A/N First a huge thanks goes to my beta twilightaddict71484 for her awesome skills, and my pre readers OoJasper'sAngeloO, and sinfulroad69 for their help in making this story better. Alright, I know you guys were waiting, wanting to know what the hell happened. You only get part of the picture here, and the rest comes later. I'm going to warn you now, first of all remove all matches, lighters, and sharp objects in case you want to use them on Jasper, second, have tissue handy just in case. Hope you enjoy.
I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.
Peter's POV
All of us just got back from wherever the fuck we just went, for whatever the fuck we went for. Sounds confusin' I know. Truth is, that's exactly how I'm feelin' right now.
Oh, I fuckin' remember what happened right before we all left, and I know exactly where, and what we did, but I just can't figure out why in the fuck we did it! I ain't the only one who was feelin' the confusion. I could tell by everyone's expressions that they were just as confused.
We were havin' a meetin' with the Volturi bitch who was sent here to find out if Jasper and Bella were tryin' to make a baby yet. Apparently, Aro wasn't happy with the way his tracker had been brought back. The thing is that my fuckin' knower was goin' off like fuckin' crazy. Somethin' wasn't right and I just couldn't fuckin' figure out what the fuck was wrong.
Sometime durin' the meetin' we all just got up and left. We ran for an hour, then just almost like it was automatic we all turned around at the exact same time and headed back. None of us talked, we just all up and left.
We have no fuckin' clue as to why. I'm willin' to bet it has somethin' to do with the Volturi bitch. The only two who weren't in the meetin' were the only ones who stayed behind. And now that we're back, the only one here is Athena.
Of course I knew that Bella was gettin' ready to go horseback ridin' and Jasper always went with her so that wasn't the problem. Naw, the problem was that my knower was tellin' me that something was very wrong, but I have no fuckin' clue what to do about it.
I finally decided to call Jasper to make fuckin' sure everything was alright. He always made sure to take his phone with him in case the family needed to get ahold of him. I told Carlisle that I felt like something really fuckin' bad had happened, but had no clue as to who or what it involved.
My feelin' was confirmed when I called Jasper and we all heard his phone goin' off in his room. Shit, he left his phone behind. We all ran up to his room and found his phone on the floor beside the clothes he had been wearin' before he went to take a shower. That's where he had been when we left.
Now, we were becomin' concerned. We couldn't follow Jasper and Bella's trail because of the fuckin' rain. I had an idea of where they might have gone. It was Jasper's favorite place to go to be alone, and I knew there was a spot to take Bella to keep her dry, as well.
Carlisle suggested that we talk to Athena. I had no desire to talk to her, somethin' was tellin' me she was the fuckin' cause of whatever had happened. He called her to come down, and she did come but she was actin' smug.
Carlisle asked her if she knew where Jasper was. She replied that all she knew was that he ran out of the house like his ass was on fire. When she was asked if she knew where Bella had gone, she replied that she had left with the horse. That didn't make any fuckin' sense at all. Jasper would have never left like he did, unless Bella left without him, and he ran after her. Maybe they had a fight.
She fuckin' knew more that she was sayin' I could feel it. I was just about to say somethin' when I heard the hoofbeats. I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holdin' and we all headed outside to meet Bella.
I turned and grabbed the bitch. I wasn't goin' to give her the chance to run if Bella wasn't alright. Because while I could hear the horse runnin' I couldn't hear Jasper's runnin'. I had Char, Rose, and Edward hold her while I went outside to find out what the fuck was goin' on.
Carlisle wasn't fuckin' happy about me grabbin' her but right now, I just didn't give a flyin' fuckin' rat's ass about whether he was happy or not. If anythin' was wrong, and she was the cause of it, she was gonna fuckin' pay.
By the time we were outside King was already there and rearin' up on his hind legs, snortin' and neighing like his ass was on fire. He was agitated, and it took a minute to calm him down. Once he had settled at least as much as he was goin' to was when we noticed a couple of things.
There was blood on his nose, almost like he was smellin' it so close that some got on him, and the worst part, we knew immediately that it was Bella's. He also had blood on his hooves, like he had hit somethin' with his feet.
It only took one sniff to understand it was blood from some kind of animal. Emmett said it was mountain lion. King kept starting to take off, only to come back to get our attention and then try again. He was tryin' to get us to follow him.
Carlisle had everyone except myself and him go back into the house. He told everyone to make sure that Athena stayed put. Esme did bring out his doctor's bag and then we took off to follow King. That horse ran like the fuckin' wind and he never slowed down, until we got closer to where Bella was.
He took us right to her, and as soon as we saw her Carlisle was at her side. She was covered in blood, and her back, all the way down had claw marks. Her head looked like the animal had tried to crush her skull.
Her back looked shredded, but Carlisle said she was breathing. I looked around and finally saw the big cat. His skull, and most of his body had been crushed. Now, I knew how her life had been saved. King had used his hooves and killed to save Bella. I was amazed at the fact that if he hadn't of killed the cat, Bella would probably have never been found.
Another thing that was very clear is that Jasper was nowhere in sight, and apparently he had never been here. I was worried, as I knew that somethin' fuckin' bad must have happened to make Jasper flee the house if that's what really fuckin' happened. Somehow, I doubted that Athena was innocent, in all of this.
After doing a quick check of Bella's vitals Carlisle asked me if I would be alright if I carried her. Her blood didn't bother me so I picked her up. I put her over my shoulder, since her backside was all torn up, there was no fuckin' way I was goin' to try to touch her wounds. It would be easier to just run with her this way.
She had gone way too fuckin' far from the house. Somethin' was tellin' me that she was runnin' from something she saw, or heard. Didn't really matter, she was definitely runnin' from something or someone.
It took us longer than was comfortable for us to get back to the house. As soon as I got her up to her room the doc was tellin' Esme to get some blood ready for Bella as quickly as she could.
Doc shooed everyone out except Rose, and Char who had let Emmett take over Athena sittin' so she could help Bella. Them two got Bella out of her clothes. The Doc then tried to get her to wake up. He needed her to drink some of the blood.
She did wake up, but it was what she said that made every single fuckin' one of us want to find Jasper and rip his fuckin' throat out.
Emmett's POV
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Bella, my new baby sister was telling Carlisle to leave her alone and let her die. She refused to drink any of the blood Esme had brought to her.
She even went so far to put her shield up so Carlisle couldn't touch her and try to help her. It was her words that were crushing my heart, and the hearts of the rest of the family. Carlisle kept telling her that there must of been some mistake, Jasper just couldn't have done that to her.
Her words were chilling, "Carlisle, I saw with my own two eyes, Athena and Jasper standing there kissing. She appeared to be touching him, and making him feel good because he was moaning, and rocking his hips. They were both naked, and she fucking knew I was there as she looked straight at me. Now just leave me the fuck alone, and let me die. Its the only way to keep everyone safe. You can tell Aro it was a mountain lion that killed me. I just can't do this, there's no fucking way I could ever be with Jasper now. It just hurts too fucking much, let me die, please."
I was so fucking pissed off! I was going to hunt down that bastard and make him pay for this. I took off before anyone could stop me. I was pretty sure that I knew where he was. It was a place that he always went to when he wanted to think or just get away and be alone.
How dare he destroy my new baby sis like that. I was gonna rip his ass apart, put him back together just so I can do it again. He's gonna know that hell is about to be his new home and I was gonna be the one to send him there!
Carlisle's POV
It was with a heavy heart that I left Bella's room. She had put her shield up so I couldn't even disinfect the areas that were torn up on her back. She was refusing to drink any blood and there wasn't a damn thing I could do to stop her death.
With her shield up, it would come quicker as it makes her weak to use it. I tried to get her to at least wait until we heard Jasper's side, but she had apparently seen enough to convince her that Jasper no longer wanted her.
She felt that if she died this way, then everyone would be safe. Right now, I didn't fucking care if we were safe or not. A young girl who has become like a daughter to Esme, and myself is wanting to take herself away from us. Our hearts were breaking, and for the first time in my very long life I have no clue what to do.
I was having a very hard time believing that my son, could or even would do something like this. This wasn't him. I saw the love he held in his eyes for her, so why in the hell did he do what he did? And, where is he now?
By the time I got into the living room, Emmett had already gone. I knew he was going to look for Jasper and I also knew that he would probably try to fight him for what he did. I just didn't have it in me to try to stop him.
Everyone was in there and while Char and Rose were guarding Athena making sure she stayed put, there was venom in their eyes. We were all feeling the pain of losing Bella.
Esme, came and wrapped her arms around me, but at this point nothing could ease the feeling of loss. The last few days had been the best times this family has seen in a very long time, and it was because of a very lovely young lady who now laid broken physically, as well as emotionally, in a bedroom upstairs.
No one said anything because there really wasn't anything to say. It was Athena that finally broke the silence, "This wasn't supposed to happen. I was just supposed to break them up, and then Bella was to come back with me."
There were growls coming from everyone of us including myself. I asked her to explain. Just as she was about to say something I heard a voice that caused chills to go down my spine, "She can explain later. Esme, bring me fresh blood now, I'll wait for it but you will hurry. Captain, report, now!"
It was the Major, and he was pissed off. Peter came forward and told him what he knew of Bella's injuries. He then looked at me and asked why I wasn't treating her. I quickly explained that she wouldn't let me, that she wanted to die. I told him everything she had said, and he was growling the whole time I spoke. I also told him about her putting her shield up.
I wanted to know why it was him, and not Jasper, so I asked him. His explanation made sense, "When Emmett arrived he found Jasper curled up with much self loathing. Emmett proceeded to start fighting him, and he refused to fight back. Jasper was letting Emmett win. But Emmett got angry that he wasn't fighting back. He finally explained that our mate is trying to kill herself. Jasper couldn't handle the fact of what he had done, on top of learning that our mate was trying to end her own life. So, I took over. I'll get her to at least survive long enough to hear everything. I'll stay out as long as it takes to get her to understand the truth."
"Do you know what the truth is? Why is Jasper being eaten up with guilt since he was obviously doing what he wanted to do." Emmett who had just come in asked.
"I only know part of it, the female knows the rest and as soon as I have gotten my mate where she can come and join us then we will all be hearing what that truth is. I will tell you this much. What Jasper did, he did so willingly. That's why he is so guilt ridden. You'll understand better once we hear from the female. Now, I'm going to go and take care of our mate, you, make sure she stays right there." the Major said pointing to Emmett and Peter.
He asked me to join him in case I was needed. I knew by the sound of her heart that she was almost gone. Her heart was weak, and starting to stutter.
By the time we got into the room I knew we were too late. Her heart stopped, just as we got to her side. The Major never wavered, never slowed down, and never stopped. He threw her head back and poured the blood down her throat.
Then he started doing CPR. I hadn't even realized that he knew how to do it. He continued to work on her but after a few minutes I knew we were too late, she was gone. My heart was breaking and the Major growled so I left the room.
When I got back downstairs, even though I knew they had all heard everything, I still had to tell them the darkest news I had ever had to tell them, Bella was gone. . .
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