known his fucking gift would kick in and show him where I was at. I wanted so badly to run, but I also knew that they would just follow me. Its best that I hear from them how Jasper and Alice are back together, literally.

I jumped down from where I was at in front of them. They jumped back in surprise and then sighed in relief, I'm guessing that it wasn't an enemy. I growled at them and Peter immediately pushed Char behind him.

Peter spoke up, "Bella, I'm so glad we finally found you. Please, we're here to try to explain to you what happened and to try to bring you home. It's not what you think it is and Edward and Alice will pay dearly for what they did to you and Jasper. Let us explain."

They had never lied to me so I had no reason to not trust them. So I asked them if they wanted to go to my cave, so we could sit and be out of the sun as it was about to come out. I led the way while they stayed behind me at a distance. I guess they weren't sure about me not attacking them.

Once settled into the cave Peter started telling me what happened. Before he started though I just had to know, "Peter, before you start, how long have I been gone? I have no concept of time at all here."

"Four months Bella. You have been gone for four long fucking months. Now are you ready to find out what that fucking Edward and Alice did to get Jasper to take Alice to bed. He loves you and he's never been one to even consider cheating. After you hear it I'm hoping that you'll at least come back and talk to your husband."

I nodded and Peter started his tale, "Do you remember when everyone started talkin' after we got there? You were able to not only move around, but get up and leave without any of us noticing. Now the reason for that is actually simple, we didn't know you at the time and therefore our brains didn't acknowledge your presence.

You see Edward found a vampire that has a unique gift. He can make a person, vampire or human forget things or even a person. He doesn't have to touch them and he can do a whole group at once. Edward knew we were coming back and set it up, knowing that if Jasper couldn't remember you, he would go with Alice.

His gift only works for a few minutes at a time, but it does wear off. He made all of us forget you and then Alice goes in and had no problem seducin' the Major as he believed he was still with her since he didn't remember you.

When you attacked Alice, you got close enough to Jasper so that your mental shield went around him and broke him out of the spell. He sensed the other vampire then, but was too busy trying to control you. You were a badass by the way. You ripped Alice apart and when Edward, believin' he could control you because he is your mate, stepped in he got his ass ripped apart as well!

The rest of us were smart enough to stay away from you. By this time the spell had been broken on all of us and I went after the fucking vampire. Killed his ass by the way. He'll never do anything to anyone else cause after he was ripped apart Char here burned him.

You really shredded both Alice and Edward as it took Carlisle days to put them both back together. Although Jasper made him leave their legs off. He feels that you should have a say in their punishment.

Jasper was able to grab you, but you were so far gone that it took him hours to calm you down until you finally came back and then ripped him up verbally before runnin'."

We have been searchin' for you ever since. You found the perfect way to hide, but of course my knower led us here. Now you need to call the Major right now. I'm hopin' that you'll at least come back and talk to him. You just have to!" he said the last part a little harshly.

"Why Peter? Why do I just have to? Is something wrong with Jasper? Tell me the truth. Or is he still with Alice?" I asked with venom in my voice.

It was Char that spoke up and she had venom in her eyes that meant she was crying, "Bella, I'm scared of what will happen if you don't come back. Jasper is eaten up with guilt at what he did with Alice and hurtin' because you left him."

"Aw Char why are ya beatin' around the bush? Just fuckin' tell her!" Peter told her.

"What? Whats going on?" I asked, scared of their answer.

"He refuses to feed and he hasn't moved since he came back. He ran after you, but lost your trail at the ocean. It took him days to come back and when he did he refused to talk to anyone. He went straight up to the spare bedroom, laid down on the bed and hasn't moved since. He's talkin' about wantin' to kill himself. . .

A/N Please tell me what you think. Should Bella go back and forgive him? Alright, I found a new house to live in and will be packing and moving at the end of the month. That means that any free time I have will now be spent packing and moving stuff into the new place. We have less than three weeks to move ten years worth of stuff. I may not be able to update any of my stories until we are moved completely. I don't plan on abandoning any of them, I'm just letting you know that I may have to put them on hold until we are done. If I can I will write when I can but with me working, and then packing, and moving I may not have the time. Please be patient and I will try to find some time to write. But if I try to write with all of this pressure on me, then I will probably end up giving you bad chapters. If I can get a chapter done I will post it. Just so you know, our internet will already be set up when we finally move in, so I'll be good to go. Thanks to everyone who reviewed, and added this story to their favorites and alerts. I love you guys.