"I'm sorry-"
"No you're not you want something, what happened Bella? Did you get kicked out?"
I looked down "They complained about Renesmee"
Rosalie smirked her violet eyes cold "So you're still working there?" She asked
"Well I didn't have sex with a model" I said under my breath
"Wait I'm sorry I'm sorry" I said when she tried to shut the door in my face "I really need your help I'm sorry"
"And you come to the girl who's life you ruined?"
"Stop saying that I didn't ruin your life, you're famous now grow up please. I just need enough money to start my writing career and get on track, I hate modeling"
Rosalie rolled her eyes "There's a hotel by the agency's apartment"
"I need to save my money so I can try to go back home. Please Rosalie we have our ups and downs but you know you're the only one that stuck with me when Edward left. I'm sorry and I really do love you"
"You can stay in the guest room but don't go into my room" Rosalie said before opening the door for us
"Say hi to your cousin" I said to Nessie
"Hi" Nessie said
"You got so big" Rosalie said "Make sure she doesn't run around too much. I'm going to bed"
"Where's your baby?"
"That's none of your business" Rosalie said before walking down the hallway
As I laid down in bed with Renesmee cuddled into my armpit sleeping I can't help but think about what it would be like if I stayed with my mom and stepdad in Florida.
I definitely wouldn't have Nessie with me. Mom cares more about what people think than me. I'm pretty sure she loves my half brothers more too. My dad had been in rehab for years I haven't heard from him since Nessie turned one.
Edward never really told me about his family. Just that they were a drag and he always felt responsible for things that has nothing to do with him. Apparently his brother was a screw up and his sister left the family to live her dreams. So he pretty much got no attention just hate and judgement.
I still don't understand why he left us to go back to that. Sure we went through a rough patch but I didn't think I would wake up and our bed empty.
My body took over and I fell asleep.
I woke up at six to find Rosalie in the living room doing yoga dressed in a crop top and athletic pants. "Good morning" I said
"Hey" Rosalie said as she turned around fixing her messy ponytail
"Rosalie I know it's none of my business but where is your baby? Did you abort-"
"No I didn't get an a abortion I'm against those. After you snitched on me I got jumped by some men on the street, they beat me and I lost the baby. The doctors say I might not ever have children and if I do it'll be hard" Rosalie whispers
I froze "Rosalie I'm so sorry-"
"Save it Bella it doesn't matter" she said in Italian before taking out some fruit from the fridge and putting it in the island before plugging in her blender
Our whole family is of Italian descent. I've been debating whether or not to teach Renesmee but she does watch Italian TV shows and she understands it I think.
I can't help but feel guilty as I go back to wake Renesmee. If I didn't tell Ricky Rosalie would have her baby right now and she wouldn't be as cold. Sure she's always had an attitude problem but now she's turning viscous and it's unfortunate because she's very successful now.
"Good morning" I said to Nessie as she opened her eyes
"Oh you're stinky today" I said as I took off her pajamas and untapped her dirty diaper.
"We have to get you to daycare early today" I said as I wiped her clean
"Stay with Mommy" Renesmee said
"No you can't stay with me baby you have to go to preschool" I said as I put a dry diaper on her before slipping a navy blue dress on her with her white converse and black tights before putting her hair up in a bun.
"I don't want to" Nessie whined as I put her coat on
"Nessie don't start that today" I said sternly before getting dressed myself and taking her to the kitchen
Rosalie didn't join Renesmee and I for breakfast, she went to her room to get dressed. Nessie and I had cereal before I got us ready to leave.
"What time are you coming back?" Rosalie asked me as she put her light pink coat on. Her hair is up in a French twist,
"I should be back by four"
"I'll be back by five with Jasper here are the keys" she said before tossing them to me
Jasper is Rosalie's big brother I never saw him that much because he's six years older than us. I'm sure he hates my guts now.
Renesmee had a huge tantrum in front of daycare when I dropped her off I don't know what's gotten into her.
"I wanna stay with you!" Nessie cried as I put her down
"Renesmee look at me. I'm coming back for you later baby but you have be a big girl and stay here. Be a good girl, I love you" I said before kissing her cheek
I cringed when she started screaming for me as I left.
I have another shoot with Marc Jacobs today.
"Isabella?" The lady from yesterday asked when I entered the waiting room
"Yes"
"You're right on time come on let's get you to hair and makeup"
My makeup for the shoot is in the style of a bird. My outfit even has wings.
"Isabella there's someone from your daughter's daycare that wants to talk to you" the lady from desk said as she handed me a phone right before the shoot started.
"Hello?" I said
"Bella Renesmee was just rushed to the hospital because she somehow got a block up her nose-"
"What? I'm on my way" I said as I got up
"I'm sorry I have to go it's an emergency" I said
"We'll have to call someone to replace you then. Nicolas call Miss Rosalie and see if she's available, she's probably not so try Charolette first"
"Rosalie Hale? I asked as I took my makeup off
"Yes do you know her?"
"She's my cousin" I said
"Oh you have good footsteps to follow then"
I caught a taxi to the hospital and as soon as the nurse showed me to Renesmee's room I saw him
Standing over my sleeping daughter's hospital bed was my ex.
Edward.
"She looks just like you" he said as he ran his hands though Nessie's hair