Hello Humans! To whoever is reading this (I hope people are actually reading my story). Before we continue together to chapter 2, I would like to thank whoever read the first chapter and decided to come back for more! Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Another thing, I would like to point out that English is not my first language so there will probably be some spelling and grammar errors so I apologize in advance for that! Okay enough with my blah blah. Pleasssse review\follow\favorite. Mostly just let me know if you like, love or even hate! If you have any ideas for the story I would loveeee to hear. Any way… here is chapter 2! J

The next day in school was pretty normal, except the fact that Emily was like a ticking bomb. Alison was scared she would lose it any minute. Her appointment wasn't until 17:00 that day and so the time until that felt like forever.

Alison wasn't able to see Emily like that so she decided to skip school half way through the day. She just got to Emily's house and started to fix her something to eat. She wasn't sure why she was being angry with her girlfriend. Obviously she was able to understand what Emily was going through but what upset her the most was the fact that Emily being so cold to her in school. She didn't even kiss her when they separated from each other, each girl going to her own class.

She thought it would be best to just not think about if for now, and just enjoy her quite time eating her sandwich in front of the TV in their bed.

"Alison!" Emily shouted when she came inside using her key. "babe? Im home!"

"I'm up stairs!"

"Hey, where were you all day? You disappeared right after lunch." Emily said as she walked into their bedroom. She could see that Alison was feeling a little sleepy.

"What time is it?" Alison totally ignored her question. She was starting to feel the anger in her stomach towards her. How can she act so normal? She didn't seem to care that I wasn't in school! She didn't even text me!

"Babe!" Emily snapped Ali out of her thoughts.

"Hmm?"

"I said it was 15:17, and you didn't answer my question." Emily was feeling tension between them. But its not like she didn't care where her girlfriend was all day. She is still her girlfriend, ever though they have been very distant the last couple of hours.

"oh I just didn't feel well… I'll just get in the shower." Alison got off the bed and passed Emily who was standing beside the desk. Her eyes following Alison until she got in the bathroom and closed the door.

Alison just stood there in front of the mirror. She looked at herself and the thoughts were running through her mind like crazy animals. God, why is she pushing me away? She said to drop the doctor thing and I did. Why is she still acting like she's mad at me? I didn't do anything wrong! That's it. I have to talk to her. Alison just opened the door and stormed out to find the brunette. She didn't see her in the bedroom so she figured she is either in the kitchen or the lving room. She walked down the stairs and from the corner of her eye she saw the brunette on the couch in the living room laying down and reading a book.

Alison walked over to her and got on top of her. Straddeling her so her knees were on each side of the brunette's waist.

"Alison not now, I'm not in the mood." Emily said without taking her eyes off the page she was reading. Alison just kept silent and looked at her, waiting to get her attention.

"Aren't you supposed to be in the shower?" Emily asked with a straight face, still not making eye contact with the blonde.

"Stop it." Alison says finally after taking the book and throwing it on the floor beside them.

"Stop wha-,"

"You do not get to do this." Alison says lifting her voice a little without even letting the girl finish her sentence.

"Do what?"

"Push me away! I know you're nervous and angry at the world but I will not let you ruin us because you're afraid! We have gone through so much together and we will go through thi-,"

"I said drop it. You don't get what I'm dealing with." Emily tried not to shout but she was getting really furious with her girlfriend.

"Because you won't talk about it!" Alison was holding back her tears. She was just so hurt. Emily is the one person she really cares about, she feels like her own heart belongs only to Emily. And the fact that Emily won't share with her the most important things, even the bad things, it just breaks her.

"What is there to talk about?!" Emily was yelling at this point. "Swimming is the only good thing I have in my life!" she just said it without thinking and she regretted it the moment it left her mouth. But she knew she wasn't able to take it back now and that things just went from 'bad' to 'worse'.

"Shit. Ali I'm sorry, that came out wrong,"

"You know what? You're right. I don't get it." Alison got up from Emily. Couldn't keep her tears back anymore. They were just running down her cheeks. She turned around to leave the room. She couldn't stand being next to the brunette for now. But she felt someone grad her by the wrist.

"Ali, please, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. You know you are my world its just," Emily really didn't want to sound week or pathetic but the knew she had to open up to Alison about her feeling or she'll be in the dog house for a long long time. Alison looked at her with big blue eyes waiting for an answer. She figured she should give her a chance to explain herself.

"its just that, I need to take care of you. You know? I need to make sure that you are safe, that you get everything you have ever wanted, and that you're happy. I thought that by becoming a professional swimmer I will be able to provide those things for you and for the family that we're planning on having. I believe in myself when I swim and I believe that I'm good enough to be successful. But in a couple of hours all my plans can change in a second and then ill be stuck. Its just terrifying."

Alison looked at her mermaid, just in shock of all the pressure Emily had on her shoulders. She saw tears forming in the brunettes' eyes.

"Oh, honey…" Alison hugged Emily and put her hands on her waist while looking straight in her eyes. Because she wasn't wearing heals she was a few inches shorter than her girl, she had to lift her head up to catch the other's eyes.

"You do not have to worry about those things on your own, and especially not at this time. If I'm the one who put this pressure on you, I'm so sorry. When we talk about our future I don't expect you to break your head trying to figure out our lives. I just try to let you know that you are my forever, and I am you're always-,"

"I know. I know that. And you're not pressuring me babe. I just want to take care of you. You deserve everything in your life to be perfect." Emily says while giving Alison a gentle squeeze on her upper arms.

"It is. And Emmy, we take care of each other okay?" Alison says with the softest smile. She is so glad to be close to the brunette again. Its weird but she feels like she missed her. Emily just nods at her with a smile. She thinks she is so luck to have the blonde in her life. "so go upstairs and change, we are leaving in 15 minutes."

"We?" Emily asked confused.

"Of course, you goof. Did you really think that I would let you go alone? Now go upstairs and change." Alison says with raising her left eyebrow. Usually when she did that, Emily just knew not to argue with her and just do what she says.

"Yes, mother." Emily felt a little bit better after their talk.

"Okay that is disgusting, I just imagined you doing the things you do to me, to your mother." Emily was already on the stairs but Alison could hear her laugh from the living room. Hearing her girl laugh just makes her heart skip a beat.

The couple was sitting in the waiting room; they are supposed to meet the doctor any minute now. Emily just kept on moving and her legs were bumping up and down. Alison could even spot her girlfriends hands shaking. She has never seen Emily like this before.

"Baby, will you stop moving? You're driving me insane."

"Sorry. I just can't help it. Maybe this is a bad idea. We should reschedule for another time." But before Alison could even reply the just heard the nurse calling Emily's name.

"Okay this is it." Alison says, trying to sound as strong as she can. She knows how important this is for Emily. The thought of her being heart broken gave her the chills all over her body.

They both walked to the nurse. Alison grabbed Emily's hand and said "whatever happens, we'll get past it. I'm here for you." Emily just gave her a soft smile and a small nod.

"Hi, I'm Emily Fields, this is my girlfriend, Alison."

"Right this way ladies."

Okay guysssss. This is the end for chapter 2 (lots of drama- I know). I sure will update soon! Don't forget to review and let me know what you think.

Be kind to one another and don't forget to smile a lot xoxox