A/N Thank you OoJasper'sAngeloO for doing the beta work on this chapter and for being my friend. I love ya girl. Alright, we get a little bit of insight into Jasper and the Major merging. Also a little bit of what he's like as both personalities. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters. I do own Catherine.

Jasper's POV

As I lay here with Catherine in my arms, I could feel the Major startin' to merge with me. She is asleep after the Major wore her out. Like he said, she is a vixen and a hellcat in bed and she kept wantin' more. She has no clue that never again will she just see Jasper, or see the Major. Now she'll see us, as it should be.

It's hard to explain, but I can feel myself becomin' different. I feel the strength of the Major flowin' into me, the harshness of who he is, blendin' in with my compassion; his darkness becomin' gray because of the light in my life.

Now as the Major and I are becomin' one, even with my mate in my arms, I have to think back and wonder how I could have allowed the family to treat me with such little respect and a shitload of distrust. I was desperate to be accepted and to feel like I belonged to someone and that they cared about me.

In the end, no matter what I did, it still wasn't good enough. I wasn't good enough. I was so fuckin' lonely that I refused to even listen to anything the Major had to say. He eventually stopped talkin' to me. Now I can see that I would never measure up to Edward and Alice's standards. I just couldn't understand how or why in the fuck Alice would want me if she couldn't even stand to look at my body.

Now I didn't need them and never would again. At least not most of them. I still had Emmett, Rose and possibly even Bella and Nessie, that truly cared about me and what I wanted. Never again would Edward or Alice use me as a doormat, or even talk about me or treat me like I'm less than they are.

Actually they could talk about me all they wanted. It would no longer bother me, it didn't the last time I was there. I got all kinds of shit for bein' an asshole to Alice by treatin' her like I could care less about her happiness. The fact of the matter is that I didn't, care that is.

But now the harshness of the Major would keep me from lettin' anything they said or did get to me. Hopefully the compassion would keep me from just killin' their fuckin' asses. I knew that I needed to go and see them one last time. I needed to say good-bye to them, their treatment of me and let them know that Jasper Hale is dead, but Jasper Whitlock is alive, well and in charge.

I would deal with them and sayin' good-bye later. Right now the only thing that mattered was getting married to Catherine. I had already called Peter and told them about goin' to Vegas to get married. Asshole said he already knew. After tellin' him to get the ball rollin' so to speak, I hung up with him and sent Rose and Em both a text, tellin' them I needed to talk to them, but away from the family.

Normally I would wait until they contacted me or Catherine, which they do at least once a day, but I wanted to leave early in the morning. I wanted it timed so that we would be there tomorrow evening. She would need something to wear, so we would probably have to go and find her something. That was goin' to be the hard part.

She is so tiny that most clothes don't fit her. Pants that fit her waist are always too long. Of course Char found that guy that made her clothes, so most of what she has is tailor made. There was no way that there would be time to order a dress. As the Major has now merged with me, this is the one thing we both agreed on. We will not wait to marry her.

Now my next concern. Should I let her meet the family? Again the Major and I both agree again on this one as well. Fuck NO! What kind of mate would I be to allow my kind, gentle and lovin' mate be subjected to Edward and Alice? Maybe someday she could meet Carlisle and Esme, even Bella and Nessie. Maybe she should be turned before she meets them.

I heard my phone go off and saw it was a text from Em telling me that they were having a hard time getting away to talk. I sent him another text tellin' him I really needed to have them try to get away for at least a day or two. I also told him that I didn't want to tell either him or Rose the reason why. I was too worried that Alice might see them.

I also told him how important it was and he promised that they would be here in a few hours. All they had to do is convince everyone they were going away to have some hot and heavy sex. They did do that from time to time. I had to laugh because once the weddin' was over that's probably exactly what they would be doin'. I know that they wouldn't be hangin' around Catherine and I, especially since we would be doin' that ourselves.

He promised that they would be here before dawn. A few minutes later I heard Peter and Char arrive. Char was so fuckin' excited I had to tell her to calm the fuck down before she had me jumpin' and wakin' the beautiful angel in my arms. She would need her rest. I had plans for us after the weddin' and they did NOT include her sleepin', at least for awhile.

Char had a surprise for me. Apparently as soon as Peter knew that I would meet my mate, he also knew there would be a weddin'. When she ordered Catherine's clothes, she ordered some dresses. She had no clue as to what kind of weddin' dress she would like so she had several made. Peter had insisted that Char have the man make them.

They were sent to their address in Montana. That's where they actually went when they left after our dance. They went to get them and bring them here. I asked Char if I could see them. Her exact words were, "Jasper Whitlock! You fuckin' know better than to ask to see them. Its bad luck and sides', don't you think that maybe your mate just might want to surprise ya. I swear men can be so dense sometimes, even vampire ones!" she huffed out, clearly insulted.

I had to laugh at her. It felt so good to once again laugh with friends. Even if it was over stupid shit. We spent the next couple of hours talkin'. I never left the room, or our bed. We just talked at vampire speed and Catherine couldn't hear anything. Even if her hearin' had been perfect she still wouldn't have been able to hear us.

I felt them before I heard them. Em and Rose were here. They were comin' in Emmett's jeep. I was hopin' that they would bring it. There would be plenty of room for our shit and her dress could go in the back of the jeep. I hated the thought of her weddin' dress bein' wind blown by being in the back of the truck.

Peter and Char wanted to ride with us and get to know Catherine a little bit before the weddin'. They had met her, but of course Em and Rose were there and then we danced. Since I had proposed and she had said yes, they knew that we would want to be alone and so gave us that time, but stayed close enough so that Peter could be there to talk to me when the Major came out.

As soon as I could hear the jeep comin' down the dirt drive way, I knew it was time to wake Catherine up. I knew that she wanted to be the one to tell Em and Rose why they had to come here and be ready to stay gone for a couple of days. I couldn't wait to see their faces.

I nuzzled Catherine's neck while talkin' to her, tellin' her it was time for her to get up and get ready for our trip. I would cook for her while she was takin' a shower. My favorite part of any day, when she finally woke up and smiled when she saw me. It lit up her whole face and it still made me feel awe that I was the cause of her beautiful smile.

"Angel, while I love havin' you sleep in my arms, we have guests. You need to get up and get ready for our trip. I haven't told Em and Rose yet what we're doin', I thought that maybe you wanted to be the one to do that. So you shower and get dressed while I make your breakfast. After you have eaten we'll hit the road." I whispered to her in her ear.

When she heard the part where Em and Rose were here she was goin' to throw on her clothes and rush down to say hi. I had to grab her and remind her of our activities the night before. Cue the blush. I loved it when she did that, it made her even more beautiful.

While I had no problem with them knowin' what we had done, I knew that she saw Emmett and Rose as another set of parents and knew that it would embarrass her if she knew they could smell me all over her especially with the smell of sex added to it.

She showered quickly and was dressed faster than I have ever seen her dress. I think maybe she is in a hurry to get somewhere. I laughed at her as she was trying to decide what to wear on the trip. She would find something and then realize that it was too heavy to wear to Vegas.

I tried to talk her into wearin' a dress. I explained that if she wore a dress I would have more access to her. She huffed and proceeded to tell me that in no uncertain terms would I be reachin' under her dress while on a trip. Especially with Em and Rose in the same car as us.

She was brushin' her beautiful long hair when I came out of the shower. I came to stand behind her hopin' that maybe I could convince her to linger just a bit longer up here. I had a few ideas that I was wantin' to try with her. They involved a bed and no clothes.

She giggled and said, "No Jas, this is supposed to be our wedding day. You need to slow your oats as Peter would say. You are just gonna have to wait until later."

All of this was said in whispers as we wanted to be in the room when we told Em and Rose about us getting married today. I did make her keep her hair down, it could be put up later to get ready for the weddin'. Once we were dressed I told her that while she was eating that I would pack for her, we then went downstairs to face the "parents" so to speak.

Just as we got to the bottom step we heard Emmett's boomin' voice, "Its about time you two showed yourselves. I thought for a minute I might have to come up there and pry you two off of each other!"

That fuckin' pissed me off and I would have pinned his ass to the wall except that my mate apparently understood what I was wantin' to do and had her tiny hand on my arm. She looked at me pleadingly. She didn't want me to attack her "dad". I did growl and Rose picked up on it right away.

She turned to me and just stared at me. I sensed that she knew something was different, but didn't say anything. I wasn't goin' to say anythin' as I wanted to see if she or anyone else that knew me could see a difference. Then I turned to Catherine and asked her if she wanted to let them know why we had asked them to join us.

When they found out that we were goin' to Las Vegas to get married today, they were excited for us. Em also let us know that it was probably better that we get married sooner, rather than later, "I think this is great, although I'm not sure I can handle the thought of my baby girl having hot sex with you Jasper. I think that you should know Jasper, that Alice has been trying to get Esme and Rose to help plan a wedding, yours to be exact, but to her not your mate."

"Let her! She can plan for one but that doesn't necessarily mean that it will happen. I can tell you right now, she has no control over me and if she tries to get me to do anything, well, she's just gonna piss me off. She does that and I ain't gonna be responsible for her getting her fuckin' head ripped off." I growled out.

"Whoa, bro. I'm just telling you whats going on. She told me that if I talked to you that you needed to man up and go home. That you'll be a lot happier when you finally realize where you belong. She still insists its next to her, as her husband. Of course I know the truth. She knows that we do talk to you, but of course she knows nothing about our girl here. I'm afraid of what might happen if she ever did find out. I think that she might actually try to hurt her."

This only further fueled the rage I was feelin' and it started to grow and I let out a growl that shook the windows. Everyone jumped back includin' Peter and Char who had been standin' and listenin' to us talk.

Catherine didn't though. She never flinched. She just put her hands one on my arm and the other on my chest. I knew she was tryin' to keep me calm. I looked down into her dark brown eyes and saw the love and pride there. I calmed down immediately, rememberin' that we were about to go and get married.

It was Rose that spoke up next, "I don't know what has happened, but I do know that something has. You're different Jasper. Before you would have said that you wouldn't marry her, but never would you have threatened to do harm to her. You were always so worried that you might be kicked out of the family. Although I wouldn't have left you alone, I knew you needed the family or at least you thought you did. I know that Catherine has helped you to become a stronger person, but this goes beyond that. What happened, besides about to get married?"

Catherine spoke up to answer for me, "Rose, you know how Jasper has always kept his major personality locked up for fear of what he would do to the family? Well, last night I met the Major. While he is a very dominate and dangerous personality, he was very gentle with me. He did demand that I do some things that were things that I wouldn't have normally done, but it was only because he was worried about hurting me.

Jasper and I talked at length yesterday and we both agreed that Jasper Hale must die. In order to do that, the Major needed to merge with Jasper. Now they are one personality. As you can see for yourselves, he will no longer take their shit. If they piss him off, he may just take drastic action. While I don't really fucking care about most of them, I like Jasper, wouldn't want to see Nessie hurting because her father was a fucking asshole and Jasper ended up ripping him apart."

"I am going to go at some point and tell the family I'm leaving for good. Maybe someday I'll come back, but only with my mate as a vampire by my side. I refuse to subject her as a human to their fucked up shit. Knowin' Edward and Alice, one of them would say some stupid shit, piss me off and then I would hurt them. I don't want to hurt Esme, Carlisle, Nessie or Bella. That would happen if I lost it." I told them.

"Excuse me, but the human is hungry, lonely and horny. I want to eat and then go get married. If that's alright with the vampires in the room." Catherine laughed.

The shock on Rose and Em's faces at what my beautiful mate had just said was funny. It took everything in me to not run her upstairs and take care of the horny part. I must have projected, because then Em was growlin' at me.

We fed the human and were on the road within the hour. It was goin' to take a few hours to get there and I told Catherine that she might want to sleep while we drove since we couldn't be out because of the sun. She would have to change her sleep patterns in order for us to go out anywhere together.

On the way there, I shared with the others the comment my mate had said about not huntin' animals. She wanted to feed off of criminals just like Peter and Char. Em of course wanted to know what I would do. I told him that I hadn't thought that far ahead because Catherine wanted a baby before bein' turned.

That didn't surprise anyone. Em did bring up a very good point. What was I going to do? Could I actually hunt criminals? They still had emotions and I would feel them as they died. That wouldn't stop no matter what. I spent the next few hours goin' over that very thing. I needed to know if now that I'm merged with the Major, who has no problems with killin' even for food, could I do it, should I do it? I have no fuckin' clue, but maybe when the time is right, maybe. . .

A/N Please let me know what you think. Do you like how Jasper is or not? Should Jasper change his diet? I would love to hear what you think. Thanks to everyone who reviewed. I loved and read every one of them, but time again kept me from replying like I wanted to. Thanks to everyone who added this story to their favorites and alerts, love you guys.