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Part 20: Brief Confession
Mio's POV
"I don't know," I answered as honest as I could and she booed me quickly before she resumed, "Come on, can you think of anything at all? Say, did he make you happy, when and how?"
"Never," I cut in coldly as I thought of what we had and lost all along – how destructive our relationship was. She controlled me, used me as much as I her. She was not the only one broken.
"I felt safe. I only needed somebody, anybody, for sanctuary back then," I admitted as I remembered their fight the day before I first saw my mistake. "I mean it – anyone will do," I sighed.
"But then again, in time, I felt loved – or so I thought," my voice cracked as soon as the insecurities that only she could give me caved in – I hated how she had been my weakness all along.
"I really thought I found the right one, you know? The one you could run to whenever things get a little too much," I stopped briefly, contemplating, a bit before I ended, "I guess I was wrong."
Ritsu's POV
"This is more serious than I thought," Sachi murmured as she took note of my brief confession and noted down every word I said for the last hour. "I guess you just had a manic episode."
"You may had racing thoughts of her moving on and it scared you up until you took a hypersexuality behaviour," she reasoned whereas I lowered my head all the time. What was I doing?
Sometimes I was fine with losing Mio and then I would rather be the one to break her heart – her everything only to make her think of me a bit more. It confused me. What do I really want?
"I'll increase your lithium intake for a week or two, okay? You should take some time off, try to sleep more and avoid stressful environments," Sachi kept demanding the same as before.
"I'll also forward any update to Mugi," she added quickly a moment before she slightly caressed my two hands. "Anyways, I need you to be ready if she presses any charg–" She won't.
To Be Continued
Author's Notes: Thanks for reading.